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handsdown.
this is the best day I can ever remember.
am i more than
you bargained for yet?
Rabiatul Adawiyah Rosli
24 August.
French student.
Automatonophobic.
Pediophobic.
Proud Member of The Girl Guides Association.
Sparrow Patrol.
Obsessed.
Dreamer.
we've got a little world of our own
somewhere only we know

drop a heart
break a name.
Armeera Aw Jin Yong Bianca Beatrice Wong Carin Loh Cedar Guides Charlene Teo Charmaine Pang Class Blog Claudia Kiang Chua Rou Hui Daphne Ho Geraldine Chua Germaine Pang Hana Sakina 'Izzati Safwanah Irene Ng Jaslyn Ang Jassandra Nay Jolene Low Jonathan Luke Kak Aliah Khairunnisa Lim Jie Ying Liyana Mustafa MLDDS Norsheela Faheen Nur Illya Ertiqa Nurul Amira Sabrina Pee Jingwen Rachel Loke Rachel Tham Sara Amira Sarah R Stanley Sarcthy SecThreeGuides! Sherye Woo Siti Kartini Siti Rasyidah Soh Wan Ru Sparrow! Tan Wan Ting Tan Yee Ning Vanessa Chung Vanessa Ng

any type of love
it shall be shown.
<.
even if your hope
has been with time.
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my heart is yours
to fill or burst
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You're Automatic And Your Heart's Like An Engine.
Saturday, May 821:05
Gosh, life has been boring as usual. Don't know why i still bother to come here.

Anyway, hmm. Updates:

-Cedar Lit Up
Haha, some of the performances were funny. Heh. Was doing tech duty upstairs. Actually all i did was pressing the play button for the music but never mind.

-Farewell
Hmm, i thought farewell was kinda short. And me and Louisa had to collect newater for brownie revel.

-Brownie Revel
All i can remember was punch.

-Cross Country
Was walking all the way until the finishing line where i ran.
Ooh, then went Plaza Sing with Sarcthy and Belinda! Haha, ate pizza hut then got something embarassing happened. They two ah, not me. I wasn't part of the scandal! Haha! Then went window shopping cause we had nothing better to do. Took circle line from dhoby ghaut all the way to bishan. Haha, actually can take red line straight, but me and sarcthy wanted to take the long way home. Train-ed home with Sarcthy. Hehe, my longest train buddy(:

-Promotion And Enrolment.
Eeek i can't time properly! And congrats to those who got promoted and enrolled(:
And F is so irritating.

Eh, i like this song on the radio.
HOT CHELLE RAE - bleed
Okay i just copied that from the internet radio thing.

Eh i realised i haven't eaten yet. Haha. Busy with internet and phone. Need to discuss for important stuffs! Lost right now, cause we don't know what to do. Oh dear.

Radio needs to play more nice songs.

Oh no, i haven't prepare anything for mother's day. Lucky my mummy not at home now. Hehe, more time to prepare.

Which reminds me, i realised that today is the eighth. Which is a month after the passing of my dearest grandma. Oh dear, how time flies so fast):

And i still have such irritating people in my life. The ones who are related by blood. Gosh. You know my cousin is damn irritating. GRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!
Which reminds me, i actually have an entry about my ranting on them, so i shall post it later and then cheat the date.

I said i was going to mug over the weekends, but i slacked instead. Disappointed with myself.
I said i was going to slack then sleep then mug. But slacking was so fun then i couldn't fall asleep.
Okay i'm going to study later. Like tomorrow since i'm skipping madrasah(:

Oh dear, what a long post.

Au Revoir.

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Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe;
Friday, March 2621:54
Tag replies(:
(Okay i can't believe i actually got enough tags to have a tag reply post.)

Jass :D:hehehehehe, i just have to mention them. they were too hyper seeing all the performances! ahahhahaha!
*rachel*: see, my melaka post is really really long. it's almost the whole summary of what happened! haha! i seriously got nothing better to do.
JINGWEN: shall relink you soon, ex-girlf. haha.
B: It's so obvious that you're BCSY man! Haha, think i don't know is it?! GO MY BLOG OFTEN YO!
B: And to go to Jingwen's blog, just click on her name on the previous tag she posted(:

Hehe, i'm bored now. Okay, shall go play facebook games now.
Au Revoir.

