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handsdown.
this is the best day I can ever remember.
am i more than
you bargained for yet?
Rabiatul Adawiyah Rosli
24 August.
French student.
Automatonophobic.
Pediophobic.
Proud Member of The Girl Guides Association.
Sparrow Patrol.
Obsessed.
Dreamer.
we've got a little world of our own
somewhere only we know

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But When It Comes To Loving Me, He's Worst.
Wednesday, January 2020:38
Haha, finally updating my semi-dead blog. Lazy.
School's been pretty boring. Except for Lit class, when we watched Midsummer Night's Dream. HAHA, OHMYGOD IT WAS SO FUNNY!
Ah, i liked the movie very much, haha. It's so nice.

Okay, Belinda asked me to mention her in every post. See, i wrote her name already! Haha.

Oh yes, Fifteen is no longer mine. I gave up. I love myself so much for that.

Oh yes, i finally wrote a new poem on monday and finished it yesterday! It has eleven stanzas. The weird thing was that i suddenly talked about Farmville. Haha. Omg i love my farm.

Anyway, i'm really extremely sleepy right now. And i got french tomorrow. Ah lazy.

Au Revoir.

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I'll Rewrite Ancient History.
Friday, October 918:53
I realised i haven't been here for a while. Well, a very long time.
Exams going on, so i can't really update. And i'm lazy. Hahaha.

So anyway, i think i have found my love for CSI again. Well, Sara and Grissom to be precise. Haha. Oh, and Hodges and Wendy. I want to watch A Space Oddity. Haha. OMG, So cute! Andandand, i just realised that how much i miss Warrick. I should have loved him more before he died.

In any case, i was watching CSI re-runs yesterday and today. Yesterday was an average eppie, yes, nothing is fun without the original cast anymore. Today's episode had Taylor Swift. And Nick. Ah, no fair. I love Nick. And Greg. And i'm not fond of Ray either.

Anyway, back in the US, three episodes of the new season have been aired. Haha, Sara's back! She's prettier, i guess. Catherine's stressed, and i love Nick, Greg, Hodges, Archie and Bobby Dawson. Hmm, wondering where he's been.

Okay anyway, History Paper today. And my third fingernail is not good. I don't know how to describe it. Well, as you know, this is the same finger that was injured back when this incident happened. Haha, i remembered it too well. But still, i think it was because my black pen had pressed on the fingernail too much. Ouch.

Oh, did i mention that i love Nick, Greg and Hodges. I love Hodges. I mean, he's cute. Haha. Especially when he's with Wendy. Haha.

I'm gonna watch some Space Oddity clips, then study over the weekend. Hah.

Au Revoir.
And i'm gonna watch Burying King Tut tomorrow night. Yay for National Geographic Channel!

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Never Settle For The Path Of Least Resistance.
Friday, September 2519:30
Feeling blue, while I'm trying to forget the feeling that I miss you
Feeling green, when the jealousy swells and it wont go away in dreams
Feeling yellow, I'm confused inside
A little hazy but mellow when I feel your eyes on me

HAHA, hello people. I know. I haven't been updating. I'm lazy. And to lengthen the post, i put in the song lyrics. Haha. I love this song. No, i'm not colourblind. Yet.

Feeling fine, sublime
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind

We had english in the computer lab. And then science, followed by malay and jogging. And then recess. OMG NITHYA!

Feeling red, when you spend all your time with your friends and not me instead
Feeling black, when I think about all the things that I feel I lack
Feeling jaded, when it's not gone right
All the colours have faded, when I feel your eyes on me

Then geography and literature. And i went off early for french oral.

Feeling fine, sublime
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind

I died. I got the topic about school but i forgot what i wanted to say. In the end, i screwed up. For the role play, i was late for a meeting with my friend, so she was angry. And i had to explain why i was late. It was retard. No, it's not supposed to be a pun!

Blinded by the light you shine, the colours fade completely
Blinded by you every time, I feel your smile defeat me
I'm colour blind
I just can't deny this feeling

There goes my A for french. Gah. Diable.

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind

Hmm, went to the MRT station with Nithya. Diable, it's unfair man! NITHYA! HOW COULD YOU?! (yes, as if you're gonna read this. Ha. Ha.)

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind
I'm colour blind

Au Revoir.

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I'll Be Your Crying Shoulder; I'll Be A Love Suicide.
Tuesday, September 114:23
It's sad to say that i can't spell SUICIDE. Shoot myself.

