HAVE you notice how expensive Shahrul Anuar's concert is?
Damn expensive.
And that's the reason i can't go.
Ungu's concert also.
Two of my bf's concert[Ceyh,perasan]

Helped my mom to make kek marble just now.
Hah.

I changed the thingy thing thing which i don't know what's it's called.
Tak Bisa Memilihmu basically relates to my life.
Cause i'm not able to choose Shahrul Anuar Zain because i'm too in love with another guy.
Yeah.
Bluek.
Perasaan banyak tu.

Sungguh tak bisa ku mengganti dirimu dengan dirinya-Untukmu Selamanya.

Yeah,the effect of liking too many people who don't know your existence.
Hah.
Perasan.

I'm supposed to do my maths paper now.
But i'm here,blogging crap.
Haha.

3 more papers and it's OVER!
Minus all the madrasah exams.
Speaking of them,wasted my time only going there.
They never test me.
But even if they test me,i wouldn't know anything because i didn't study.
Hah.

I love the song very much.
It rocks.
I love 6ixth Sense.
And Anuar Zain.
And Ungu.
And a whole lot of people.
Like Pasha.
And Yovie.
And Adi.
And Galih.
And SHAHRUL.
And Armand.
And Sunu.
Ceyh,i sound as if i know them personally.

Maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu.
Karena ku terhanyut mencintai dia.

Yes,tomorrow's the very LAST lesson of maths tuition.
After tomorrow,my mondays are FREE!
The joy of having a free monday.

If you're wondering[or even care],yes,i think i'm starting to fall for Shahrul. AGAIN.
And i have Manja November 2003 Issue with him and Amy Mastura in the front cover.
Eh,both the manjas got him in the cover page.
That is,my friend,fate.
Fate brought us together.
Ceyh,i think i've watched to much chinese dramas.

Speaking of chinese drama,has anyone watch Love Is All Around's last episode?
Cause i didn't watch.
Can anyone tell me the ending?
And i hate Kaiqi and Jiawei.
But love William San!
The guy who played Charles.
And Herman in Falling In Love.
Eh,they paired up them together.
Haha.Cute couple.

I'm eating Fish and Chips for'break fast' today.
Technically,it's not break fast for me but...
I wanna call it that way and it's my choice.

Tomorrow's MONDAY!
Like so fast like that.
It seemed like yesterday was friday.

Tomorrow-Maths Paper.
Hopefully i will concentrate on the paper rather than something else.
Tuesday-Literature!I haven't revise yet!
Wednesday-HARI RAYA! But i'll be at my nenek's house,watching some raye drama. With the relatives that i barely speak to. I think i'd probably just stone there. As always. To bring-my MP4 and handphone. So note to everyone-Do not sms me on tuesday evening or night,probably even afternoon and wednesday morning and afternoon cause i'll be at JOHOR. [As if anyone's reading this but it's better to be safe than sorry*winks to someone*]
Thursday-I'd probably just sit around at home,studying geography.Eh,no school. Meaning i can't see my friends and talk about raye.
Friday-Geography exam,last paper. And it'll be finished.
And weekends come and i'll be playing some games on the computer. As always.Haha. To keep my kangen-ness away.
Kangen Band <3.

It's the godknowshowmany time i'm listening to Tak Bisa Memilihmu.
Cause i tak bisa memilih Shahrul.
Kerana ku terhanyut mencintai dia.
Yelahtu.

Yay,i've got my first duit raye.
From Ustaz Kamsani.
He actually give us duit raye seh.
And i have to wear baju kurung to madrasah next next week.
Gahh!
Hopefully,Kartini wears as well so i won't feel paiseh.

I'm skipping french on tuesday cause hari raye eve.
Hari raye is more important okay?
And i can't wait for it to end and next year to start.
So that we could start a new chapter.
On maths and science and other subjects.
Hahahaha.
Not funny,but i think it is.
What's funnier is that MY JOKE CAME TRUE RIGHT AFTER I MADE UP THE DAY BEFORE.
I do have some telepathy with a certain person.
I have feelings on what that person does.
Haha.
Stalker.

