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handsdown.
this is the best day I can ever remember.
am i more than
you bargained for yet?
Rabiatul Adawiyah Rosli
24 August.
French student.
Automatonophobic.
Pediophobic.
Proud Member of The Girl Guides Association.
Sparrow Patrol.
Obsessed.
Dreamer.
we've got a little world of our own
somewhere only we know

drop a heart
break a name.
Armeera Aw Jin Yong Bianca Beatrice Wong Carin Loh Cedar Guides Charlene Teo Charmaine Pang Class Blog Claudia Kiang Chua Rou Hui Daphne Ho Geraldine Chua Germaine Pang Hana Sakina 'Izzati Safwanah Irene Ng Jaslyn Ang Jassandra Nay Jolene Low Jonathan Luke Kak Aliah Khairunnisa Lim Jie Ying Liyana Mustafa MLDDS Norsheela Faheen Nur Illya Ertiqa Nurul Amira Sabrina Pee Jingwen Rachel Loke Rachel Tham Sara Amira Sarah R Stanley Sarcthy SecThreeGuides! Sherye Woo Siti Kartini Siti Rasyidah Soh Wan Ru Sparrow! Tan Wan Ting Tan Yee Ning Vanessa Chung Vanessa Ng

any type of love
it shall be shown.
<.
even if your hope
has been with time.
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my heart is yours
to fill or burst
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The Case of This Awesomely Boring Day Called Wednesday
Wednesday, November 1221:39
WEDNESDAY is the name of the Addams Family the daughter.
Addams Family reminds me of Camp Olympics!
Gah! I think i'm seriously starting to miss it.
If not, why do my recent dreams got to do with CAMPS?

Speaking of dreams, i forgot about my dream last night. Gah. I think it's because a certain Oriole by the name of Nurul Amira Sabrina told me HER dream which made me forget EVERYTHING.

I went to school today. I thought i was going to be late as i woke up at around 8.20am! When i'm supposed to wake up at 8am! Come to think of it, Sab's message woke me up instead of the alarm clock. HER AWESOMELY AWESOME MESSAGE OF HERS. Haha, je l'aime. Je lame. Haha. OMG, classic joke!

Then to make matters worse, i didn't know what shirt to wear. Either i wear Guides tee,House tee, Uniform or Camp tee. I chose Guides tee.
And what made it worst was that after finally figuring out how to roll the sleeping bag, i realised that i actually rolled wrongly! Made me later.

Then took MRT and blahblahblah. Arrived at Toa Payoh Interchange and saw three familiar faces. Make that four. Luckily Rou Hui, Si Min and Sonita were still there. If not, confirm i think i'll be late. I was spending my time trying to ignore that certain fourth familiar face cause...well, she's _________. Insert name there. Scary lah, though i experience a thousand times already, doesn't mean i like okay!

Then walked with the three to school. Was trying to overtake _________. Then go to Guides Store and gave the sleeping bags. Oh yeah, Dawn gave me her letter. Aww, so nice. Got the Apollo thing. Took Patrol photos! HOOLA ROCKS! I miss Hoola! Then they all calculated the total cost. Catherine gave all the Sparrows present. Thanks! Went to the Sec Ones' side. Took a photo with Rachel Tham, too bad Claudia wasn't there if not we would have a photo of the Sparrow Sec Ones! Then went to bus stop. Sab was like telling me the thing lah. Haha, i think that's very lame! You have one weird imagination dude! Then listened to my mp4 using the left side of the earphones cause the right side is spoilt. Opposite of my phone's earphones. Haha. Then blahblahblah went home.

Watched Dunia Anita again. I'm wondering why i'm still not sick of watching the same episodes over and over again. I'm making the reason to watch over and over again-it's to understand what's going on. What a lie. I understand every single thing.

Then i was blasting songs from my mp4 yet again, and fell asleep halfway. Haha, same things happen all the time. I remembered waking to the song 'Fall For You' by Secondhand Serenade. Then i was all blur and was like 'Eh,how come the song so short one?' Turns out the song started long long long time ago before i woke up.

Then used laptop until now. Yay, i've finally stop going to Multiply to find songs! And i realised that my account is like so plain. Haha. Actually i created the account to find songs only lah. Haha, so what's the point of decorating it?

I got nothing else to blog about! Gah! I'm bored! That's why i tell you that having school is better than sitting at home during the holidays during nothing[except for the fact that i could occupy my time with homework, but i chose not to]. I realised that i didn't follow my holiday schedule i made! I remembered the schudule was to finish the homeworks first, then the following weeks was to finish watching all my korean dramas. Namely Sassy Girl Chun Hyang-Episode 7 to 17, Rivals, Sorry I Love You, Spring Waltz, Lovers in Paris-Episode 6 to 20, Couple Or Trouble, Attic Cat and Goong S. I think that's the dramas to finish, not counting Flowers For My Life and Pretty Insoon which i recorded. And my schedule is not updated. Haha, i'm lazy to do that! Shall do after this lah. I realised i've stopped watching Korean dramas already. It lasted for two years only. Sigh. I think that's due to the common craze everyone seem to have over Korean dramas. That's me-start liking something before everyone else and stop when everyone falls in love with the something. I'm fussy i admit.

