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I Set My Clocks Early Cause I Know I'm Always Late.
Saturday, June 622:07
I love Simplify yes I do
I love Simplify yes I do
I love Simplify yes I do
I love Simplify but I won't say who

I got a feeling warm and gay
As i cast my eyes his way
I will find out his name someday
But who is he i will not say

I love Simplify yes I do
I love Simplify yes I do
I love Simplify yes I do
I love Simplify but I won't say who


Hmm, that was just so random. Yeah.
I changed the lyrics of the Manito song to that. Haha.
:)

So today had NDP rehearsal again.
Hmm, i just realised that today's the last time we're going to Kranji Camp.
Haiz, i'm sure going to miss the place.

But still, we're moving to the real venue. Heh.

Hmm, i practically typed down eveything about Simplify today in my private blog. Hah. So nothing much to say here. Cause i don't remember.

Oh yeah, they said lunch was not provided, but then, there was the KFC for lunch. Haha. Not provided my head! Haha.

Belinda poked my eye!

Apparently we found out Woody's name. Heh.

And Hidung and Willow smoke. Heh. WTH.

I don't know what else to type about, cause everything else is in my private blog. Bleah.
Expand and simplify the following equation.

I think this is a very scary thought. The S Woman somewhat reminds me of Mdm Tan. Hah. Though Nisa said she's nicer.

Another thing to ponder about. I think. Simplify more than Fifteen.
Simplify > Fifteen.

Simplify reminds me of General Shang in Mulan. Hey, that's supposed to be Fifteen, but who cares about Fifteen.

Oh yes. Sheesh. I forgot what i want to say.
Hmm, i better start writing my ninth episode man.
Yay, ninth episode! Haha.

I think i'm too addicted to oreo.
I think i'm too addicted to Simplify.

Belinda poked my eye!

Hmm, i'm sleepy now.
Bleah.

Au Revoir.

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If We Were A Movie.
Monday, May 1820:10
Seriously, the guy is not even that handsome lah!
Still all of them can like him!
Must been blind man!
And suddenly that jail guy can talk like some ustaz.
Haha.
Maria should have been bald so that she can become like Professor X in her wheelchair. Muahahaaha.
I'm evil, i know.
But that's how i think the movie was.
No wonder a lot of people say it's lame.
If the movie's set in Egypt, how come they talk in Indonesian?
How do you know that person is your soulmate when you just look at her face once?
How can you marry someone who is in coma?
How can you be so obsessed with someone?
I want to know.

Au Revoir.
And i'm sorry to say i was helpless when it happened.

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And This One Goes Out To You.
Tuesday, April 1421:13
Types of people who irritate me:
  1. People who just cannot wait for other people to alight from the train so they chiong inside the train as if the train wouldn't have enough space for them.
  2. People who bang into my bag cause they just want to squeeze their big butts into the train and couldn't care less about the damage done to my bag.
  3. People who dig their nose and then hold the railing or handles in the train. Disgusting.
  4. People who stand directly in front of me when i'm seated in the train cause apparently they're waiting for my seat after i get off.
  5. People who just bang into whatever bag i'm hand-carrying cause they couldn't wait any longer.
  6. People who listen to their music so loudly that i need to compete the volume of my music with theirs.
  7. People who just can't accept other cultures and traditions. Get lost, you people.
  8. People who think they're oh-so-powerful and want to gain all the power in a group. Again, get lost you people.
  9. People who never do anything for a group project which makes it hard for me.
  10. People whom i can't seem to understand whatever that is coming out of their mouth.
  11. People in the public form of transportation who 'accidentally' touch my pretty hair. Hands off or life off, you choose.
  12. People who are imitators, never originators.
  13. People who won't keep their mouth shut at the appropiate time.
  14. People who keep their mouth shut at the unappropiate time.
  15. People who want to share drinks. Go away, freeloaders.
  16. People who attack me randomly in Mafia Wars.
  17. People who don't let me win the battle between the bands in Rock Legends.
  18. People who think the only people who are people are the people who look and think like them.
  19. People who think Prince Charming will come to rescue them. STOP DREAMING.
  20. People who use threat in order to get a higher power.
  21. People who think they're in a higher position of power when they're not. Is not, not yet, never.
  22. People who can't differentiate the difference between YOUR and YOU'RE.
  23. People who SpElL lIkE ThIs.
  24. People who can't accept the fact that The Beast is totally awesome.
  25. People who don't know that Shang is totally mine.
  26. People who don't know the proper usage of the word 'MOI'. If you don't know, don't use.
  27. People who are unreasonably unreasonable.
  28. People who stab people in the back. Especially when you're watching reality shows.
  29. People who don't learn their lesson never to drink and drive and never to take drugs.
  30. People who don't appreciate what they have and don't have.
  31. People who try to get all flirty on people. Beep, they're not interested, why bother trying over and over again?
  32. People who can't appreciate the rules clearly stated.
  33. People who irritate me.