Inilah salahku yang memberi ruang
Di dalam hatiku tuk mencintainya.

I wrote the lyrics of the song in my handbook,since there's no other homeworks there.
One question-Do we have guides next next wednesday?
Can somebody answer my question ASAP?
Not asap but ASAP.
Haha.
Asap.
Lame.

Au Revoir.
P.S-HAPPY ADVANCE HARI RAYA TO ALL!
Anuar And Ziana Zain concert on first day,
followed by Meet Uncle Hussein and another band whom idk on the second day,
and SOFAZ AND 6IXTH SENSE on the third day.
They actually put two of my favourite bands together.
YAY! :]

Labels: fifteen, guides:]

YOU should really listen to the song.
It's damn sad.
If you understand.

Telah jauh terpisah, diriku dan dirimu,
Dalam ruang dan waktu,
Sendiriku jalani sepiku, tanpa dirimu,
Resahku tanpa hadirmu,
Sungguh berat hatiku merasakannya

Salahku mencintai dirinya saat jauhku terpisah
Darimu,Dan hadirnya menyentuh hatiku,
Mencintainya,
Hatiku menginginkannya,
Hingga runtuh setiaku kepada dirimu

Ku sakiti hatimu yang tulus mencintaiku

*
Maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu
Karena ku terhanyut mencintai dia
Inilah salahku yang memberi ruang
Didalam hatiku tuk mencintainya

Sedih lah the song.
Anyway,he was stylish today.
With his blue jacket.
Ceyh,mentang-mentanglah hari ni sejuk eh.

Science and history were horrendous lah.
I've already died.

And i'm feeling guilty that i'm eating chewing gum now.
And ate the leftover chicken cutlet just now.
Eh,i did not do anything wrong.

That's all cause i've no idea what to write.
5 down, 3 more to go.
Persevere,okay?

Au Revoir.
ETA:Yay! I've got a new song title for the blog title. Tak bisa memilihmu. :]

Labels: fifteen

I don't know why people pronounced Didicazli's name wrongly.
That's sad cause Didi is such a cutie.
Yeah.

Anyway,i saw him 4 times yesterday and 3 times today.
And i realised that he went to the toilet so damn fast.
BTW,I DIDN'T STALK HIM.
He was going to the toilet when i saw him for the second time.
[I was jumping up and down seh.]
Then i saw him going out of the toilet.
Technically,i didn't really see him because as he walked out and i realised it was him,i looked down,if not,i'll be tersengih-sengih-ing.
Then he'll find out.

Today,i had improvement.
Cause i didn't jump up and down.
I just tersengih-sengih.
That's good right?
3 times.
Haha.

By the way,technically,i didn't eat anything because after buka i puked everything out.
I suspect the milk was the cause.
Because most of the stuff that i puked out was
Milk.
Don't worry,i'm sure it's not contaiminated.
Yup.

Gotta sleep now so that i can study for french tonight.
Refreshed.
Bonne Chance.

Au Revoir.

Labels: fifteen, school

I need counselling.
Seriously.
Ask everyone.
Just now...hehe.
Yup,must have thought i was a mad girl on the loose.
Escaped from Woodbridge.
Hahahahahahahahahahaha.

I'm having my FRENCH ORAL later at around 2h and 30 minutes.
Crap.
Bonne Chance.

I made up a joke which wasn't really a joke but it's funny.
So therefore,it's a joke.
Right?

Met Joon Han in the bus just now.
See, 912 makes me meet all my ex-classmates.
Such a meeting place.

I'm feeling hungry and EXTREMELY THIRSTY right now.
RABIATUL,BE PATIENT.
IT'S LIKE 4 HOURS AND 38 MINUTES MORE!
It's okay,i'll get through it.

Played Badminton just now although seeing the way i play,it's not called badminton anymore.
It's probably called the idon'tknowhowtoplaythebadmintonbuti'mplayingitbecausethere'snoothergamestoplay game.
Yup.
That's what it is called.
Then Ms Leong asked me and Liyana to put back the badminton racquets in the PE store.
Scary place lah.
Dark somemore.
Wahahaha.