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Hands down, this is the best day i will ever remember, always remember;
20:42
I shan't brood over undesirable sad stuffs right now cause other people are brooding about other undesirable sad stuffs.
So i shall go and post about one of the happiest moments in my life.


MELAKA TRIP (:

Day One(:
Had to wake up super early! Mom woke me up at 4.30 in the morning and i had to take the taxi at 5.15 in the morning. Plus the extremely far distance from my house to school and additional midnight surcharge and booking fee the fare came up to $27. Lucky my dad gave more than enough money if not i can only give the taxi driver malaysian currency. Haha!

So anyway, reached school, got on the bus, blahblahblah. We fetched the Queensway Guides first before proceeding to the checkpoint. I learnt how to use biometric passport for the first time! (: Haha, sorry i don't usually take coach to malaysia. Biometric is the express lane yo! Haha. So then we got onto the bus again and changed bus at the malaysian checkpoint. Then we stopped somewhere for breakfast. Don't know why i bought three cheese hotdogs, but they were really filling. Then we all bought snacks (as usual!) and we left off.

We slept in the bus and all, blahblahblah. Then stop for toilet. Then instead of sleeping again, i got stopped by Jingwen who wanted me to send her songs to her new phone. Hah. Then we reached the Salvation Army place. Took pictures and made friends while our Malaccan counterparts. But they were like around 19 like that so there was a huge age difference. Then we had lunch. The soup was coming out of the plastic bag and like no one wanted to eat the soup. Okay anyway, my group did "weeding" or something. I don't know. We sort of scooped out the leaves and litter in the drain. I like the dustpan job(: Haha. But it was disgusting cause got a lot of red ants. Haha. Eee, i hate red ants! Then we did the craftwork! At first i didn't know how to do, then the person taught me. Then i took ages to figure out how to do. Then when i had finally figured it out, the lady went over and took all the wool thingy out! Then had to redo over again. No wonder i still can't finish the craft until today. HAHA!

Then we went to the hotel. My heart sank seeing the hotel like seriously. The hotel toilet was like bleah. We went for dinner at this restaurant, and ohmygod the place was really really nice! I'd rather sleep there than at the hotel! Yeah, but no such thing. We went to 7-Eleven and bought snacks for our so-called party the next night. I got Pop! Haha, i love my pop. Then we went back to the hotel for the inter-unit activities. I integrated myself into Coy Two as they had little sec threes and we came up with a cheer in around 5 to 10 mins. Haha. Then there was a dress up competition. Li Ying and I got blindfolded and Hillary was our "nyonya" whom we had to dress up in a blindfolded situation. I was scared that i'd touch...some parts which i'm not supposed to touch. Wah lucky i was very careful. Haha. Then the fashion runway, i liked Hillary's expression! Haha! Oh, and the coy one design was very nice, i liked the back part of the dress. Then it was the bomb game or something. The sweets one. Haha, i liked the way the Northland guides described! Okay then it was COH and wash up and sleep.

Deseree, Jingwen, Hillary and I went to the guiders' room to sleep. Oh my god, i like their room can?! It was really nice and cozy and comfortable. But my leg pained (is there such a word?) in the middle of the night, and i couldn't turn cause i scared i'd fall down of the bed. Haha!

Day Two(:
(Oh my god, i wrote a lot for the first day)
Breakfast was awesome. I think that's the only nice thing about the hotel, its food. Or maybe they're just biased against our room. So anyway, blahblahblah, we ate and ate then it was time to go. We went to Salvation Army again and Coy One had to do weeding. Gosh, i'm forever stuck in weeding. Haha, i know it's not because i don't like Weed. So anyway, MZ took a lot of unglam photos using my camera. And i deleted my unglam pic from my facebook album. Eeyer, so ugly man my photo! Okay so anyway, i had to pluck out the stupid green colour twirlies (well, i think they're climbers, but i like this nickname for them) which were really irritating cause there were too many of them and they twirled around the metal fence, making it hard for me to take them out. Irritating.