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How The Hell Did We Wind Up Like This.
Monday, April 1322:58
Yay, i got a lot of new songs in my MP4. Though i accidentally replaced the song Angel by Westlife with the song Angel by The Corrs. Stupid i know. I just finished doing that website thingy that Ricky Tan asked forced me to do. Gah. He was trying to be lame just now. Oh wait, he doesn't need to try to be lame, cause he's already lame. Oh my god, very sleepy but i haven't pack my bag yet and stuffs. Gah. Tomorrow got English Timed Assignment. Gah. I want to sleep already lah. Very sleepy. Must go and charge MP4 already. Battery's dying. Sad, i know. OMG, i seriously can't believe the power of facebook. Teehee. Secret, secret, cannot tell. Haha. Okay, Prince Eric, The Beast, Shang and Prince Phillip are the best. Haha. Prince Charming (both the Cinderella one and Snow White one) is the most useless. He never do anything one! Right right right?! Stupid lah him. Useless, useless fool. See, i love The Beast. I would marry a beast if i could have a library like that. Aww, The Beast is the most awesome. Who cares if he's supposed to be ugly or what, i like him for who is he and not what he looks like. Wow, now i'm talking as if he's a real person. Haha. Oh yeah, i don't like Aladdin cause he steals stuffs and poor. Haha, yes, now i'm so into Disney. I've always been, only that i've been keeping inside of me all this while. Oh yeah, i love Kovu too! You know, the one in Lion King 2. I don't know how to spell his name. Whee!

Au Revoir.
Superawesomelyhigh.

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Why Don't You Just Drop Dead.
Monday, April 620:53
I can't help but realise that there are so many absentees today. It's like everyone decides to fall sick on the same day. Haha. While i'm here, coughing and coughing like want to die like that. Haha. Gosh, i shouldn't be using hyperbole in times like this. Haha.

See, being happy makes me feel happy. And then again, i can't help but realise that when i already cheer up, everyone seems unhappy. Haha. This is what is called Transfer of Sadness. It's very contagious. Haha. But i'm still coughing though. I think it is due to all that crying i did over the last three days.

Well, i'm pretty happy going back to normal. Though i still need to tie back loose ends. GAH, I DON'T WANT TO HAVE PHYSICAL TRAINING! Yes, on wednesday, you'll see me like someone who's about to die. Plus all the coughing and stuffs.

In any case, Ursula's sister is making me sick with her rotten cup of tea. Or was it coffee? Anyway, Shang is a useless loser while Yzma just creeps me out. Yay, i won't see her face tomorrow.

I love my angel, whoever she is. She gave me a very big lollipop. Whee~! I love my angel <3!

I spent the whole afternoon finding Charlene Teo yet i still couldn't find her. So in the end, i decided that i should be missing Liyana instead.