I'm finally updating this blog. I'm lazy, bored, hungry and sick. I'm coughing. I don't want to go to school. And i'm not making it up when i say i'm sick. I really am. Ask everyone. Wish my mom could bring me to the clinic, i want to get an MC. I'm evil, muahahahahaha.

FOUR AND A HALF MORE HOURS. Around there. Whatever.

The Sony Ericsson thingy that i downloaded is damn slow at downloading stuffs.

Oh, did i tell you i've changed my phone? Yes, i did. Finally, after one year. I'm addicted to Crosspix.

I guess i haven't tell everyone that I'm in love. Yes. Guess with who?
LEE JONG HYUK!
You know, the guy from Rivals and The Haru show. What's it called? Uh, wait. I forgot. Lemme check. OH YEAH! It's called Hello God. Okay, the doctor from Hello God. AHH. I love him man. He's so handsome. And all.

I watched Miss Gold Digger this morning, and that made me fall in love with him. Aww. He's so cool:)

I watched Unstoppable Marriage that day, you know the movie one. Haha. Yes, i finally watched the movie version. It's so cool. PARAGLIDING!

I forgot what else to say. Oh, Teachers' Day! HAHAHAHAHA.
Mr Incredible isn't sensible, doesn't make all my jealous friends jealous (HAHA! Inside joke!), doesn't say everything i need to hear. Doesn't open up my door and doesn't say i look beautiful tonight and i don't feel perfectly fine. Doesn't respect my space and makes me wait and doesn't call exactly when he says he will. Is not close to my mother and doesn't talk business with my father. Though Nisa says he's charming and endearing, but i'm not comfortable. HAHA, INSIDE JOKE!

Paper cranes were a bit retarded just because Nisa made them, HAHA. (With the help of Belinda) HAHA INSIDE JOKE!

So many inside jokes. Ha. Ha. Though i still don't get the link between teachers and superman. They should have associate teachers with Professor Utonium (from Powerpuff Girls), Zordon(the guy in Power Rangers), or Jerry (Totally Spies) Hahahaha. They should have seriously add in Power Rangers, they're the best superheroes! HAHAHAHA. It's true okay.
And i thought they shouldn't play Pocketful Of Sunshine over and over again, it's irritating.

Okay.
Au Revoir.

And I'll be better when i'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

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That's Not Real To Me.
Friday, August 718:30
I'm bored, and i need something to make me not bored.
Yes, i know i haven't been updating. Too busy watching Trick. And Ueda. HAHA.
And i've finished the second season, thus, i'm seriously very bored.

Anyway.
Monday-Don't remember. Oh yeah. Malay Project Presentation. Haven't finish.
Tuesday-Don't remember. Oh yeah. That.
Wednesday-Did topo map during guides and got most of them wrong.
Thursday-French. Haha, Po-lice. Stop asking me to go to the board! Andandand, Cotton Candy!
Today-Had yeoman, wore guides uniform, watched the parade, sung with fellow guides, ate some sandwiches and samosa, went home in guides uniform. That pretty much summarises everything. What good summary skills. Yeah right.
Then i watched Episode 11 and 12. OHMYGOD, seriously, i think Ueda and Yamada are super cute. Whee.

And then i'm bored. I was thinking of writing another story, but i'm still figuring things out.

Letters. I don't know what to say. Can i draw a picture instead, cause a picture worth a thousand words.

Yamada's mother said that words can be very powerful.

I don't know what else to say.

All of a sudden, i feel like writing another poem. I hadn't been writing one ever since [please wait until i find out the date] Fourteen July.
July seemed like just yesterday; and it seemed like two months went very fast.
It was like just yesterday when i met Simplify. Oh wait, i'm just exaggerating.
And it will all be over.

Yes, i shall stop over here for now.
Au Revoir.

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If You Love Me, Then Just Let Me Know.
Friday, July 2419:09
Haha, i know i haven't been updating. I'm so lazy, i know. Haha. Okay i better stop laughing.

Monday-Bleah, nothing much. Was playing Sahibba during ML(haha, ML! M__ L__) Yeah, and i gave up halfway cause my malay was that lousy.

Tuesday-I don't remember. Ooh, there was Puteri. Haha. Okay. That was random.

Wednesday-Nothing really. Again. Bleah. Don't remember, don't care. Yeah.
Thursday-OHMYGOD FRENCH WAS FUNNY! Haha. Okay me and Liyana were like laughing all the way. HAHA.

Friday-Had to do the weights. Gah. My arms are hurting, thanks to that! Yeah Sabrina, other people are doing that, you happy-happy go community singing!