Then we made friends with the malaccan guides from another school. They taught us the chacha! OMG I LOVE CHACHA! Okay, then i forgot what's next. :O

Oh, then we went hotel for lunch. And interacted with secones, though i didn't know what to say to them. Jass was there with me too (: Okay, then inter-unit activities again! First was CEDAR GUIDES (: We gave them the puzzle to do. Oh my god, i see also i cannot do! Haha! Then they played the longest line. Then it was the Queensway guides' turn. They had some sort of 'amazing race' or something. One of our cedar team won first and another won third. (:

Then we prepared for campfire. Meanwhile, we decided to watch tv. Hillary switched the channel to Tv9, and they were showing Spongebob. She didn't realise it was in malay until i told her so. Then i ended up having to translate. Haha, then we watched Disney! Omg, i love Disney! <3

Day Three(:
We packed our bags and went for morning exercise and breakfast. Then room inspection. We watched Mr Bean while waiting! HAHA, MR BEAN IS DAMN STUPID! LAME LAH HIM! Hahahaha! But we got interrupted and had to go down already. Had debrief and all then go to the bus. Sat with Nithya this time. We stopped at the Kueh Shop thing, but i was lazy to go down. Anyway, then after that, we slept in the bus. Oh my god, it was the most comfortable sleep i had for the trip. Haha, in the bus some more! Such a nice sleep! Haha. Then we stopped for lunch and we were on our way again. The four of us sitting at the back were talking about random stuffs, like OAC and all that instead of sleeping like the others. Then before we knew it, we reached the checkpoint already. And then, we sent the Queensway Guides first then back to our school. We started singing random songs in the bus, like nursery rhymes(?!) and all. Too high from campfire already! Haha! Then when we reached school, everyone was waiting for their parents. And then my daddy came and took me home.

Three days never seemed so fast to me before.
I know at first i cursed at myself, but now i'm really glad that i went for the trip.
It was really an unforgettable trip.
It wouldn't be so great without the support of the guiders, trainers, fellow guides, especially the other nine sec threes guides (:
I think we really bond a lot during the trip, the ten of us. I'll never forget all the happy moments we had during this whole trip.
ESPECIALLY CAMPFIRE. WHOOTS.

But the boy scouts are not hot at all. Maybe it's either i get the average looking ones, or just that my standard is too high.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA


Au Revoir.

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So How Did You Get Here Under My Skin?
Wednesday, March 2417:57
Tag replies :D

NISAAA: I know, the instructors rock to the max, like seriously. Y'all did great! (:
fitriah!: haha, i <3 you too! all of us will join GPA next year! (:
CHARMAINE: HELLO TO YOU TOO! (:
fatin: ohmygod, i know right. he's damn hot!!! finally someone agrees with me! (:
Sarcthy: Haha, yeah we should. Maybe we can go home after YOG like last time after AYG? (:

Okay i'm done. This is just to revive my blog.
Shall post about Malacca soon! :D

Au Revoir.
And my sister's answer for the question in the song for this post title:
By the MRT.
I rolled my eyes at her.

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And My Heart Hit A Problem In The Early Hours;
Saturday, February 2716:17
I hate it when you think you know someone so well but you actually don't.
I hate it cause everything's changed.
I hate it when you changed.

GPA Dry Run today. I was so helpless doing lighting. Sheesh. I will never be some av person in my whole life. Moving on, we got a treat today! Hahahah! I shall never order paper thosai to eat alone again cause even i can't finish it! Oh dear, GPA's coming.

My comp just died on me just now but it somehow revived itself. I didn't even do anything.

I don't feel like going OAC. Can someone push me so i can fracture a bone again? No? Forget it. I shall try falling sick. Again. Wait, i still am.

Three more tests to go! Bio, A Maths and Lit! Gosh, i think i'm gonna fail bio cause i have no idea whatsoever what the teacher go through.

I forgot what was the lyric i wanted to put for my facebook status.

I like Lysander. He must have been some hot hot guy! Hahaha!

Happy Fifteenth Birthday Belinda Chew Sook Yee!
See i so nice wake up so early and wished you this morning(:

Oh dear, i miss 2M. Life's just not the same anymore.

How am i supposed to study for French Controle when it's one day after OAC?

Au Revoir.
so I stopped it dead for a beat or two.

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If Loving You With All My Heart's A Crime;
Friday, January 2920:33
I don't like graphs, especially when the scale is very small and the numbers are not exact.
YAY THERE WASN'T ANY JOGGING TODAY!
It rained, finally. No thunder though.
______ looked like _____. They looked so similar when both were doing that.
Today was very emotional, i guess. I wasn't crying, but i felt it too.
SO MANY HOMEWORK!

