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Rabiatul Adawiyah Rosli
24 August.
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Pediophobic.
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Sparrow Patrol.
Obsessed.
Dreamer.
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The Case of Bleah-ness
Wednesday, December 3114:57
I've got nothing to post about now.
Oh wait, actually i have(about yesterday's patrol outing) but i'm too tired to do so. Maybe later after i finish all my homework (which i doubt i could finish them all).
Okay sheesh, what's up with the new timetable? Why does no one care about putting the teacher of the subject or something? Sheesh. What is that supposed to be? Suspense?
Or maybe it's just for me to be prepared.
I ache everywhere. Cause of yesterday.
But it's fun.

And i don't feel like doing homework.
Gah.
I want to sleep.
Maybe i shall force myself to do them.
Hah.
Never possible.

I should be thankful for what i have.
I mean don't have.

I'm thankful for not suffering from Munchausen Syndrome.
I'm thankful for not suffering from Munchausen Syndrome by Proxy.
I'm thankful for not having soy sauce with activated carbon(i think that's the term)
I'm thankful for not knowing what do you define as health drinks because then i won't drink them because i don't know what's that.
I'm thankful for not drinking a drink with Vitamin C and Benzoate.
I'm thankful for not liking chewing gum anymore.
I'm thankful for not suffering from post-traumatic disorder.
I'm thankful for not not planning how to record the thursday show and Sponge on thursday.
I'm thankful for not not watching Sponge.
I'm thankful for not forgetting that
Happy Birthday, Eguchi Yosuke!
You'll always be remembered as the nice doctor, Satomi. :]

It's now 15:17 in Singapore and Hong Kong.
14:17 in Bangkok and Jakarta.
16:17 in Seoul.
09:17 in Athens
08:17 in Paris and Prague
07:17 in Dublin, Edinburgh and London.
10:17 in Riyadh
02:17 in Boston, Miami and New York
23:17 yesterday in San Francisco, Las Vegas and Los Angeles.

Au Revoir.

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The Case of Muahahahah!
Monday, December 2922:12
OMG! KC said that Karaoke Kelam Kabut is ending soon.
It will be replaced by another programme.
But Haha(Kelakar Kapa) and Misteri Jam 12 are still there, i think. Should be.
I hope the new one will be as fun.
Wooh! I love KC. Haha. He's the best, definately.

Okay, i got my normal phone back! Yay!
Although the saved messages are lost, but still, it's back to normal!
Muahahaha. Yay!
Back to irritating people with my message tone that is super long. Yay!
Muahahahaha.

Haha. Now the first song in the list is Gubrak!
Not ku jumpa lah, it's ku jalan denganmu.
Now it's some song i don't know.
Now it's some retro song. According to KC. Haha,but it sounds nothing like retro. (I think it's because it's KC's singing. Haha)
Haha.

Okay, i've finished the first Maths paper. Yay!
I don't think i will sleep late tonight, cause i have to wake up early tomorrow.
How the _____ am i supposed to go home tomorrow?
I don't know.
I shall find out.

I shall end here.
Useless entry i know.

Au Revoir.
pura-pura kau cintaiku
Before i forget,
Happy birthday Richard Kevin!
Haha. You're 28 today!
And no wonder the song Pura-Pura Cinta, the singer's voice is like very familiar. It's by Ada Band! Yay! I love their other song too, Karena Wanita Ingin Di Mengerti(Because women want to be understood)
That's the translation right?
I think my ability to translate is getting from worse to worst.