Yeah, so that's about it. Yeah. Hey, tomorrow got NDP but Nisa's not coming! Gah. Later i loner.

I want Simplify Nisa to come for NDP tomorrow!

And i'm watching Breaking The Magician's Code again. Just now the narrator was like 'We haven't seen her before, and she's well-dressed too.'
HAHA, so funny. If you get it. If not, tant pis!

Au Revoir.

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I Will Stay In Love Till You Say Enough.
Friday, July 1717:40
Okay, so here's what happened today.

First period was Malay. Was talking about Hang Tuah. Isn't a hero to me.
Then was Maths. Got back Maths Common Test. To my shock, i got full marks. Didn't expected. Did congruent triangles again, haiz, so boring.
Then was Science. We moved on with a new topic, which is light.

Then me, Maryam, Liyana, Hema and Aishwaria had to go down for some stuffs. I guess the class was having english instead. Anyway, went to the gym for some stuffs. Wait, i actually repeated that. Haha. Yeah. Whatever, blahblah, wasn't paying attention anyway. Haha.

Then when we came back to class, Mrs RW played us a song by Alanis Morissette called Ironic. Haha, okay. Then read some irony stuffs and then played Call My Bluff. And then watched the episode. Haha, good liars:)

Then was recess, finally! Haha. I think i love this whole idea of having recess time to ourselves, cause we don't need to queue up. Though apparently it's gonna be back to normal on tuesday:(

Then was Literature. Talked about Blocking today. And then Miss Ong showed us this play about army. Haha. Then discussed about the advertisement for The Little Prince. Wait, can i call it that? Cause i'm lazy.

Then for assembly, the Discovery Centre people came, and we played a game. Haha, nice.

Then went home, and watched the last part of the last episode of Hello God. YAY, HARU DIDN'T DIE! :) As i said, he's too handsome to die early anyway.

Yeah, so that's practically all. Yeah. So. What else can i talk about?
I hate typing with my middle finger. It's odd. And i still can't type with my injured index finger cause of yesterday's dumbell incident. Stupid Fifteen. See, i don't blame Nisa now. I blame Fifteen.

Au Revoir.
Turn me inside out
Turn me outside in
Girl you spin me round
Till I can't feel anything
Just when I think this ride
Is coming to an end
Girl you turn me inside out again.

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I Need Someone Who Really Sees Me.
Wednesday, July 1520:59
Woah, i feel sleepy already, and it's only nine.
I'm waiting for Ejen Cinta to start. I'm bored.

I'm listening to All The World In The Love now. Gosh, i liked the song ever since i was like, i don't know, very small. Haha. Okay, the show start already.

Okay so, today. First was Maths, then music, then history(but Mr Chai never come), then malay, then recess, then english and finally science. Hey, i got french tomorrow.

God i'm so sleepy. Okay, guess what? I've confused myself anymore. Gah. I hate myself cause of that. Okay, must remember about Simplify. And not Fifteen.

Okay, i'm so bored. And sleepy. I'm half-watching television, half here.

Anyway, okay i don't remember what i was going to say. Haha.
Okay, i think i miss writing stories:( Should go start writing another one soon.

I still don't remember. Bleah. Tomorrow got french.

Oh yes, me and Nisa were going crazy and total drew and scribbled lameness stuffs over the whiteboard. As always. Haha.

Okay this is so boring. Bleah. Hey, it's Thursday (tomorrow).

Au Revoir.

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And I Never Knew I Could Feel That Much.
Tuesday, July 1418:48
I hate you, I love you
I just can't remember to forget you
Who are you, who needs you
You make me feel alive, I die, so high
I'm crawling on the ground
I have found I can fly


I think i've made the wisest decision in history. Well, to me at least. People, at least congratulate me on making this very wise decision. I love Simplify:)
And Simplify wasn't exactly the reason, and it isn't about Simplify either. Fifteen, you might have guess. Forgotten Fifteen. Whee:)

Though probably Nisa might object to this idea. I gotta stop being so public over my life in this blog. Haha, had another super weird dream yesterday. But the balloon one was nice:) [though the ending's damn super lame.]

One of these days it all comes together
One of those days that goes on forever
Think I sound crazy
Maybe, whatever
What's it all about


But anyway, back to the story of today. First period was English and i was super sleepy. Haha, the teacher who came inside our class today looks like Han and Loh.

Then was Maths Common Test Three. Okay, it was easier than expected. Didn't really study though. Well, i guess any mistakes made would probably be careless mistakes. And i said probably.