Yeah, i think Liyana and me are fine now. I think probably everyone seems to be so concerned suddenly. Or should i say it as soodently? That's just Ludovic's way of saying.

I should be trying to do my malay mindmap now, but i just can't seem to find the motivation to do it. Haha. Since when do i even have motivation to do anything?

And before i end off, i need to profess my love for this two people again.
I love Nithyakalyani and Geraldine Chua!

Au Revoir.

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Cause All I Want Is Love.
Sunday, April 513:37
I've decided. Crying makes you weak and vulnerable. Thus, i shouldn't cry anymore. I'm cheering myself up now. See, it's working. I hadn't been crying for almost two hours cause i fell asleep. Haha.

I need to uphold my guiding spirit in order to make myself stronger. Thus, i'm renewing my guide promise and the ten guide laws. If i remember, that is. Haha.

I promise to do my best,
To do my duty to God,
To serve my country and help other people,
And to keep the Guide Law.

The Guide Laws:
1) A Guide is loyal and can be trusted.
Thus, i shouldn't be shouting at people for no apparent reason.

2) A Guide is useful and help others.
Thus, i should help other people by not crying so they needn't be troubled with what i'm feeling.

3) A Guide is polite, considerate and respect her elders.
Thus, i shouldn't be shouting at people for no apparent reason, shouldn't be crying so that they needn't be troubled with what i'm feeling, and pay attention in class cause teachers are older than us.

4) A Guide is a sister to all guides.
Thus, i should support one and all of my fellow guides just like how they're there to support me.

5) A Guide is kind to all living things.
Thus, i shouldn't be killing ants.

6) A Guide is obedient.
Thus, i should be doing my homework on time.

7) A Guide has courage and is cheerful in all difficulties.
Thus, i shouldn't be scared of what troubling myself and i shouldn't cry whenever something troubling me.
In other case, i shouldn't be emotionally unstable and have major breakdowns.

8) A Guide takes care of her own possesions and those of other people.
Thus, i shouldn't leave my water bottle behind and shouldn't leave others' stuffs lying around anyhow.

9) A Guide is thifty and diligent.
Thus, i shouldn't be spending a lot of stuffs and should be paying attention in class.

10) A Guide is self-disciplined in what she thinks, says and does.
Thus, i shouldn't think of other people's flaws, i shouldn't be shouting at other people for no apparent reason and i shouldn't jump up and down like a crazy woman; i shouldn't put the crackers on my head; i shouldn't stretch my arms towards my bag, hoping i can reach it when i can't; and other stupid things that i do.

Well, it's beginning to feel better right now. Happier songs definately make you feel better. Oh man, i love this song. Only You-Ronan Keating. Now it's time to make me feel even better by 'professing my love' to people.