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The Case of The List of Movies I Want To Watch
Sunday, December 2816:30
  1. Jomblo
  2. Lost In Love
  3. 9 September
  4. Cicakman 2
  5. Brainscan(Aku & Topi Ajaib)
  6. Coblos Cinta
  7. Unstoppable Marriage
  8. Love Me Not
  9. 100 Days With Mr Arrogant
  10. Don't Believe Her Lies
  11. Hwang Jin Yi
  12. Marrying The Mafia
  13. Marrying The Mafia 2
  14. Marrying The Mafia 3
  15. Voice Of A Murderer
  16. Love, So Divine
  17. Sympathy For Mr Vengence
  18. Old Boy
  19. Sympathy For Lady Vengence
  20. My Girl And I
  21. The Classic
  22. Guns And Talks
  23. I'm A Cyborg But That's Okay
  24. Love Phobia
  25. King And The Clown
  26. Maundy Thursday
  27. The Cool Guy
  28. The Worst Man In My Life
  29. Spring Bears Love
  30. Le Grand Chef
  31. Trick The Movie
  32. Trick 2
  33. It Had To Be You(Again!)
  34. Love Letter
  35. A Day To Have An Affair
  36. Heroic Duo
  37. Tokyo Raiders
  38. Turn Left, Turn Right
  39. Crying Out Love, In The Centre Of The World
  40. Love Message
  41. Funeral March
  42. Leaving Me Loving You
  43. My Wife Is A Gangster
  44. H(again!)
  45. Daddy's Long Legs
  46. Girl Scouts
  47. Time
  48. My Sassy Girl(again!)
  49. My Boyfriend Is Type B(again!)
  50. A Millionaire's First Love(again!)
  51. Love Me If You Dare(again!)
  52. Bintang Hati(again!)
  53. Bukan Bintang Biasa
  54. Oh Baby
  55. Ku Tunggu Jandamu

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The Case of Just Now
Saturday, December 2722:59
Hello people.
Mak Ngah and family came today and they're going back on monday.
Then just now, we went to the Teh Tarik Coffeeshop place.
And then i ordered black pepper chicken with rice.
And ice blended milo shake.
But in the end
The food was super spicy because they put like 4 pieces of chilli.
Might as well call it Chilli Black Pepper Chicken.
And the drink was soo sweet.
Like can get diabetes man!
But the radio at the coffeeshop was Era.
And they played Aku Dan Dirimu and Ayat-ayat Cinta as well as others.
Then i was like 'the song ayat-ayat cinta is like so early this year.'
Serious. That song is like expired already.

Okay now i'm listening to Hafeez Glamour's show, Kangen Gitu Lor. I think that's the title. I don't think so. Maybe it's Kangen? I don't know. But anyway, the show is like about dangdut songs like that i think. Oooh! I don't fancy dangdut man! And I think Hafeez is like so into indonesian songs. I mean, he hosts this show and also Hitz Banget in the morning. Sheesh. But i don't mind indonesian songs though-cause i think they are nicer and reach out to more listeners from other countries other than Indonesia compared to Singapore malay songs.
Although i read that Sleeq's songs are already on air at the radio stations in Bandung. Aliff Aziz is popular in Malaysia.

Okay i want to post another entry later.
Au Revoir.
And i won't edit any blog entry anymore to prevent yesterday's 'tragedy'.
Sheesh.
ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkanmu.

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The Case of Haha. Didicazli! KC! Haha.
Friday, December 2622:04
I don't know what to write. Haha.
Oh! Didicazli is on radio now!
Tomorrow his album is selling at $15 at Darul Makwa.(i think that's how you spell it)
Yay! Rela Setia is on now! Ages since last heard it.
Okay, just now i watched FYI then got Fiza O! And Fauzie Laily!
And RZ and Shai.
Haha.
Then i was like, eh, how come it's always either Fiza, RZ, Shai, Hassan Salleh and Hafeez Glamour on tv. Never KC.
Then it occured in my head-FYI is live right? And at 8.30 to 9.30pm.
Of course KC can't be there-his show's at 10.
Haha. Which is coming up soon!
Yays!

I watched Get Married again at 5 something today. Not full, but still so fun! Haha.
Especially the part where Rendy called his mother.
Haha.

I love the very handsome and hot Richard Kevin! Yay!
Not forgetting Lee Min Ki, Kang Ji Hwan, Terence Cao, Shahrul Anuar Zain, Evan Sanders, Pasha, Raffi Faridz Ahmad, Hyun Bin and Oh Ji Ho to name a few of my list of KekasihGelaps!
Haha. Isn't the meaning of Kekasih Gelap is Secret Lover?
Haha. Who cares if i don't? They fall under that catergory.
But i cannot arrange them in order. Cause i like each and every one of them because of their different talents and looks and personality.