It's about life, it's about fun
It's over before it has begun
It's about you, it's about me
It's about everything between and I say
I'm saying goodbye to you, I say hi to you with no clue
It's about time that I
Make up my mind


Then was Malay. We were on the topic on heroes. I don't have a hero. Oh wait, maybe i do, but cikgu said heroes are people who created impact to the world or society, i don't think my hero does. Only created an impact on me:)

Then was Jogging period. We were discussing about our class theme for Express Yourself Day and we chose retro. That means i have to buy stuffs. Haha, guess what? The day after Express Yourself Day is Saturday, and there's NDP. Second last though, so Simplify better come:

It's simple, confusing
The truth is I'm winning but I'm losing
And pulling and pushing
Won't do me any good
It could, it should
I'm honest to myself that the truth is I lied


Then was recess. I did this really irritating thing (haha, that sounds funny) during recess, which was to sing the song me and Nisa wrote during NDP aloud. Yeah, i could sing that song to the whole wide world. But let's start in school first okay, shall we?

One of these days it all comes together
One of those days that goes on forever
Think I sound crazy
Maybe, whatever
What's it all about


After recess was Home Econs. No practical today, went to comp lab instead. Did the diet analysizer (whatever you spell it) thingy. Surprisingly, my percentages are unbelievable. Like i eat lesser than energy required blahblahblah. But it's just one day you know. I'm gonna get osteroporosis (i think that's how you spell it) this way.

It's about life, it's about fun
It's over before it has begun
It's about you, it's about me
It's about everything between and I say
I'm saying goodbye to you, I say hi to you with no clue
It's about time that I
Make up my mind


I think i want to write a poem. Or a song. Lalalala.
Nope, that wasn't part of my song.

What's after Home Econs? Oh yes, Geography. Bleah. I was practically yawning all the way. How boring can it get? I think it has maximum capacity.

Time is creeping behind me, surrounding around me
Fading the words so desperately
Now give me a reason that I can believe in
Time is something you can't rewind


After school, Maryam, Nisa, Liyana and me stayed back to do the malay project. Though i didn't know what we did anyway. Haha. Ended up watching Liyana's and Nisa's and my literature videos. Haha.

One of these days it all comes together
One of those days that goes on forever
Think I sound crazy
Maybe, whatever
What's it all about


Nisa just realised something about nine of july. Which used to have a special meaning for me, but not anymore. Haha, we met ML on that day:) As in ML the person's initials, not ML the MLDDS. Haha, i think the nickname is McDonalds or something. Haha. Okay, i better stop haha-ing.

I wanna play Mafia Wars now(if i have enough energy, but i doubt that). But i'm gonna look at and search for more photos, haha.

It's about life, it's about fun
It's over before it has begun
It's about you, it's about me
It's about everything between and I say
I'm saying goodbye to you, I say hi to you with no clue
It's about time that I
Make up my mind

Au Revoir.
They should seriously take a photo of Simplify, not as small as my mp4 wallpaper.

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You Feel It In The Way.
Thursday, July 921:09
Lalalalalalala. I know i owe entries from monday onwards. UPDATES(:

Monday
YOUTH DAY! Lalalalalala. Can't remember what happened though.

Tuesday
Yeah, tuesday. What happened ah? Oh yeah. I don't like Pyjamas man. Argh. Ooh ooh ooh, my new cupboard came! (:

Wednesday
Boring lessons, bleah. Haha, watched Grease during TOP, but never finish the movie. Aww. HAHA, WENT HOME EARLY! (:

Thursday
Boring lessons again. Had music, played guitar. This Old Man. Haha. Made songs with Nisa. So fun(: Cikgu's back today, but she went for some oral testing. Lalalala. What's next? Oh yeah, NDP! Haha. POWER RANGERS! Andandand, someone looks like a mixture of Simplify and Woody Woodpecker. I'm serious. Haha! Andandand, TODAY! (:

Okay, watching Breaking The Magician's Code now. Not really paying attention though. Haha. Should have, cause i can't watch the repeat. Gah, so sleepy. Okay, i don't know why i'm changing my smiley face style. Haha. Blahblahblahblah. Lalalalalalala. Okay. I'm sleepy. Haha.

SATURDAY! (: I'm waiting for it. Hopefully (if that lousy guy refuses to show up, i don't know what to say.)

Au Revoir.

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Cause I Can't Live Without Your Love.
Friday, July 317:15
Omg, what the hell? Park Dongjae has fallen for Seo Eunhye? Nonononono. No way. What about Day (i prefer to call him that)? Omg, no way. Anyway, i think the kaypoh woman who lives in the house is Park Dongjae's mom, cause there was the scene when she was looking at an article about him. Gah. Why the show so frustrating? On the other hand, i love the Minjoo and Padlock part. They're super cute man. Like seriously.