I love Nithya.
I love Nisa.
I love Anu.
I love Hema.
I love VC.
I love Sarah.
I love Gerry.
I love Maika.
I love Sarcthy.
I love Charlene Teo.
I love Sabrina.
I love Number One.
I love Mrs Choo.
I love Cedar Guides.
I love Sparrow.
I love Coy One.
I love my kangaroo.
I love Eeyore.
I love Tigger.
I love French.
I love Spongebob.
I love Lo Mai Kai.
I love Lee Min Ki.
I love Hyun Bin.
I love Ronan Keating.
I love Westlife.
I love Brian McFadden.
I love Kian Egan.
I love Shane Filan.
I love Nicky Bryne.
I love Mark Feehily.
I love Shahrul Anuar Bin Zain.
I love Backstreet Boys.
I love Daphne Ho.
I love Jervenne Teo.
I love Bianca.
I love my Camp Tee.
I love Guides Annual Camp'08.
I love Hoola.
I love Jing Wen, Celest, Si Min and Li Ying.
I love Claudia and Rachel Tham.
I love Louisa and Rachel Loke.
I love Rou Hui, Hazirah and Deseree.
I love Shirley, Sonita and Shearin.
I love Hillary and Jassandra.
I love Belinda, Thanjit and Wan Ting.
I love Beatrice Wong, Vignesh and Carin Loh.
I love Morning Glory.
I love Ixora.
I love Orchid.
I love Dove.
I love Oriole.
I love Flowerpecker.
I love Sunflower.
I love Kingfisher.
I love Jasmine.
I love Guides.
I love my manito, past and present ones.
I love my angel, past and present ones too.
I love my teddy bear pillow.
I love CSI.
I love Lee Min Ki, again.
I love my mp4.
I love Adam, the Black Ranger.
I love Rocky, the Red Ranger.
I love Billy, the Blue Ranger.
I love Lord Z.
I love Number One.
I love Charmaine Pang.
I love Phylliz Lee.
I love Liu Ya Tung.
I love Jaslyn Ang.
I love LJ.
I love 1M'08/2M'09.
I love East Coast Park.
I love Annual Camp.
I love MOELC.
I love Bishan.
I love Toa Payoh MRT Station.
I love 853 and 53.
I love 315 and 821.
I love Siti Kartini.
I love Singapore Indoor Stadium.
I love Thinking Day.
I love Thinking Day Prayer.
I love Guides' Own.
I love Geraldine Chua!
And i don't know whether i should say this, but
I love Liyana.

Au Revoir.
And I love Number One.

This little guiding light of mine, I'm gonna let it shine.

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With all the time you're taking, slowly my heart's been breaking
Thursday, April 221:22
I was thinking, during geography early this morning, what if there were only a hundred people in the world. The video we watched reminded me about guides' own. When the number of people in the world is reduced to a hundred, the statistics seemed to be higher. In geography lesson today, the video was about young children starving, living in poverty. What if you were born, only just to live in poverty? What if you were born, just to constantly hunt for food? What if you were born, in a poverty-stricken country? What if you were born, just to know you won't survive long. Cause you're poverty-stricken.

I've never really thought about the other side of the world. I don't seem to be thankful for all the things that i have, and things that i don't. I'm always wanting to have something just because it's nice. Well, it's just me. I shouldn't be a selfish person anymore.

I've decided. Everytime i do something, i'll think of others who are not as lucky as me.

I should be grateful that i have enough food to eat.
I should be grateful that i won't have to worry about going hungry.
I should be grateful that i don't live in a place with food epidemic everywhere.
I should be grateful that i'm literate.
I should be grateful that i'm educated.
I should be grateful that i'm able to go to school.
I should be grateful that i have some form of entertainment.
I should be grateful that i have clean water to drink.
I should be grateful that i have a proper sanitation.
I should be grateful that i have clean water to use.
I should be grateful for having air conditioning.
I should be grateful for having a proper place to sleep.
I should be grateful for having enough money everyday.
I should be grateful for having a proper roof over my head.
I should be grateful for being a normal human being.
I should be grateful for being born without deformities.
I should be grateful for living everyday, knowing nothing will happen to me.
I should be grateful for having this life, and knowing that i'm lucky enough to be me.

You should think about it too.
How grateful are you?

Au Revoir.

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A little bit of laughs, a little bit of pain, I'm telling you my babe, it's all in the game of love
Tuesday, March 3119:30
I was wondering during science class today, how could all the different systems in our body fit into one place? The digestive system, the circulatory system, the respiratory system, the skeletal system, the reproductive system, the nervous system, and whatever other systems that i don't seem to remember at this current moment in time. I mean, seriously, how can everything fit into one body, without a system interferring another system? Do you ever wonder about that? I've always wondered, how complex and complicated our body is, and to make it worse, feelings and emotions make it more and more complex, and complicated.

I think i'm suffering from multiple personality disorder. Haha. I mean, look, i don't know myself anymore. I don't know the person i am, the person i don't know.