Haha. Now is KC's version of Ini Satu Kisah. Haha. KC! <3!
Haha. Didicazli told Nity that he scared of 'people with long hair and white clothes'. Me too! Haha.
Someone smsed KC to ask Didi to stay until 12.
KC said Didi has to attend a function tomorrow, wearing baju kurung and samping, want to salam people! Haha KC! He's still funny as ever.
Then he said what was funny was that Didi was like a schoolboy-carrying a Billabong haversack. Haha.

Okay, why is it that everywhere i see or hear, they're always talking about new year is coming, saying goodbye to 2008, and school's starting.
Stop reminding me of my guilt.

Yay. I have currently 577 songs in my mp4.
Shall make it to 600 the next time round.
Used to be around 530-550 before.
Including recordings.
Which are not actually recordings.
But stuffs by me and my adik.
Like our songs about the haha thursday show. Especially about that Masdonut.

Actually his name is Masdor. My adik said the 'Dor' is like Donut so we call him Masdonut. Haha. We used to insult him. But now we don't because he's the evil-ex-boyfriend-from-the-past-but-not-so-evil-right-now-ex-boyfriend-of-hers. Haha.

Now our ultimate enemy is Marlia.
She's the evil one i talked about in an earlier blog entry.
Shall find for you.
I already knew she was evil when she told Masdor that Cikgu Zul like go and 'flirt' with her. When it's the other way round.
Since that episode was a two-parter, it had to be continued.
She went to meet some guy named Abu(later revealed that it was her brother) and he said he'll take care of that Anita(Masdor ex-gf and CZ's gf/female lead/main character/titled character)

Then i spectulated what Marlia's real identity and her motive to marry Masdor.

Among others, this is the lamest and scariest idea.
Marlia was actually a Nine Tailed Fox. And the reason she wanted to marry Masdor was so that she could kill him and take his liver. Muahahahahahaha.

But nope. I don't want to have a horror story here.
So i changed the storyline.

Marlia was a secret triad gang chief, and Abu was her personal assistant. She wanted to marry Masdor as revenge. He was a member of the secret society but after getting arrested, he told the police about the secret society. So she wanted revenge. She undergone plastic surgery or something to make her face look different and went by the name Marlia(which her actual name was something else). After marrying him, she'll finish him off. Muahahaha. And about her triad gang, even i made the 'traditions' of the gang.

It was only led by women. Only one of the female species belong to the triad. A girl is picked from a very young age and was brought up by members of it. Her parents are killed to avoid the secret being revealed.
The heiress to the 'throne' would lead the team after the death of the current chief. And to them, it was a shameful thing to be caught by the police and would rather commit suicide. Then the body would be frozen in the 'hall of fame' room in the headquarters. Dead victims' heads would be preserved as a traditional pratice by the team. After the death of her aunt, she lead the gang as the new chief.

I think might as well i write a story.

However, Marlia abducted every other character in the show, except for CZ. And told her story. In a thrilling way. In her voice of evil. Muahahahaha.
Then she will kill them one by one slowly, so that they will experience death painfully.
And then she said she was going to marry CZ and he will not know her real identity. Muahahahaha. (Hence, she could make her own version of My Wife Is A Gangster. Haha. Too bad she isn't a teacher, like CZ, if not, she could be like Gokusen too! Haha. Lame.) Oooh.

But of course which person in the right mind will make such a story for an unimportant character who only appear for two episodes?

So the ending of the real story was that Abu was Marlia's brother. And he was Masdor's partner when they robbed a bank years ago. He wanted to know where all the money they robbed went(M gave all to the police). That's why he planned all this scam with Marlia.

Hah, knew it. She's a fraud! Still however lame and complicated my version is, it's almost the same right? Same motive: Revenge!
Revenge is best served cold.
Isn't that the title of a CSI episode? Haha.

The reason that i don't and i won't, never like Ben Joshua is that the first time i saw him, he looks old to me. No offense meant. Hah to you, Sabrina.

We are now fighting over who's hotter-BJ or ES.
I say ES.
And he's mine!
You all can take BJ for all i care.
All the kekasihgelaps of mine is mine! Don't touch.

Unless i know you like one of them too. I'll give the ones who are shared by a lot of people.
Currently Anuar Zain is shared by Fiza and Shai with me and Hyun Bin is shared by Kartini and Me. Hahahahaha.