Au Revoir.

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I Don't Mind Spending Everyday;
Thursday, January 2811:02
Hello. It's recess now. And i'm bored.
Jingwen is beside me now. Haha, she will be loved thing!
I don't know what to type now.
There's french today, lucky i did my homework. I shall be a hardworking person now.
Okay, going to edit some stuffs now.

Au Revoir.

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With The Lips Of An Angel;
Wednesday, January 2719:28
J'aurais voulu aller chez moi, j'aurais fini mon devoirs.
I think i can't do Exprimer Un Regret.

So here's the joke of the day.

At the canteen after school.
Me: "starts singing drowning"
Belinda: I got headache already.
Me: Is it because of me singing?
Belinda: No, cause just now got mock test.

Haha. Proves that i don't give people headaches when i'm singing. Haha.
Yay singing!
Hope tomorrow got chance to sing with Singing Partner (haha) again.

Au Revoir.

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Precious Illusions;
Tuesday, January 2616:48
Today was okay.
I'm bored now. I can't play mafia wars.
Now i'm listening to the song Jingwen recommended.

Oh yeah, just now in class, me and Jingwen were so bored that we started to write lyrics on a piece of paper.
I wrote : "tap on my window, knock on my door"
She said (cause the teacher gave an exercise to replace "said" to something else) asked, "What song is that"
I answered "She Will Be Loved"
She heard it wrongly. Won't write it here, haha.

Then during bio, the teacher never come. Then me and Jingwen started singing.
That's how bored we are. Haha.

I'm still wondering how Belinda got A1 for MSP.

Au Revoir.
Oh pretty weather, let it rain.
Around 10 tomorrow would be nice.

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Cause I Hate Your Stupid Old Pickup Truck You Never Let Me Drive;
Monday, January 2510:58
Hello, at the library now, with Belinda aka Jogging Partner beside me.
Just came back from jogging, it's more than 15 minutes. Liar.

I'm addicted to Picture To Burn already, all thanks to Band Hero.

By the way, i liked my Loss story, for the english homework. It's very sad, haha.
Courage, Loss and Peace were all about war.

Ohmygod, i hate this computer. It's shaking so much.

Okay, don't know what to write already.

Au Revoir.

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Fascination;
Thursday, January 2110:48
Hello. At the school library now during recess cause Belinda not going recess. Haha. So i'm with Jingwen aka table partner now. Haha.

Came back from jogging, bleah. Okay don't know what to post already.
Updated private blog yesterday. A bit sad luh, but nevermind. The name that Nisa read was funny. Haha. Memories.

Got french today but never do homework. I did the online one only. Haha.
There's chem after this, lucky i did the homework yesterday. Haha.

Okay so now i'm bored.
Shall go and harvest or collect money or something.
Facebook (or is it the computer) is damn slow.
Slow.
I think it's slower than my slow laptop, hahah.

Okay, i need to go and settle some things. Which i need to figure out what it is. Haha.

Au Revoir.

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But When It Comes To Loving Me, He's Worst.
Wednesday, January 2020:38
Haha, finally updating my semi-dead blog. Lazy.
School's been pretty boring. Except for Lit class, when we watched Midsummer Night's Dream. HAHA, OHMYGOD IT WAS SO FUNNY!
Ah, i liked the movie very much, haha. It's so nice.

Okay, Belinda asked me to mention her in every post. See, i wrote her name already! Haha.

Oh yes, Fifteen is no longer mine. I gave up. I love myself so much for that.

Oh yes, i finally wrote a new poem on monday and finished it yesterday! It has eleven stanzas. The weird thing was that i suddenly talked about Farmville. Haha. Omg i love my farm.

Anyway, i'm really extremely sleepy right now. And i got french tomorrow. Ah lazy.

Au Revoir.

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Getting High.
Wednesday, January 618:14
OHMYGOD I GOT MY FRENCH CLASS CHANGED! Hahahhahaha. Omg, i'm so happy! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay, Belinda was so funny during recess. She shouldn't have done that. Haha.
I'm so sleepy, yet i couldn't sleep. Irritating.

I need to do homework. Bye.

Au Revoir.

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Seven Days And Seven Nights Of Thunder.
Friday, November 1321:15
Hello people!
I'm so bored that i'm watching the show they played on the day that i first saw Simplify. Eh, wait, that's exactly what i told Nisa. Wait, kinda.