Then in Mother Tongue,we were practising for french oral.
The pictures were using the pictures in my Manja magazine.
You know,the one with the absolutely gorgeous SHAHRUL ANUAR ZAIN on the front cover page.
Yes,i admit i still find him hot.
And he doesn't look anywhere around 38.
Admit it.

And Daphne was reading it during the first PE period.
Actually,she was just looking at the picture.
And commented that she thought one of Shahrul's pictures looked like TERENCE CAO.
Imagine that, two of my 'boyfriends' look alike.
Hehehehehe.

I feel burpy.
Guess that's the feeling i feel everytime i fast.

Got to go now cause i wanna go do something else other than blogging.
Au Revoir.
P.S-ORANGE!
Yes,i love that fruit and miss it.
Refreshing ah.

Labels: fifteen, school

I'M sure that probably a lot of people right now and mugging for exams.
And my french oral is like tomorrow.
And i can't even come up with 5 sentences.
Damn.
And i haven't touch any of my homework.
But i will touch them in like 5 mins.
Yeah.
Homeworks to do:
-Maths cause i haven't finish the Anglican High paper.
-History
-Geography which i thnik maybe got homework but i don't know.

I wonder how am i supposed to do Maths.
I will giggle and giggle.
Sheesh.
What i'm worried is that i can't do the mathematics end-of-year paper cause i'll probably think of...
Cause every thing reminds me of him.
Probably list down the things that remind me of him mentally.
That should work.
Right?

Hmm,the word 'name tag' surely remind me of him.
Sheesh,stop it already.
I think i need to see either a counsellor or a psychiatrist.
Hey,i can spell that.
Hahahahahahahaha.

Now it's five minutes later so that means i gotta rush.
And now i'm listening to kekasih gelapku on my mp4.
PASHA!!!
Love him.
But he's like what,married?!
WHY MUST ALL THESE TYPES OF GUYS BE MARRIED?!
Except of Anuar Zain.
Yeah,ain't that great.

See, 2 minutes after the 5 minutes has past.
Ish.
Procastinating nampak?

Au Revoir.

maybe it's fate that he's not in there
so that i won't GIGGLE everytime i see him
but it's unfair.
can't you imagine the consequences of making him go there?
I'll freak out.

And i need a song title for the blog title cause i can't think of one.

8 minutes after the 5 minutes.
Signing off now.

Labels: fifteen

I'm bored right now.
Got nothing to do.
Listening to Sephia now.
And i don't know who's Sephia.
Although the guy who like her is sweet.
I'm sure other people are like studying[by studying i mean mugging] right now.
While i'm here listening to Sephia.
Now it's Dua Hati Jadi Satu.
The song which i think it's perfect for weddings.
At least better than all those songs they play at weddings.
The loud,not nice,old-fashioned type of songs.
I should be the dj for people's weddings.
Surely their wedding will be fun filled with the top songs.
Yeah right.
Dafi sounds cute.
DAFI!
And Gita Gutawa's voice is high,as usual.
Hahahahahahahaha.
See, i'm able to post an entry without talking about that one.
And by the way, it's weird to see name die kat orang lain punye blog.
I'll start laughing. Or giggling.
Now it's Lelaki Ini by Shahrul Anuar Zain.
But i'm not in the mood.
NEXT.
Bersama Bintang? Making me sleepy.
NEXT. Aku Bukan Boneka. NEXT.
I skipped some songs ah cause i very lazy.
Now it's Pandangan Pertama.
I wanna watch the movie Get Married.
I saw the guy and he's okay-looking-but-Rasya-is-cuter-and-i-forgot-Rasya's-name.
All i know is that his first name is Galih.
And i think Cinderella has finished.
Sad lah.
And i realised that French EYE is on THURSDAY!
ORAL IS ON MONDAY.
AHHHHH!!!!!
Now is Demi Waktu.
The waktu moves so fast.
Skip.
Sempat Memiliki.
Not in the mood.Skip.
Tercipta Untukku.The one with Rossa version.
UNGU IS COMING TO SINGAPORE AND I CAN'T WATCH CAUSE MY PARENTS SURELY WON'T LET ME WATCH ALL THESE CONCERTS AND SHAHRUL ANUAR ZAIN IS PERFORMING AS WELL AND I CAN'T SEE HIM.
I shall walk round Singapore on those days and 'accidentally' meet them.
My luck isn't that good you know.
I gotta sleep cause tomorrow i gotta wake up early cause got madrasah.
And monday's coming but i haven't touch any of my homeworks.
But MONDAY'S COMING.
Wait for it.