Okay, so i was watching Hello God just now. Recorded it yesterday night but i was too sleepy to watch it. Anyway, yay. It's saturday tomorrow. Haha. Whee.

Okay, so today. Hmm, FIFTEEN!
Ignore that part.

First was Malay, but Cikgu Z was quarantine remember, so we had to do the Dialog thingy. Haha, i love the names.

Then was Maths. I was seriously so sleepy. So boring. Bleah.
Then was Science. Went through Section B and then continued with lessons. I didn't bring my Science Notebook The Second. Bleah.
Then was jogging period, but there's no jogging. So i did the D and T prep board.
Then was recess.

Then was English. Formal letter.
Then literature. Bleah.
Then assembly. Had to come up names for the special rooms in the new school.
Bridge testing. I forgot the weight.

Haha, i'm watching the AYG on the television now. And i saw the Basket Party and Lane Markers. Haha.

Lalalalalalala. I forgot what else to say.
Ooh, FIFTEEN:)
Finally man.

Yay, there's NDP tomorrow, though must be in school by 8.20 in the morning. It's gonna be like fourteen hours. But i don't mind anyway.

:)

Au Revoir.

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You're So In Love That You Act Insane.
Wednesday, June 1021:49
Today, we had the thing again.

Had to run around the river place twice. Miss Wong ran with me.
Then did some stretching exercises.
Then went back to school. And played soccer. Though i'm so lousy. Haha.
Then Miss Lim gave a talk.
Then me and Maryam go and do D and T.
Then Cikgu came.
Then blahblahblah.

Then the J W Han guy came to school for i don't know what. Just saw him lah.
Haha.
Then Yee Ning came.
And Cheuk Lam came.
Then we went up.

Did the shooting for the interview part.
I didn't memorise the script!
So had to read from the laptop.
Okay then, after the shooting was finished, we went to eat at the hawker centre opposite.

Then i had to meet Xin Ting to pass her the stick.
Then i went home and played Wii.
Played Mario and Sonic X at the Olympics Games, but i was so frustrated cause i didn't win any games, so ended up playing Hannah Montana.
Then i was so frustrated cause they kept on saying i did badly for the game so i sore loser and decided to watch Bara instead.
Haha.
I came to a conclusion that the woman is crazy. Stupid lah her.
Then i played Mafia Wars.
And fell asleep after that.
And got scolded cause i fell asleep. Hah.

Anyway, i'm going away tomorrow! Haha. Yay. Finally. So boring already.
:)
I'm bringing the haversack that i used for camping. So big man! Haha. Who cares lah.

I'm also bringing homework. I guess. Maybe. Maybe not.
But i'm sure i'm bringing my Sorry I Love You. Haha. Watching it on my mom's laptop. Whee:)

Okay that's all.

Au Revoir.
Hmm, i didn't know my hair could touch the fire on the farewell tee. Haha.

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I Set My Clocks Early Cause I Know I'm Always Late.
Saturday, June 622:07
I love Simplify yes I do
I love Simplify yes I do
I love Simplify yes I do
I love Simplify but I won't say who

I got a feeling warm and gay
As i cast my eyes his way
I will find out his name someday
But who is he i will not say

I love Simplify yes I do
I love Simplify yes I do
I love Simplify yes I do
I love Simplify but I won't say who


Hmm, that was just so random. Yeah.
I changed the lyrics of the Manito song to that. Haha.
:)

So today had NDP rehearsal again.
Hmm, i just realised that today's the last time we're going to Kranji Camp.
Haiz, i'm sure going to miss the place.

But still, we're moving to the real venue. Heh.

Hmm, i practically typed down eveything about Simplify today in my private blog. Hah. So nothing much to say here. Cause i don't remember.

Oh yeah, they said lunch was not provided, but then, there was the KFC for lunch. Haha. Not provided my head! Haha.

Belinda poked my eye!

Apparently we found out Woody's name. Heh.

And Hidung and Willow smoke. Heh. WTH.

I don't know what else to type about, cause everything else is in my private blog. Bleah.
Expand and simplify the following equation.

I think this is a very scary thought. The S Woman somewhat reminds me of Mdm Tan. Hah. Though Nisa said she's nicer.

Another thing to ponder about. I think. Simplify more than Fifteen.
Simplify > Fifteen.