Anyway, i'm taking Bio, Chem, SS/Geog and Lit. You know i know a lot of people in that combo.

Oh, anyway, went Julia's house again today to do flag and identity. Ohmygod, i'm now scared for camp. It's less than a week to go. So fast.

Okay, what else was i going to say? Oh yeah, this show's stupid. I don't even know why i'm watching it. Wait, because there's Zul Yahya. Right. That's the reason why. But it's stupid. Cause i don't know how everything was actually the evil friend's plan. I don't know how did she make them separate. I don't understand a single thing, and i hate the stupid damn song. And they keep on flashing back. And it's damn cheem malay.

Oh yeah, anyway, i still don't get why they did such a thing. You know i don't understand all these stuffs. Damn lame. And i still don't get what she did!

I'm so sleepy. And angry at this show cause it's so stupid that i don't understand a thing.

Yay, i just earned the 'Tree Hugger' red ribbon! WHEE!

Okay, i'm just going to stop watching the stupid show and start listening to my mp4.

Au Revoir.

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That Is Only The Beginning Of The End.
Tuesday, November 1021:12
I shouldn't be lazy and not update my already dead blog.

Okay, so anyway, went to Julia's house yesterday, and it was like, damn huge! It's amazing to know i can never afford to live in a house like that. Unless of course i marry some very rich guy when i grow up.

Had campfire auditions today. Was pretty nervous. We had quite a lot of bad comments though (at least that's what i thought) but there's always room for improvement.

Dragon boating's tomorrow! Hah, i'm so happy i'm in a boat with people i know! Like Nisa and Liyana. Like got no other people like that.

Hmm, i'm missing 2M still.
What other random things should i say now?

Oh, i'm very sad and disappointed lately. Yes, so you don't disturb me. Well, at least Nithya understands(: Ah, she's so nice i'm really gonna miss her. She's the best consoler i've ever known, and i'm not sure if i can ever find another consoler like her. She's like the best.

Okay, so anyway, my mom still hasn't decide on the place to go for the holidays. Indecisive i would say.

I'm so bored. Okay, i shall pack my bag for dragon boating. Which i don't have such a small bag. Should i just use my NDP bag, the one when Simplify came, or the other one when Simplify didn't come? Oh wait, that doesn't make any sense at all.

Haha, i love the Pirate Mouse. He's so cute. I know, real life mice are not cute. At all.

Oh, did i tell you? I've started to watch Trick again! Haha, omg finally i can watch seasons one and three. I'm left with 4 more episodes. So exciting, cause i love the last episode. Gah, all i need now is to find the movie! I'm so in love with Ueda Jiro.

Anyway, i've been having weird dreams regarding NDP these few days. This shows how much i actually miss it. I know people have already moved on, but i can't.

And now i don't know what to say. Oh oh oh, i found this very interesting thing yesterday! Haha, shan't say it here cause it's not about you. HAHA!

And i realised that i don't even have a title for this post yet. Yes, let me find a nice song lyric.
Okay done.

Oh my god, i'm so cold.

Au Revoir.
But time don't mend broken hearts
And this one's getting colder.

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Never Felt A Love Like This.
Friday, October 3020:55
I love you 2M,
I really do,
I love you 2M,
I'll miss you too.

1)Aishwaria-Hey there 966 buddy! Haha. I know both of us are always stuck in the same situation as we live very far. Haha. You only live like a few roads away from me! Haha! So cool. Anyway, hope we can go home together or something next year yeah?

2)Anuthama-Ex-table partner! Hey, it's been great being table partners with you, i remember all the fun time we had, like for example when we ate polo sweet secretly during Lit class (i think it was Lit, or something like that) You've been such a wonderful table partner. I do enjoy sitting next to you in class. Keep your SuJu love alive, yeah? But don't get distracted with your studies! Haha!

3)Bianca-Another ex-table partner. I remember the first time i saw you in 1M last year, i thought you were some malay student with a english name or something! Haha! It has been great sitting next to you last year. We had a lot of fun. Yeah, hopefully we get into the same class next year since you're taking the same subject combination as me!

4)Blossom-Another ex-table partner! I'll always remember you as some politician or whenever someone mentions Ris Low, you'll be the first person to come up in my mind. Haha.