Kangen.
Au Revoir.
Je suis scared pour le lecture de francais parce que je ne sais pas comment pronounce mots correctly.
Ma francaise n'est pas bonne mais j'aime ecrire en francaise.
Ruang Rindu now.
A bientot!
Without accents.
Bongok.
I think that's how you spell it.
yeah.
Bon Nuit.
Bon Manger en le matin!

YOU are advised to skip this part of the entry. Skip it!
And it's super lame so i'm warning you-SKIP IT!
I know it's risky to put this...but i just want to get it over and done with. Yeah.

You'll probably know this song. Obvious lah.

9 Julai bertemu
memulakan cerita cinta ini
naluri berkata engkaulah handsome,cute

ketawa selalu dibuatku
apabila ternampak bersamamu
kawanku ingatku ku sudah gila tu

engkaulah kekasihku[ceyh,perasaan tu]
yang keju cam namamu
engkaulah motivationku
bila ku malas itu

ku tulis namamu di seluruh
ku simpan kertas tu yang diberimu
terlonjat aku bila tahu kau ke school[merepek!]

Repeat pre-chorus

kau pakai bajumu warna oren itu
dengan shorts warna hitam dan pouch besarmu
senyummu yang cute itu tersemyum selalu
kau buat hatiku terlonjat bila ku terlihat kamu

repeat chorus and first verse.

Sheesh! I think i'm crazier than Nisa.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
I apologise in advance cause i'm gonna be crazy until i stop being crazy[DON'T ASK WHY]
Man,the chorus was so fun to write.
I was laughing[by laughing i mean giggling]
Writing the chorus.
And it's forbidden.
Hahahahahahahaha.
The craze should be over SOON.
I think.
Hope not.
9 July 2008,approximately 3.00pm or something.
Wednesday,during ______
Hahahahahahahahahahahah.
Remember the date.
And i've found my kenangan terindah.
The most wonderful memory.
Yeah.

So what happened to today?
Well, apparently, i was supposed to go for YMC.
So i took 168 at 11.15am.
When i'm supposed to meet Sab at 1.15pm.
And ended up to reach bedok interchange at 12.15pm.
Hahahahahahaha.
So she had to rush for my sake.
Hahahahahahaha.
Sorry lah,my dad told me it took 2 hours to reach.
So i was being kiasu.
Hahahahaha.
Ended up at the library,laughing laughing.
And showed my kenangan terindah.
Haiz,in the library was fun lah.
And we read outdated magazines.
Hahahahahaha.
Then at one-something,we took 196 to Victoria School.
And ended up lost.
Then we walked somewhere and saw our seniors.
Then just trailed them.
In the place,saw that boy.
And me and Sab were reading Manja.
The One With Shahrul Anuar Bin Zain on the cover page.
Greatness.
I still remember him okay?
Although my love for him has been replaced, he's still the hottest man on earth.[Merepek!]
Though he's 38.
Who cares?
Then we waited for Liyana and went inside.
Had to sign our names.
Then we must write our name on the thing and stick it on ourselves.
And i wrote 'other stuff' on it.
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha.
Then we sat a couple of inches away from HIM.
Yucko.
No offence whatsoever.
Blah.
Blah.
Blah.
Kept on talking about __ ____ ____ ___
Hahahahahahahah.
Crazy lah me.
I think Sab is irritated by the same convo i kept on talking about with her.
But i have no one to talk to about it except her.
Sorry friend.
Then go home and blah blah blah.