In any case, i seriously think that Matt is better looking when his hair is cut short. Haha, guess who cut his hair? Suzy. Haha. He doesn't even let a professional stylist cut his hair, and then he let Suzy cut his hair. Haha. There were definately something going on between them. Haha, why do i realise that Suzy and Matt are always beside each other. Haha. Well, Jeff is so nice man. He thinks of everyone else, not for himself. Sadly, Jeff is eliminated. Matt and Suzy voted for him, i guess they discussed it together. Haha. Just kidding.

Why do i feel that tomorrow is thursday instead? Gosh, i can't wait for Thursday. FRENCH! Haha. I'm falling in love with french class now. Haha. All thanks to Liyana. Haha. Gosh, Liyana is not coming on thursday. So i have to be her 'secretary', collecting her worksheets. Sheesh. Not i mind though. Haha. But i can't joke with her. Boohoohoo.

I love Super Mario. I should play Mario and Sonic X at The Olympics soon. Like when holiday starts. Gosh, it's not even April yet and i'm here wishing for June holidays to come. Great, i'm so smart.

And i still have so many projects to do.
1) La Brochure Touristique.
2) Les memoires de Singapour.
3) Dream house
4) English Advertising
5) Pelly D.

And then i kept on hearing Mrs RW saying 'foreshadowing' as 'pour chez lui'. No wonder i kept on thinking why she's saying about for his house.

Au Revoir.
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing in everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

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Why Do I Love You Like I Do
Thursday, March 1923:07
Sheesh, now my block's isn't the orange block i loved anymore. Now it has turned lime green. So now it looks ugly. What has happened to the place that i used to know? Oh wait, what do i mean by 'used to'?! I'm still here, in the same old block i've been living for six years. Construction noises are killing me. I don't know whether they have stopped or not.

Anyway, had dry run and practice today. Tomorrow's the final final prac rehearsal before the real competition on saturday (which is of course, sabrina's 14th birthday. she's older than me. wooh. i like the feeling to know that someone ages faster than you.) Out of point. Anyway, i have to learn to make myself angry. Why oh why, do i always get angry at the wrong time? Then i'll be a sad sad person later on.

I don't know what wrong with me these days. It's like i don't know myself anymore. I don't feel anything anymore. All my feelings are just, gone. Like that. Gone with the wind. Nonetheless, i miss the kampong. Bring me back there. Please take me there again.

I miss the gerabak, the dinner with the four of us and Jaslyn being scared of the cat. I miss sitting beside Liyana on the bus and her taking photos with me. I miss listening to my mp4 on the way to somewhere far so i can sleep. I miss arguing over our sleeping positions and the lights. I miss having to be waken up by Charmaine in the morning cause i need to wake up first. I miss having to translate Malay to them. I miss taking pictures of everything i thought was interesting. I miss my host family. I miss having to play along with the two small kiddos in the house. I miss the baby whom we didn't know whether she's laughing or not. I miss Zila whom we played that game with. I miss all the time we had during LJ. I miss laughing at _______'s boyfriend cause he was so extra. I miss everyone else. I miss everything. Now that we're back to being normal, i can't be myself anymore.

I'm losing myself to someone i myself do not know. I think i'm somehow like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde, only that i'm not evil as Hyde is. I'm not sure how i was before everything changed anymore. I was already feeling confused, and now, i don't remember how to change back to being me.

Life's strange, isn't it? One time, you'll like someone, the next moment you don't. When you like someone, you'll do things which aren't normal to you. You'll go out of your mind and tend to not care to anyone else around you. But that's only infactuation. Insane infactuation. Insanely infactuation. Gosh, i don't know what i'm writing typing anymore. Why do i sound so serious? I'm not a serious person. I laugh a lot. People say my laughter is contagious. Sheesh, i can't spell that word.

In any case, i was watching Sleeping Beauty while eating dinner just now. And i thought to myself, 'What's Sleeping Beauty's name? I thought she got right?' Then a thousand miles later, i remembered. It was Princess Aurora. How could i ever forget that?