5)Charmaine-Wow, i think you're the only person i think who cannot stop smiling. Except today that is. Thank you for making our Muar LJ memorable. I remember all the times we spent together during those three days. I still remember the children and all. I miss them, but not as much as i'll miss you.

6)Belinda-Yo (with a constipated voice) Haha! Hello Curry Powder! You'll still be the best jogging companion i ever had! Yes, we shall do all the physical stuffs together. Let's become enthu guides okay? Don't become unenthu if not i'll hunt you down! Haha. Well, it has been so fun seeting with you for term one and four, i'll really miss you. I'll really miss not liking 9/11 with you and lots of other people.

7)Ting Yi-Hey, we weren't really close, but i remember we had worked together in the same group for the advertisement and history video. Keep up the good work okay?

8)Daphne-Another ex-table partner! I think you're really cute. I remember sitting beside you in sec one last year. We had so many fun times together. Keep smiling always yeah?

9)Geraldine-Thank you for cheering me up during the time that i was very sad. You're the best counselor i've ever had. You definately made my day better. Keep smiling always and don't let your SuJu obsession distract your studies!

10)Anni-Hello, i remember going to NDP with you and taking a lot of pictures. NDP was very nice, and because you're part of it too!

11)Jaslyn-Hey there, i remember the very first day of orientation when you asked me if i had a pen. Anyway, you've made the Muar LJ very memorable and exciting. Without you, the LJ would probably been boring. You were also there during NDP, so you're part of the reason why NDP is so fun.

12)Julia-Echo mate! Hope we can enjoy the COALS camp together. Echo is loved:)

13)Khairunnisa-See, i can spell your name perfectly! Haha. Unlike the NDP person. (what if it was seet?) You were the one who made me listen to a lot of malay songs! Haha. I'll definately miss you a whole lot, i mean, you're one of my best friends. It's not the same without you anymore. Whenever the teacher say number one or number two, i don't have a person to turn to anymore. I'll miss all our private jokes. I know you'll miss me cause of Seet, hehehehe don't deny it. I know you get tired of listening to the same thing over and over again, but i know it's something that reminds you of me. Remember our Seet, He, Han song? I think it was the best song ever, obviously because it was NDP related. Haha. I definately miss NDP so much, but not as much as i'll miss you. I miss Seet, but not as much as i miss you. Luckily we're in ML together (haha, not Max Loh) so we can catch up on stuffs. Don't worry, i'll still visit your farm and go and help whatever they ask me to do. Don't cry anymore; smile cause you still have me.

14)Arifa-Hey, i remember you asking me a lot of religious stuffs and all. Haha. Keep the love for [insert name here] alive yeah? Haha!

15)Glenda-Hey there Class Secretary. I think you've been doing a great job in doing the admin stuffs for the class. Keep up with the good work!

16)Wei Qing-Hey there! I think you're really a nice person, always smiling and all. Hehe.

17)Jie Ying-Hi, i remember doing the corridor assignment with you. Even though we didn't score well for the assignment, i think our video was awesome. Haha, you being my son-in-law who gets bullied! Stay cute always:)

18)Ya Tung-You've made the Muar LJ fun! I remember you're the enthu one who wants to go here and there, even want to go on the boat! And i think you're very brave and outspoken, always asking questions.

19)Liyana-Ah, you L square/L cube/the turkish guy/the french guy person! Haha! Louseet ah you! Although we had our fights at times, we managed to overcome them and all. I'll miss laughing at you because the Tak Handsome always smile at you and all. Haha! Yes, although i get irritated when you show me the turkish guy(shall not state the name here), i'll miss that, really. I don't care, let's go to the same french class next year with Sabrina!

20)Xin Ting-Hey, you smarty pants. Haha. I think you're very smart. Anyway, i remember taking the same bus and going to Toa Payoh Hub with you last year when we're going home.

21)Cheuk Lam-Hey, i think i started to get close to you after NDP. Yeah, you're the one of the people who first knew about Seet. Haha.

22)Maryam-Hey, i think you were great being my D&T partner as well as a great leader for the malay project. And i think you really have such a great voice. Keep it up!

23)Hema-Haha, i think you're such a nice person! I'll definately miss seeing you trying so hard practising your NCC commands and all. Yeah. Jiayou, you can do it!