Oh, Lee Min Ki is mine! Evan Sanders too! Richard Kevin too! Kang Ji Hwan!
Terence Cao is shared with other people i know that fact.
Pasha, Zul Yahya, Yovie, Armand all that are married.
But we can still share. Although i want a bigger percentage.
Pasha is equally shared with me and Nisa.
Galih (or the one eye small and the other eye big guy) is shared with Sabrina and me.
I gave up Vince Chong. He's already basi/expired. Haha.
Umm, who else?
Adi Priyo Sambodo shared with Nisa.
Oh yeah! Can't believe i forgot the handsome Sunu! I love him man!

Haha. Okay.
I admit i can't decide which guys to like. Haha.
Don't you think the best thing in the world is to fall in love with a celebrity? And the painful thing to have in the world is a secret love.
Otherwise known by me as kekasih gelap.
I know, cause i just know.
Due to me watching a lot of dramas.

Okay,since my brain has gone blank as to what to write,
I shall end it here.

And i still can't start on episode five cause i haven't gotten over the fourth!episode.
To me, that's the best i've ever written.
Except for the unimportant parts at the beginning.
But that's how to build up towards the best part.

The best part was from the part when the guy went back to the restaurant because he was worried that Nara will get into trouble if she went home so late. Haha, he's so concerned. Then both of them claimed that a lot of people wanted to date them, but they were all rejected, so that's why both are single. Haha. Denial. That part until the end.
I love especially the ending.
When he confessed.
And then he left.
And he made a promise not to budge into her life anymore.

Oooh! And then next episode. He narrated:
Maybe i don't really love her like i thought i did.
Maybe we're not meant to be.
Never meant to have anything.
Never meant to meet.
Never meant to last.
Never meant to love.
Ouch. That hurts.
He's giving her up knowing that she can't never like him back.

Sheesh. That Nara also another problem.
The fact is that she doesn't realise that she had fallen for him too.
(take a deep breath everybody)
And then she only began to realise it after he confessed.
At first she was like 'So what if he likes me?' kind of reaction.

But then, in episode seven, she will found out why she keep on feeling uneasy thinking about him.
So i have to wait until episode seven.

Then in episode 9, her best friend is going to break them apart.
Sheesh woman.
I don't know what she's gonna do, but i know it's gonna be bad.
Oooh! Maybe she'll lie that the other has a secret love affair with someone else. And then both of them believed her. Man.

Then in episode 11, Nara's younger bro is going to investigate.
And then he'll find the truth.
And confront the best friend.
And she's going to have her evil speech.
One line of it is:
'Nara always had the things i wanted. Whatever i wished for was granted, but was given to her instead. So i'm here, planning my revenge. Shin Yul is the only thing i wanted, and she got him. Having him is my way of forgiving her for all the things she took away from me. So can't i also have my happiness? Why is it that she always gets hers, but i've never gotten mine? This is why i had to do it. I'm being very fair here. Don't you think so?'

I think that that was the whole speech.

In episode twelve,
Nara overheard. And then scolded her.
Then disappointed that someone she thought was her best friend betrayed her, she walked along the streets, without a care.
It was then that...
End of spoiler.
Haha.

Then in episode 13 is the last episode. Yay.
The best friend is going to repent.
And the couple will still be ever the same. Haha.
Bullying each other since they first met. Haha.
Yay. So fun. I can't wait.

After this drama is finished, i will start on a new one, or write the movie idea i had. The heartbreaking movie.

Au Revoir.
that accompanies you before the light.
Now how many times did i say i'll end this post but didn't?
And i had to type some stuffs AGAIN because this stupid laptop is an idiot.
So this entry is shorter than what i actually wrote.
Damn the stupid idiotic laptop.
Pardon me for the extreme usage of harsh words.
I'm really mad at this laptop.
Can i shoot it?