Simplify reminds me of General Shang in Mulan. Hey, that's supposed to be Fifteen, but who cares about Fifteen.

Oh yes. Sheesh. I forgot what i want to say.
Hmm, i better start writing my ninth episode man.
Yay, ninth episode! Haha.

I think i'm too addicted to oreo.
I think i'm too addicted to Simplify.

Belinda poked my eye!

Hmm, i'm sleepy now.
Bleah.

Au Revoir.

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When I See Them, My Heart Tells Me I Love You
Saturday, May 3021:36
Today was NDP!
*clapclap*

Basically, we did the Heart formation. And also did the Balloon dance thingy.
OMG, the 'couple' was so damn cute.
Haha.

I drank too much that i needed to pee but didn't.
Yuan Ching reminds me too much of Belinda that i almost died of laughter there and then.

Belinda hit my cup on my nose. Diable.

I went crazy, Nisa went crazy. We all went crazy.

No props today. Bleah.

Wasn't really in the mood for an energetic performance today, cause i wanted to pee and my stomach was hurting me. Heh.

I totally wanna push Nisa! Then make her fall and go all paiseh. Haha.

Came us with more nicknames today. Whee. I love them nicknames, cause i made them all up.

I still didn't get back my dearest thumbdrive, and that Nisa and Belinda still can remind me about it. Sheesh them NB. Or BK.

Today's game was 'Throwing the pebbles on someone" game. Cause Gerry started it, throwing pebbles at me. Then i started to throw at Belinda and Nisa. And Nisa the whole time to get her attention, which was always directed to someone else.

Mdm Lum and Mrs Foong went with us today.

We got letter from the NDP chairman. So cool. It's like somewhat personalised man. Haha, although Nisa's name is spelt wrongly. According to her, no one has spelt her name that bad before.

Hahaha.

I'm so sleepy that i can't remember what else to type.
More details in private blog.
Oh wait, you can't read it cause it's private.
Muahahahaha.

Au Revoir.
And nope Nisa, Simplify doesn't look like Fifteen at all.

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Drops Of Jupiter
Friday, May 2917:36
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey


I was too sleepy in the train that i slept until i couldn't hear the woman saying from Ang Mo Kio until Toa Payoh. So i ended up waking up at Novena and therefore i alighted from there and had to wait for the next train.

She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey


So i missed the 6.48 bus. Took the later bus with Sonita, and guess what? Golf Course was there too! Sheesh. Disgusting.

Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey


Anyway, while in the bus, i looked out of the window as per usual and saw Fifteen! Teehee.

I saw Fifteen again when i wanted to tap my card. And again when i went to the class' line. Haha.

Sat beside Sarah during morning assembly cause Anni's not here while Jaslyn went to sat somewhere else. Then, i saw Fifteen again.

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated


First period was Geography. Miss Lim took over English's period also. It was our very last lesson together. WE WILL MISS YOU MISS LIM. Heh, that sounded weird, repeating the miss.

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Then was Malay. Had to 'write' (by that, i mean type) a karangan about the peribahasa. But i couldn't think of anything.

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey

There was no jogging, so Miss Chua gave out our report books. The way they presented the marks is damn ugly. Urgh. And they never put my french marks there! Gah.

She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey


It was like the first time we were super damn early for recess. Haha. I had the tigger and pooh lunch box to school. Haha. Super damn cute man. Like me, haha.

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Then was IPW, followed by D and T. Maryam said that Oh Ji Ho looks like Fifteen! Where got man?! Heh, and we planned to finish up the bridge on Wednesday.

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way


Then had a somewhat kinda a guides lunch. Haha. Cause those going for the CIP ate/ drink together. Hah, we planned to have the outing man! So fun.

Meanwhile, me and Belinda chose to go URA for geography on Tuesday.

And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there


We were told of our groupings for the CIP. I'm doing the Judging of Posters, alongside Louisa, Jassandra and Cherie. We're JCLR. Haha. Or LRJC. Haha.

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong


Then after we were dismissed cause we had nothing to prepare about, me, Louisa, Nithya and Belinda went to look for Miss Chin for the consent form. But she wasn't there. But i still saw Fifteen.

Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

I still saw Fifteen. Haha. We left after going back to the class to take Nithya's bag. Louisa said the wrong name! Haha. Damn cute i tell you. I saw Fifteen again.

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way


Deseree knew already, thanks to Nithya. Anyway, we were waiting for Belinda when i saw Fifteen again for the last time. Haiz, i'm sure going to miss Fifteen.