24)Irene-I know we weren't really close, but i think you did a good job being the assistant class monitress. Keep up the good work!

25)Vanessa Ng-Hey, i think you're such a nice person. I remember you during sec one, you were with Jie Ying for the campfire performance during orientation.

26)Nithya-Hey there my dearest guides mate! You certainly made me cry today! Don't worry, we'll still be together during guides sessions and all. We shall go for an overseas guides trip next year okay?

27)Elfa-Hey, i think it's been pleasant knowing you, i remember wanting to ask you if you're a malay or not during orientation but was scared to do so! Haha. Oh, keep the SuJu love alive:)

28)Phylliz-Hey you, i remember telling you my secret last year during the checking of marks! I think you're very funny and cute, haha!

29)Rabiatul-Oh wait, that's me.

30)Sarah-Lab partner! Hey, it's been great being your partner for everything, science, homec and all. I think you're such a fun person. Anyway, keep your SuJu obsession alive. (oh wait, is that a bad thing or what?)

31)Sarcthy-Hey there travelling partner! It was fun going home with you. You're the first person who alights the MRT after me. The longest travelling partner yet! You're really cute you know. Haha. Don't get so ego!

32)Jia Qi-I had fun discussing during the science lab lessons with you, Sarah and Sarcthy. You all are such nice people. I think you're such a nice person, haha.

33)Yee Ning-Hey, i remember telling you about Seet! Haha! You're one of the first few people to know about Seet, be honoured! Haha!

34)Woan Chin-Hey, thank you for being such a wonderful monitress last year. I'll certainly miss having someone who sings all the time in class! Haha!

35)Jervenne-Did you know that i was scared of you at first when i first saw you?! Haha! But i think you're such a nice person. You're such a wonderful sports rep. I remember you cheering for me during jogging and PE and all, you really give me the encouragement not to stop!

36)Vanessa Chung-Hey, thank you for being such an excellent monitress! I think you did your best to put our class together. You're really nice you know. I remember going to the grand stand with you during recess on the first day of school.

37)Vinodini-Hey, we weren't that close, but i think you did a good job during the net for the Home Economics thing. I couldn't do something like that! Thanks for that!

38)Natalie-I remember you during orientation. We had spent a lot of time then. I'll definately miss seeing you sleeping early in the morning in class. It's not really a pleasant sight, but it's something that reminds me of you.

Thank you 2M for these past two years. I really love you all. Like the title says, i never felt a love like this before. I never had classmates like you all. You all are the best thing i ever had. I really love you all. But i'm afraid we really have to let everything go. I'll really miss you guys.

Au Revoir.
Never knew i could feel that much,
And that's the way i loved you.

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Never Settle For The Path Of Least Resistance.
Friday, September 2519:30
Feeling blue, while I'm trying to forget the feeling that I miss you
Feeling green, when the jealousy swells and it wont go away in dreams
Feeling yellow, I'm confused inside
A little hazy but mellow when I feel your eyes on me

HAHA, hello people. I know. I haven't been updating. I'm lazy. And to lengthen the post, i put in the song lyrics. Haha. I love this song. No, i'm not colourblind. Yet.

Feeling fine, sublime
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind

We had english in the computer lab. And then science, followed by malay and jogging. And then recess. OMG NITHYA!

Feeling red, when you spend all your time with your friends and not me instead
Feeling black, when I think about all the things that I feel I lack
Feeling jaded, when it's not gone right
All the colours have faded, when I feel your eyes on me

Then geography and literature. And i went off early for french oral.

Feeling fine, sublime
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind

I died. I got the topic about school but i forgot what i wanted to say. In the end, i screwed up. For the role play, i was late for a meeting with my friend, so she was angry. And i had to explain why i was late. It was retard. No, it's not supposed to be a pun!

Blinded by the light you shine, the colours fade completely
Blinded by you every time, I feel your smile defeat me
I'm colour blind
I just can't deny this feeling

There goes my A for french. Gah. Diable.

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind

Hmm, went to the MRT station with Nithya. Diable, it's unfair man! NITHYA! HOW COULD YOU?! (yes, as if you're gonna read this. Ha. Ha.)

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind
I'm colour blind

Au Revoir.