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The Case of KC! And Get Married! :]
Thursday, December 2522:13
Yay! I'm listening to KC.
Haha.
I miss him.
Haha. I so love his song just now.
Funny!
Now it's Buronan Cinta.
Today's Karaoke Kelam Kabut is not the usual one.
But it's the singyoursongtohearitonair version.
Okay.
I miss The Lima<3! size="5">Get Married has started! *press the record button on the remote* And it has subtitles! Yay! I'm so doing three things at one time-being here, listening to Ria and watching Get Married! Wah! Didicazli is going to launch a new album or something! Then every $5 goes to charity. Get Married better not be like Butterfly. Disappointed me. Now it's the top 5 songs on ria charts ad. Haha. Now get married is about the parents wanting to matchmake Mae. Now it's playing a rock hit on radio. Sheesh. Gadis Misteri-Search. Haha. Now it's Hanya Ingin Kau Tahu! Yay. Mae's name is Maemun? Gaga! Don't know why but it reminds me of timun! How come all the suitors are all so...'urgh! You make me sick.' type of guys. Ee,how come this woman sing so...erm, very what! She's singing Dambaan anyway. Now it's Didicazli with Dambaan. Wah. How come all the songs tonight so feeling-feeling one? Oooh! Rendy has appeared. So handsome man! Then the man just now turned out his bodyguard. Haha. Now he came to the house to look for Mae. Now KC's other song is playing. Haha. Miss it. OMG. Mae and Rendy saw each other. Muahahaha. And then Mae now is so in love and is jumping up and down and giggling away in her room.
Haha.
Omg man. Love at first sight.
She's still high in love now. Haha. And the background music is Pandangan Pertama.
Haha. Mae is now behaving like a lady in front of Rendy, even serving him drink.
Now it's Haha(Kelakar Kapa) on radio.
OMG! Guntoro, Eman and Beni thought she showed the colour red(meaning don't like the guy) when actually she showed green!
Gosh.
Now they're deciding whether to let him go or let him stay because they don't know if Mae likes him or not.
Of course she does!
Now she's thinking about him.
Now it's Biarlah on radio.
OMG. Now the guys realised their mistake.
But they're trying to cover it up.
Rendy has bruises on his handsome face! No!
Mae found out already! And now she's crying.
Okay, no wonder Eman saw wrongly. He's colourblind.
Oh man. Now Eman is crying for seeing wrongly and Ben kept on blaming him.
(The topic on radio now is what women don't understand about men and vice versa. They will ask questions and the other side will answer or something)
Now Mae's mother is very sick and told her about her being a ghost if she didn't marry soon.
Now the guys are finding a guy for Mae.
'Mature and independant'. Haha.
Omg. Mae said she must marry one of the guys.
Then they took it as a joke. And saying their incomes and stuffs.
Haha. Gun and Man said Ben should have the 'honour' of marrying Mae.
Haha. Then Ben said it must be the oldest one-Man.
Okay,then they all asked their mum, but all said no. Haha.
Then they all played black and white to decide the winner.
Gun won and his mum was okay about it but he fell sick.
So another challenge.
Even Eman is sick.
So left with Ben.
*Question from a listener: How come women, when they see a male celebrity, they will scream as though they saw a cockroach? Haha. I don't scream,i jump up and down seeing them!
Now Rendy is sad because he can't get Mae.
And then there's a large group of bikers going to take revenge on them.
Haha. Gun and Man are so excited Ben is going to get married to Mae.
Haha. Now they're laughing at each other.
And Eman was like Mae is pretty in that red dress! Haha. He and his red colour!
Now the kadi guy is like blur blur man. Haha.
Yay! The bikers have arrived!
Time to fight for your love.
Oh-kay,Ben kept on saying the word 'friend' in the 'terima nikah thing' speech. Haha.
But now the bikers are destroying the village!
Man.
So in the end, all men present at the wedding have to fight against the bikers.
Mae went to fight as well.
And i got to admit, Ben is cute!
Haha.
Eman is so funny, with his colourblindness and his reaction. Haha. He reminds me of Saiful Apek. Haha. The face also almost the same.
Some guys even fight using the bunga manggar nye stick!
(Radio's playing a rock hit-Rozana. Who's that man? Then now KC's discussing about guys songs with a title of a female name. Hah.)
Now Mae asked all of them to stop fighting.
(When are they playing the Kangen Band song-Kembali Pulang? KC,hurry up! After this is MJ12 man!)
Ben is declaring the end of the fight but no one seemed to take it seriously.
Haha. Omg.
Ben said to everyone that Rendy is the real groom.
Then Mae is like so happy.
"Mom, come on over, i'm getting married."
Haha. Omg, Rendy. I so love guys like this.
And my earlier Ibel/Evan Sanders.
Hah.
Omg.
Haha.
Mae was asking her parents whether she can marry Rendy or not.
Haha.
Then they said, can, go and hug him.
Haha.
OMG.
What an ending.
Haha.
Then in the end, Rendy and Mae got married.
Even Gun,Eman and Ben found their loves.
Haha.
Yay! Now it's finally playing Kembali Pulang.
And KC said Anuar Zain just now.
Haha.
After this song, i'm going to close the radio window.
Before MJ12 starts the piano intro.
The scary piano intro.
Now i'm watching Sponge.
While editing this entry.
Okay,haha.
So after watching the two movies i wanted to watch today, overall i'm satisfied with what i see.
Ratings:
Dealova(2005)-4/5 stars.
Get Married(2007)-4.9/5 stars.
Hoho. I just love both movies.
Although to me, Get Married is more satisfying because no one died.
Haha.
Richard Kevin/Rendy! <3!
Ringgo Agus Rahman/Beni! <3!
Desta/Guntoro! <3!
Aming/Eman! Haha<3!
Nirina Zubir/Mae!
Haha. Overall, best indonesian movie i've seen so far.