Then i was thinking. Again. 'Does Sleeping Beauty have memorable songs? I know Snow White got. You know, like Hi-ho and that high-pitched voice of Snow White song, Someday my prince will come. Sleeping Beauty don't have right?'
And then there was a scene in the movie, and she was singing the 'I know you, i walk with you once upon a dream' song. That was the only song i knew from Sleeping Beauty. Haha. I love that song.

I was thinking when i saw Magnificent, why does it seems that a lot of villians are purple colour? Like Magnificent, Ursula and Ivan Ooze. Hahahah. There must be something.

I was thinking (why do i think so much?) about how i don't believe in what true love first kiss or whatever crap. I mean, look. How can you know someone is your true love when you've never met him? Would anyone kiss you just to wake you up?

I was arguing about Snow White, duh. Snow White and the useless Prince Charming never met each other right? He was just wandering around that he saw the coffin and blahblahblah. In contrast, at least Aurora and Phillip met before. They met before in her dreams, and during the forest part. They met before. But in comparison, Cinderella and Prince Charming doesn't have any romance at all. Maybe, when they danced, but not. Not nice. I'm a fussy person, you know. I find Aurora and Phillip so cute together. Haha. Anyway, in some versions or whatsoever, Phillip was the son of the king's friend who was also a king. So it's like they're somehow matchmade. Why am i being so realistic? As if.

I can't believe myself when i said i miss guides. Yeah, i miss guides and i don't know why. I miss my fellow purple colour t-shirt guides.

I'd better sleep now if not later, tomorrow i cannot wake up. Then die. According to Nisa.

Au Revoir.
Whatever you say
Whatever you do
There will be good times waiting for you
Whatever you hear
I won't disappear
I promise you that
I promise you that

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The Case of Poetry Writing.
Thursday, February 2621:05
You know something?
I think i actually enjoy writing poetry.
I'm in love with writing poetry.
I don't know why, but it's so fun.

Literature test is tomorrow.
Wow, i think time passes by so fast.
Well, time flies when you're having fun.
One thing that differentiate me and most people is that i can write poems, but i can't analyse them. Sheesh, shoot me.
I should be a poet instead.

I don't know why, but believe it or not, i'm actually enjoying writing poetry.
Never in my life have i write a poem until when we needed to do for the poetry slam.
It was the first time i was trying my hand at writing poetry and i think it turned out well.
Then i don't know why, but i started to write another poem on the fifteen of february.
It was a free verse, but it was super long.
Oh well, i love writing poetry.
But i can't analyse them.
Gosh, literature test?
They should test on writing a poem.
At least i can do that.

Well, on the other hand, maths test was kinda difficult challenging i guess.
I was stuck at question seven and didn't know how to move on so i skipped it and went to it back again during like the last few final minutes of the paper.
I think i'm not going to score.
And then the solution is to go for maths remedial.
Die.
Be prepared, our my motto it shall be.

I'm going to the Cats Musical on the thirtieth of April. Yay.
But it's on a thursday so that means i can't go for french on thurday that week.
Sheesh.
But the next day is a holiday(Labour Day) so that means it's okay to go out at night!
Yay.
I think i'm going with Wei Qing and Bianca.
OMG, it is too fun.

I think i've figure out how he(insert name here) found my blog.
Shoot you google.
Sheesh, gosh, this is so embarassing.
*hidesface*
But you know, i have absolutely nothing to hide.
See, i'm actually a very open person(looks up to the sky)
My life is an open book (yeah right, now i'm becoming to sound like that manager guy man in the CSI:3 Dimensions Of Murder.)
I should be very very careful from now onwards.(whoever reads my blog except for Sabrina seh?)