Anyway, guess how i found out the exact date?
Counting from the day that i didn't come to school and french.
Hahahahaha.
I wanna go to the CHEESE tasting thing cause
CHEESE is such a nice thing.
Yup.
Hahahahaha.

Madness.
If you need to describe me in a word that would be
OBSESSED.
Or
NUTS/CRAZY/ETC
And i was motivated to do the paper 1.
WOOH!
Hopefully,that motivation comes for EVERY SINGLE PAPER.
GREATNESS.
This is craziness.

I will poke a lot of people faces.
No fair lah.
Cause... of something...
Hahahahahahahaha.

Yes,i am crazy.
Deal with it.

Au Revoir.
Say CHEESE!
And i LOVE my phone's wallpaper.
A/N: And i love my sentence for 'gigih'
Though it might be wrong cause i don't know what 'gigih' means.
Atelit berlari jarak panjang itu seorang yang gigih dan aktif.
Hahahahaha.
To me, 'gigih' sounds like something sporty.
Yes,i was thinking of it at that moment of desperation.
Gila.
I hate weekends.
Cause that means got a lot of homework.
Yeah, that's bad.
Can't wait for monday.
I sound weird.
See what craziness do to me?
And my phone's dictionary can spell the full name.
Muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

Sicko.

A/N 2: A Picture for ME to enjoy.

YOU DID NOT SEE THE LIGHT BLUE THING. HAHAHA.
The black colour one is not written by me.
And this paper got BLACK,WHITE,GREY and ORANGE!
Hahahaha.
Sounds famillar.
The grey one is the inseeable pencil line.
And i don't know what the blue is there for.
Takde kena mengene.
And i love cheese cause it's yummy.
Enough about cheese.
You guys can't see the blue one right?
The Light one which is forbidden to see.
DON'T TRY TO FIGURE OUT WHAT IS IT!
OR YOU SHALL DIE A HORRIBLE DEATH.
DEATH BY CHEESE.
Lame.
Merepek.

Labels: fifteen, YMC

Monday-What luck. I sat opposite that boy.Yup, THAT boy.Tersesat. Disgusting lah. Some more,his face so slumba. And he's like doing his homework or something. On the train. Then he started sleeping when the train reached Braddell. Okay,so now i sound like i spied/stalked him. EE! Please lah,he's like facing me. Why nobody block him? JUST NOW GOT BUT THE DAMN PERSON LEFT! I think we're stopping at the same stop. Same exit some more. Yeah. Great. Now i've lost sight of him cause i'm writing this. Or maybe not. Sigh. But he's far away! So that's great. Blah lah you.Shoo.
And in school,before swimming,i saw THE BOARD AND JUMPED UP AND DOWN CAUSE HE'S HERE! But didn't see. Crap.
Tuesday-I saw him! White shirt today. Stalker.
Wednesday-Black shirt. Seriously lah,the guy has a different coloured shirt for everyday. Haha.
Thursday-I didn't see him. But my source said he wore grey today. Weirdo. Hari-hari different colour baju but same type. Haha.
Friday,Today-Extremely happy today. First saw him walking down the corridor before the paper. Then after paper. Jumped up and down some more. And when we us sat down somewhere,he walked past. With his WHITE shirt. Haiz.

I think i'm going crazy. Yes. I. Am.
Stalker.

Au Revoir
Monday please come fast:)
I take back my words.
I LOVE SCHOOL CAUSE OF SOMETHING YOU SHOULDN'T KNOW ABOUT!
It's great to know how feelings can change in a week.

Labels: fifteen, school, weekly update.

I officially hate school.
I have to get up at 5 now.
Saddening.