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated


Anyway, walked to the bus stop with Deseree, Nithya and Sook Yee. Holiday isn't holiday when you have too many projects!

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Yes, i will miss you while you were looking at yourself out there.

Au Revoir.

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And It's 2am and I'm Cursing Your Name.
Tuesday, May 2622:27
Well, believe or not, i did wake up at 2am this morning while listening to the song. But nope, i didn't curse anyone's name.

For the record, i've been listening to the song same over and over again for one hundred and ninety-four times since last night. Whee.

I'm having hearing problems i tell you.
I keep on hearing 'Screaming and faiing and kissing in the rain'
Gosh.

Anyway, no matter how much i listen to the song, i still can't remember the tune when i'm not hearing the song. Lousy.

Anyway, there's so much projects to do over the holidays. Sheesh. What's the point of calling it a holiday anyway?

A month of no school. That's like only 28 days man.

I still want seventy days like last year end of year holidays.

Miss Lim and Miss Lee are going away man. Gosh. I feel guilty.

There's french oral on thursday, and i haven't study one bit. Sheesh. I don't think i remember a bit of french anymore. Sabrina help me!

Sepet was fun yesterday, well i guess it was because me and Sabrina associated the characters well. Haha. Bodoh.

There's NDP Rehearsal tomorrow. Meaning i have to withstand Nisa and Belinda the whole day. Hahahahahaha. Plus, i can see Simplify.

I almost want to say Fifteen. See, the impact on bloggin about Fifteen the whole day yesterday. Gosh, Fifteen!

I need to go sleep now.
Au Revoir.

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The Way I Loved You
Monday, May 2521:39
Omg, I've seriously fallen in love with the song The Way I Loved You all thanks to Sabrina.

He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better

Anyway, this morning, i was in the bus with Shirley. And then i was listening to Natasha Bedingfield's These Words. Then suddenly, as i looked out of the window, i saw Fifteen while it was at THAT part.

He opens up my door and i get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And i feel perfectly fine

I was with Anu when it happened the second time :)
Haha.
Then was SEL; we had to go to the TMP. Nisa saw a dead beatle out of all things. Ahem. Liyana said i was chasing Fifteen, which i wasn't.

But i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and i'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you

Some point in time, Nisa filled up her water bottle which was filled with stagnant water. And she said she saw Fifteen.

Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

Then during lunch, Syahindah told me the same thing she says to me everytime she sees me.

He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls me exactly when he says he will

We were supposed to watch Congkak during ML but watched Sepet instead. And me and Sabrina associated the characters again! Hahaha!
Me, Nisa and Sabrina had nothing better to do but to come up with lists of all sorts.

He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing
And I'm comfortable

I wanted to pee. Badly.

But i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and i'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you

But i didn't.

Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

Cause Syahindah and Sabrina told me something.

He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all

Fifteen was there, and i knew i had to give up peeing in school. So i didn't pee.

And we were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating
Complicated, got away by some mistake and now

The three of us walked together until they rushed for the 853 bus. While i crossed the road and took the 26 bus.

But i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and i'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you

And guess what happened in the bus? I was listening to Catch Your Wave when i saw Fifteen outside the window.

Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

Like this morning. Hahahaha.

And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

Au Revoir.

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Something There.
Saturday, May 2321:09
Hello people, i'm back home from NDP rehearsal today. Whee.

To cut short, i reached school late. Then i sat beside Nisa in the bus again, laughing our heads off over Hidung. Haha. Hidung dropped something on the floor then went to duck under the seat to look for it. Haha.

Anyway, we had another formation today. It was the circle formation for the welcome for the cabinet. I'm between Belinda Chew Sook Yi and Nisa. The circle reminded me of Taps anyway. Haha. I was like "Let's have taps" and started to sing the song. Haha. Extra.

Anyway, apparently, we are going sing some deep in my heart song or whatever in the circle formation. MN57!

Then i forgot what we did.

Anyways, we had lunch at lunchtime. It was KFC. Haha. Shrooms burger without the mushrooms and 5 small chicken pieces plus mash potato. Which in the end, Belinda gave me one chicken piece while Jaslyn gave 3. And i shared Nisa's mash potato with her. So in the end, i'm practically like some sort of dustbin. Heh.

We practiced with the ITE people. I love their retro dance moves can?! So they're so retro. Haha. Retro. Hmm.

MAA80 and MAA67. Numbers to remember.

In any case, me and Nisa came up with various codenames for people. Haha. Like Hidung, Mr Foreigner and SIMPLIFY! Oh wait, actually i came up with those nicknames. Nisa just follows them.