I feel cold man! Froid.
And i don't know why i'm still here, editing this entry because i'm bored.
Might as well i go and sleep right?
And just now, you should see how blur i was today in the MRT.
I was sleeping and woke up when reaching Braddell.
Then when it reached Toa Payoh, where i'm supposed to alight, i was just sitting there, stoning, staring, until i realised that i had to alight from the mrt.
Gosh, what's wrong with me? (Everything, obviously)
I'm beginning not to think straight.
I keep on letting myself do things that i know i shouldn't be doing cause i know the consequences hurt.
What the hell am i talking about again?
Sorry I Love You is going to be the next show i'm watching after i finish Sassy Girl Chun-Hyang.

And i realised that my episode seven is still not halfway finished yet even.
Gosh, isn't that just too bad?
Tant pis.
Sabrina told me it sounded like something Nisa would probably giggle about.
That crazily obsessed Nisa, is starting to scare me.
She is super crazily obsessed and obsessively crazy.
She is scaring me.
But i'm scaring myself even more, seeing the way i write poetry about the same exact thing(or person).
I'm scaring myself even more, cause i'm reading scare + ing as scar + ing.
Do you want me to put brackets instead?
(scare + ing) is not equal to (scar + ing)

I'm in love with the song Ever The Same by Rob Thomas all over again, seriously.
I don't know why, but i think i'm more complex by nature.
I don't have reasons why i like or like something or someone very much.
And you know something?
I'm missing french and i don't know why.
I think it has become a part of me.
This is freakingly scary.
All i can think about is french and french and you guess it, french.
And i've learnt new phrases! Yay.
It supposed to be french phrases but i learnt new english phrases too.
Aren't i great? (As if.)
And i wrote yet another poem just now.
It has eight stanzas, but i think this one sucks.
Argh, it is so hard to write poetry.
Hey, does anyone want to analyse my poems?
Haha. Cool cool thing.
I never use any literary devices, i think.
There's only rhyming scheme.
Lameness a plenty.
Gosh.
And i don't know why, but i think i'm starting to miss Patrick Levet.
As in his jokes lah.
Sabrina and I were reminded of the significance of the word 'FAUX'
Haha. Le Placard was such a nice movie.
Good times, good times.
And i still haven't finish watching Asterix and Obelix!
Oh my god, my Julius Caesar!
Haha. He is somewhat a dimwit in the show man.

Au Revoir.
Aimer quelqu'un avec frenesie.
Love someone wildly.

Don't despair, there's someone out there for everybody.

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The Case of A Song That I Only Know How To Sing Like Two To Three Lines Of It
Tuesday, November 1114:51
I don’t wanna lose you
Yes i wanna hold you
I don’t wanna make you
Make you sad and make you cry

I seriously think that this song totally lack words.
I think most of the time it's just "Oh baby baby baby baby" and stuffs.
Sheesh.

In any case, I'm bored.
Though i think i should start doing my homework. But if i don't have the mood, why should i do now?

I spent 11 hours yesterday finding songs to put in my mp4. From 1.50pm to 12.50am. And i've reached my target of 250. In fact, there're 285 songs. But the thing is that i don't listen to probably half of the songs. Haha.

I'm bored now so i think i just find new songs. Or maybe quizzes to do.
Here are some things to ponder:
[The original was in Indonesian so i'll try to translate as accurate as possible]

-If Circle-K and 7-Eleven opens for 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 12 months a year, why do the doors have a key hole?

-An injection needle is sterilised so that there's no infection that could cause the death of a patient. However, there are some criminals sentenced to death by injection. Why does that injection needle need to be sterilised as well?

-If olive oil is from an olive, avocado oil from avocado, corn oil from corn, so where does baby oil come from?

-What will happen if a shocked person is half-dead, then experience it a second time?

-If the black box in an aeroplane cannot be destroyed, why don't they build aeroplanes using the same material?

-If a person is addicted to something, he is sent for counselling. If a person is addicted to counselling, where does he go?

Au Revoir.
More translated entries up next.

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