Au Revoir.

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The Case of Dealova
16:07
Hello people.
I'm watching Dealova right at this second.
And now Dira and Karra are together already.
Iraz left for New York.
His then-girlfriend, Amanda, is a bleah.
Oooh! I saw someone doing the I love you cool thing.
But i didn't see who.
Evan Sanders looks the nice guy type.
Nevermind he looks different.
Now according to Karra, Dira is keeping a secret or something.
And then i wonder who's that girl Ibel was with when Karra called him.
Now Dira's parents came to Karra's house.
Now there's a small boy, i think he's Dira's brother.
They're going somewhere now.
What happened to Dira man?
OMG.
Hospital.
Dira.
No wonder so sad.
Karra left the ward.
Oh man. Why do shows always happen like this?
Dira has brain cancer?
OMG.
He has been sick for a long time.
That's why he's always so rude to everyone.
Ever since he met Karra, he had the will to live on.
Man.
Even though Ibel knows that Karra likes Dira,
he's still there man!
(If i were Karra, i would choose Ibel in the first place!)
Now Karra is in the hospital beside Dira's bed.
And Ibel is behind her.
OMG.
Why do they have to make such a sad story?
I'm gonna find the novel and then read it.
(Thank god for the subtitles. If not, i won't understand the whole story)
So what's with the word Dealova?
What does it mean anyway?
According to the small boy, he said that Dira asked for Ibel to take care of Karra.
OMG.
Don't tell me.
He died.
Now they're burying him.
What's this?
How come the story so fast?
Now 'Dira' is narrating.
OMG.
Why must it be so sad?
He thanked her because she made his last final days happy.
OMG.
Now they're showing all their past memories together.
With BCL's song in the background.
Now Karra is still sad over his death.
Now the woman just know i don't know who is eating with Ibel and she asked him if he had any feelings for her.
Yay. Ibel is leaving the place after receiving a call.
I think it gotta to do with Karra.
Now Ibel is behind Karra.
(woah. I like guys like Ibel.)
Now it's a basketball tournament.
Okay,at least Karra can still play basketball although it is kinda related to Kira.
Oooh! Now it's Karra's birthday!
Then her friend, Finta, is like dolling her up.
The band members and even Dio is there.
Oooh! Even Iraz has returned! He got a new girlfriend.
Yay! Karra's smiling again because of Ibel's efforts.
Okay, now Karra left her water bottle.
And then Ibel took it for her.
Muahahahaha.
Now they're at some place seeing a lot of pictures.
Then there's some kind of card saying
Elegi
-Dira
Now Ibel is somewhere wearing his sunglasses. Cool.
But he's saying that he must be brave saying his feelings.
Sheesh!
Then Karra and Ibel went somewhere and Karra said that all the while,she thought she had lost everything.
Then now advertisement.
Sheesh.
Start again.
Now Karra is talking about Dira and stuffs and she cannot run away from reality.
Now Karra went to Dira's house.
To return something(i think it's Dira's stuff)
Saying that she cannot keep it anymore.
Now Ibel is somewhere.
Oh man!
Oh, Karra is going somewhere or something.
Then somehow i think Ibel didn't manage to see Karra.
Then he's like sad.
Oh man.
Ooh okay, he's on a cruise i think.
Then i think Karra was supposed to get on the cruise or something.
But she didn't.
Now he seems to be sad.
Then he's packing his stuffs.
Oh man.
Sad man this show.
Then he's holding a star that Karra also have.
I'm not sure whether it's about Dira or not.
Yay!
Karra and Dira met again.
And they're together!
Yay!
Rejoice!
And they're playing Dealova!
Isn't it such a great movie?
Yay!
What an ending.
I wanted them to be together anyway!
Yes!
I've never been happier.
Once's voice is awesome.
And now ending credits role.
Wow. I've never seen an indonesian movie with a happy ending.
Hahs.
Yay.
Evan Sanders/Ibel!
I love him.
He's mine.
He has nice voice too.
Yay.
I shall find the DVD of this movie then i will buy it so that i can watch it over and over again.
It wasn't that heartbreaking because Ibel didn't die!
Although it had to be Dira.
Haha.
Benjamin Joshua is Sab's and mine is Evan Sanders.
Oooh! I take Richard Kevin too in advance.
Oh man.
Why do i feel like crying now? (Or is it because i'm sleepy?)