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I'm Missing Something Real.
Thursday, August 2022:08
Tsk.
I don't think that i know the people that i used to know anymore.
In other case, internet is nice.
Science and Maths And History isn't.
French was...OHMYGOD I FORGOT [INSERT WORD HERE] IN FRENCH!
And i spent the last ten minutes scribbling Simplify's name and The Chapter Eight song on the fullscap paper. Haha. SIMPLIFY:)

WHO CARES ABOUT TESTS ANYMORE?!
Gah. I should just shoot myself.

Patrol Day tomorrow. Haha. I don't know what we're doing. But we're doing to ECP. East Coast Park, not the expressway. Sorry I'm being lame.

I think it's been ages since i last blog. Haha.

Oh, did i tell you i'm watching The Gentle Crackdown these days? There's Moses Chan. Haha. Hong Kong, reminds me of Cheuk Lam's description of Simplify.

Anyway. I think i'll be playing Photo for Music next week. Haha, doesn't even sound like the real song. Ha. Ha.

I love Belinda Chew Sook Yee.
Yes, if she sees this, she's gonna be damn ego.

Yes, i just realised that the time passes by so quickly. Look, it's less than a week to my birthday. I'm not exactly excited.

It's gonna be two months since i last saw Simplify. Haiz. It's like so fast.

I miss NDP. The people, the free food, the disgusting food, the rain, the costume, the shoes.
The people. I miss the marshalls. I miss SIMPLIFY!
The Free Food. I miss the free supply of Old Chang Kee, Milo, Mr Bean Bandung, Ice Cream. The KFC and Pizza Hut.
The Disgusting food. HAHA UGLY FOOD:)
The Rain. Oh. It's on the eleventh of july.
The Costume. The Superman. The Satay Apron. The Other Apron.
The shoes. The lousy quality one. Haha.

Yes, that's so random. I love Simplify. The End.
Le fin.

Au Revoir.

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If You Love Me, Then Just Let Me Know.
Friday, July 2419:09
Haha, i know i haven't been updating. I'm so lazy, i know. Haha. Okay i better stop laughing.

Monday-Bleah, nothing much. Was playing Sahibba during ML(haha, ML! M__ L__) Yeah, and i gave up halfway cause my malay was that lousy.

Tuesday-I don't remember. Ooh, there was Puteri. Haha. Okay. That was random.

Wednesday-Nothing really. Again. Bleah. Don't remember, don't care. Yeah.
Thursday-OHMYGOD FRENCH WAS FUNNY! Haha. Okay me and Liyana were like laughing all the way. HAHA.

Friday-Had to do the weights. Gah. My arms are hurting, thanks to that! Yeah Sabrina, other people are doing that, you happy-happy go community singing!

Yeah, so that's about it. Yeah. Hey, tomorrow got NDP but Nisa's not coming! Gah. Later i loner.

I want Simplify Nisa to come for NDP tomorrow!

And i'm watching Breaking The Magician's Code again. Just now the narrator was like 'We haven't seen her before, and she's well-dressed too.'
HAHA, so funny. If you get it. If not, tant pis!

Au Revoir.

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Just Look Me In The Eye, This Is Do Or Die.
Monday, July 2020:18
Haha, i'm here to talk about NDP. Yeah, i know i would always update about NDP on Sundays, but i was busy yesterday. Was out the whole day.

So anyway, Saturday. Oh yes, i'm supposed to put this very big on my blog.
I miss Belinda Chew Sook Yee, Tan Yee Ning and Lui Cheuk Lam.
They are my other NDP twommers and NDP's different without them.
Oh, i miss Simplify the Stupid Guy Who Never Come Again too.

Anyway, met Nisa at Toa Payoh to eat Ice-Cream Lunch again. McFlurry:) And apple pie. Hmm, reminded me of Apple Cheesecake. HAHAHA.

Then went to school, changed and blahblahblah. Forgot what happened.

Then we went there and then immediately must put on make-up. I look extremely horrible, but luckily i didn't look like a ghost. Then we had dinner, which was ugly food. Haha. I like that term.

Then performance. Apparently there was my primary school, Nisa's, Sabrina's, Jaslyn's, Liyana's and someone else's. HAHA SABRINA.

WHEE. Nothing to say since everything is the same. Haha. I wanted to cry at Chapter Seven, it was so beautiful:)

Sang Nila Utama's crown was actually thrown down. Haha, finally. How realistic.

Yeah, okay that's all.

Au Revoir.

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