I think Simplify's cool. Seriously. S is super duper hyper extremely cool. Boohoo Nisa! Hidung is just so peset. I don't know how to spell that. Haha.

Anyway, Nisa, Belinda and Me are just so in love with the biscuits. Haha. Whee.

Belinda's calling me Miss Epok-Epok now. Sheesh nye budak.

Anyway, the props are such hinderence to me. The straw hat's straw was on Nisa's hair then i went off to laugh at her. Then the first time we used the props, my scarf got entangled. So i was like the only one odd one out. Sheesh.

Anyway, while on the bus ride back to school, me and Nisa got too bored that we started singing. Haha. Should go karaoke someday.

I can't wait for the next rehearsal, which is on Wednesday. Haha. Simplify. So much better than Fifteen.

Au Revoir.

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The Heart Never Lies.
Tuesday, May 1919:29
Hello again. Gosh, i feel so sleepy right now. But i still got Private Peaceful to do. Haiz. Diable Liyana, diable! Unfair.

Anyway, today was boring! First was maths. Set Language and Notations again. Haiz. What a boring topic. Should have done that for e-learning. Stupid. That one also must teach meh? Meanwhile, me and Anu were doing the other examples in advance at the back. Feels so good being ahead of everyone else.

Fifteen didn't come to school today. I kept on looking there during morning assembly, hoping i could catch her face, but nope, she didn't come today. So me and Anu were wondering what happened to Fifteen. Here's the outcome:

Fifteen woke up late today. So she was scared to go to school cause later get scolded from the principal. Thus, she decided to enrol herself into a matchmaking company which arranged for her to attend a matchmaking session. So she's on a blind date today. Haha.

Next was D and T. Better not talk about it cause there was nothing to say about it. Damn boring i tell you.

Next was Malay. I told Liyana about that situation. Hahah. She said Fifteen was on a blind date with me. Haha. So actually Fifteen's shopping for groceries for the blind date, I said. Haha.

Anyway, Nisa said Fifteen's on a blind date with me cause Fifteen didn't want to see me. Right whatever Nisa. You're the one who's colourblind. Haha.

I refuse to say anything about Science.

Then was free period cause Mrs RW didn't come. Did Science Workbook and helped Julia with her MSP. Hahah.

Then was History. In the middle of the lesson, me and Anu got bored so we decided to make up a story. Haha. Apparently, Anu asked me where i thought Fifteen and Polar Bear's family came from. I said Fifteen is from Hongkong while Polar Bear is from Macau. Hahaha. But she said Polar Bear should come from Antartica, cause he needs a lot of fats to keep himself warm. But only smart scientists go to Antartica, and Polar Bear's not smart. Anu said Fifteen come from Europe, France. Haha. But the one who come from France is my french teacher, not Fifteen! Haiz. Anyway, we decided Polar Bear come from Greenland. Or was it Iceland?

I need to go and find and listen to freaking sounding Gamelan music. Sheesh. And still got Private essay. Haiz. Still must do french. Ce ne tres facile pas!

Au Revoir.

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Seems Like My Only Truth Is You.
Friday, May 1521:47
First of all, i would like to congratulate those who got promoted today, especially Sparrow's new Patrol Leader, Melinda, Patrol Second, Rachel and Assistant Company Leader Tessa. Whee.

Singing session was fun. Whee. Although i seriously got confused with the clappings. Haha. I love TITANIC man! Who cares if we 'cry' too much? Haha. It was sad when the big ship went down. I also love once a girl guide went to camp. Haha. Of course. And the fat girl guide song. So basically, i love singing session. Hah. Whee. Though my undying wish to sing thousand legged worm is still unfulfilled.

I swear, one day i will find a way to get back at Nithya. Gosh, she's telling practically everyone about the secret. Like nothing better to do like that. Heh. Tell me about it. But she's still the awesomest geography rep though. Oh wait, how come it seems that the whole world knows about it?!

Sabrina's undergoing stress right now. Cause she can't go for french on thursday. Which is Cross Country. Urgh. Some more got french controle after that. Sheesh, i haven't study yet.

It seemed like it was just yesterday that this month started. But to my horror, i realised next week is already week nine. Week nine people! Then it will be June then July then August then so on and so fourth cause i very lazy to type down. Whee. Non. Je ne sais pas.

I seriously don't know what to type now. My brain's not working currently at the moment cause i'm too sleepy. Okay. I held the same railing. Haha. Though i was sad that they had to interrupt my sleep in the train.

Au Revoir.

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