Monday-First was Maths then swimming.But i didn't swim cause i puasa. So me,Sab and Liyana takled and talked. And Sab showed me a video she made. Haha. BB. Then was recess and i just stayed in class. Then got SEL and Malay. During malay,the teacher was like scolding for...25 MINUTES! What seh! Then i don't remember the rest.
Tuesday-Got french. Got back test paper and i got 69/100. And then i had to read a passage and totally forgot 14 in french. Hah.
Wednesday-For science, we had a such interesting lesson. Ahem ahem...And it was the first time in 8 months that i went home at 1. Yay!
Thursday-[Highlight of the week!]
Got french and it was superbly fun. We went through the test paper and i found out that i got like 3 marks worth of careless mistakes. And then there's a line in the paper talking about gratin de pomme de terre and Perroquet was like explaining what it was,saying it was tasty and got a lot cheese. And we girls laughed and laughed. and he was like what was so funny. And it was because me and Sab were fasting. Haha. Then later on there were she-males in the class! Cause of something which was very funny. Then later, he taught us about how to write fake correctly cause one of the boys wrote something about someone being a fake something which i forgot in french so he corrected the sentence. Then he said for fake body parts,like fake nose and stuff, we must use faussaire. Then one of the boys was like it sounded like 'faux seins'. Hahahahahahahaha. It means something. Gotta ask me if you want to know. Then he went on to talked about when doctors placed 'faux seins' on women. Then the boys were like what if they're of different size. Hahahahahahaha. Then he told us a joke which was funny yet digusting but funny! Hahahahahaha. And the whole class starting laughing. Oh yeah,his contract is expiring this december so maybe he's leaving. Oh man!
Friday-Nothing much to say although the assembly was fun. Cooked spagetti and then they all ate ICE-CREAM in front of us. Pandai sangat.

Oh,and i took the same bus as our ex-company leader.
You should know who.

Cherios!
Au Revoir.
3h and 28 minutes more.

And here's a video for you to enjoy although you won't understand unless you learn vietnamese. But who cares cause i know the person on the video. May i present you,the one and only,my french teacher.

Labels: school, weekly update.

Most Popular Songs Week 36

20)Way Back Into Love-Hugh Grant And Haley Bennett[New][Play Count:35]
19)Sephia-Sheila On 7[New][Play Count:35]
18)Maafkan-Dimas Beck[-7][Play Count:35]
17)Kekasih Gelapku-Ungu[New][Play Count:35]
16)For You-The Calling[-7][Play Count:35]
15)Dua Hati Jadi Satu-Gita Gutawa And Dafi[New][Play Count:35]
14)Sempurna-Andra And The Backbone[New][Play Count:36]
13)Gantung-Melly Goeslaw[New][Play Count:36]
12)Bunga Jiwaku-Yovie And Nuno[New][Play Count:36]
11)All Or Nothing-Westlife[-3][Play Count:36]
10)Funky Dance-OST Hello My Lady[-2][Play Count:37]
9)Sarang Hal Soon Uhb Neun Guh Jyo - Ki Hoo[-6][Play Count:38]
8)Tercipta Untukku-Ungu Featuring Rossa[New][Play Count:39]
7)Aku Jatuh Cinta-Roulette[New][Play Count:39]
6)Novela Cinta-Ross Revalina[-4][Play Count:41]
5)Aku Dan Dirimu-Ari Lasso Featuring Bunga Citra Lestari[+1][Play Count:41]
4)Munajat Cinta-The Rock[+1][Play Count:42]
3)Andai Ku Tahu-Ungu[+10][Play Count:42]
2)Kekasih Yang Tak Dianggap-Pinkan Mambo[New][Play Count:75]
1)P.U.S.P.A[Putuskan Saja Pacarmu]-ST 12[Same][Play Count:89]

Out:
Won't Go Home Without You-Maroon 5
Turn Around-Westlife
Permintaan Hati-Letto
Mandy-Westlife
Love Theme-OST Hello My Lady
Ibyol Mothan Ibyol-OST My Lovely Samsoon
11 Januari-Gigi
Aku Masih Sayang-ST 12
Gobyol-OST My Lovely Samsoon

-Ranking Are Based On Airplay and How Often The Song Appear While I Skipped the Songs.

P.S-Sorry If My Blog Isn't Really Updated. I'm feeling lazy.

Au Revoir.