And i still think that the song 'Bila Aku Jatuh Cinta'[When i fall in love] by Potret is still sad. I don't know why, but i think it's sad. I mean, listen to the lyrics. The girl says her feeling are normal, normal to change. Then she wants the guy to give her an extraordinary love. Unfair.

But still,the saddest song in my opinion is still 'Promise' by the awesomely hot Lee Ji Hoon. I liked him before my sister did, i choped him first, but i gave him up. The song is about the guy's girlfriend left him, then she came back. Stupidlah the girlfriend. Hmm, can make a drama out of the song.

And i haven't written a song in two days. Gah! I have no inspiration on what to write!

And i think i'm addicted to singing all the guides songs. Haha. Kept on singing
'Once a girl guide went to camp,went to camp' that song lah. Don't know the title. But i sang the last part only. OMG, i think that that's _______. But super funny. Also sang 'Three Little Ducks' Or was it six? I don't know lah. The camp booklet say different, the campfire song sheet say different. Whatever lah,still the same thing, except for the number of ducks. OMG, even my adik knows that song,haha. Then also the banana song thing,whatever it's called. However, i kept on repeating ' Peeping at the window, what do people see?' cause that's the only line i know. Haha,pathetic! And i think i got the hang of the World Song. I will be prepared to sing it any time. I think. Sang the Manito song as well.

Speaking of Manito, does the word have any meaning in normal daily life?
And i realised something during camp.

Remember on the second day, my patrol had orderlies duty, then we had to serve food right? Then when my angel[won't tell who she is cause i'm such a private person] walked past the thing i was serving, she was looking at me funny. As in her expression was like...different than others. But i didn't suspect her. I only know it's a sec two from either patrol 2 or 3 and was kidnapped during the night activity. Sometimes i wonder how people react to seeing their manito. You know i react? I go,'OMG,my manito my manito. Sheesh. Gah!' silently. And i CANNOT be near my manito. I'll feel weird. Like last time we played Manito, she was like, extremely close to me close. Cause we were doing Footdrills that time. And she was one of those in-charge. Was scared like crazy.

I tell you i cannot write secret letters. The camp Manito game, i only wrote like two letters. Cause she's like not really in the camp, she was a sec three so you get my point. She was in charge of a certain station during SRIT. Then i told the joke at that station. OMG! I kinda feel sorry for her to get such a childish present for her. Hopefully she'll play it with some younger people.

During the game during Campfire, my angel started the ring. Then she suddenly went to our patrol side and was in front of me. Then i was already scared already. Because i already knew where my manito was sitting. Gah,scary lah! But i still love the game. I can't wait for the game again! I enjoy getting letters and writing letters!

I love my manito yes i do
I love my manito yes i do
I love my manito yes i do
I love my manito but i won't tell who
I've got a feeling warm and gay
As she cast her eyes my way
I will reveal her name someday
But who she is i will not say

Do i love my manito? She's okay. Although i experienced something involving her before.
Do i love my angel? She's okay as well. At least she wrote three letters! That's nice.

And i can't wait for next year.
New challenges.
Juniors. [Not really excited though]
New teachers [I hope!]
New classroom.
Same classmates:]
There's guides:]

I should make my new year's resolution early.
First off, talk more during patrol corners. I'll make Rachel and Claudia talk. I'll make the future Sparrows talk. I'll make everybody talk so that we won't waste our precious time for patrol corner stoning.
Secondly, learn how to tie guides' scarf. Still no improvement.
Third, practice my knots and lashings. Hopefully i can remember how to do diagonal lashing learnt in camp:]
Fourth, quit procastinating
Fifth, socialise more.
Sixth, ask questions when in doubt,no matter how stupid they sound like.
Seventh, no last minute stuff.
Eighth, manage time well.
Ninth, learn how to plait hair. Unless i cut it short. But it's too pretty to be cut.
Tenth, quit my obsession.
Haha,i shall continue the list some other time.
Separated into a few compartments:
-Studies
-Home
-Guides
-MLDDS
-Social Life
-Personal Stuffs
Six at the moment. But i think i'll prioritise more on Studies and Guides. Especially guides. Must set good example for future guides.

I don't know since when i've started to commit myself to guides. Well, it's better to start early. Okay,i still remember why i chose guides in the first place. Because my mother told me to choose it. Cause there's no other suitable CCA. But now, i am totally devoted/dedicated/committed to guides. I might even recite the laws now. But i shan't do that. I mean, people would think that i've gone mad. Haha, but my sister is like sleeping now. Shouldn't wake her up.

Gah! I was in the middle of doing this post when suddenly the Internet Explorer got problem. Sheesh lah! Now i have to redo the quiz. Gah! Nevermind. Hopefully the results turn out better.

Forget it lah. I'll post the result separately in the next post. Cause i think i'll be doing more quizzes.

Au Revoir.

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