Okay,i've finally got my madrasah report book.
Sheesh man. My highest subject is surprisingly bahasa arab.
And r'member i did anyhow?
Sheesh.

Oooh! Maybe i might blog like this while watching Get Married tonight.
Okay. I have make a plan.
I'll record and watch Get Married tonight at 10.30pm.
Then i'll record Sponge at 3.00am or something while i'm sleeping.
Yay.
Aren't i smart?
Muahahahaha.

And remember today is Thursday. And thursday night is of course my television night.
7.00pm-Dunia Anita(Hah! Tonight's eppie got that Fendi the engineer guy. Muahahaha. I already knew he was one before he said it. Cause in malay shows, if a non-businessman or related to a datuk guy is rich,he's probably most of the time an engineer.)
7.30pm-I don't know. Maybe Love Blossoms? Ooh! Terence Cao!
8.00pm-Blast songs or something.
10.30pm-Get Married!
12.30am-Set timer.
3.00am-Sponge(but i'm sleeping)

Okay i saw the Brainscan's trailer already.
Haha, got Zul Yahya.
I'm going to persuade my parents to buy the VCD when it comes out.
Yeah.
And i still want that Bintang Hati VCD!
My Shahrul Anuar Zain! <3!
What else to watch?
Hah! Tentang Bulan on Monday but i don't know the time.
I must finish my homework by monday night because i'm going out on tuesday.
Then my fifth episode should be published on thursday.
Okay.
If i just follow this plan,everything will be alright.
Tomorrow-finish maths(at least one paper)
saturday-if free,try to do compre or something. or write story.
sunday-don't know. maybe try to do hist and geog.
monday-the english assignment thing.
The things to do can be mixed up.
Okay,i admit i'm so rushed!
And i think my brain has already rust.
Sheesh.
I'm sleepy now.

Au Revoir.
i want to be a wonderful dream in your sleep
I feel like writing a songfic now.

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The Case of fourth!episode
12:40
Yay.
Finally it is finished.
The fourth!episode of my drama story.
Yays.
It's sad. Sadder than i imagined.
Because it ended up having a fight instead.
But nonetheless, everything went as planned.
Fitted in the background music.
Even the ending credits part when they 'show' the next episode has a suitable song.
I realised something.
The show's supposed to be funny.
Sheesh.
I think it's more of drama.
The genre is comedy/drama/romance.
But i can't think what it supposed to be funny.
Now it's the sad episodes (since the guy confessed).
So episode five is about them avoiding each other (since it's awkward man. Seriously.)
Then the brothers tried to figure out why.
And the best friend is going to take the opportunity to get closer to the guy.
Episode six i think will be about them still avoiding.
Oooh! I remembered. The storyline for episode five.
-They avoid each other.
-The others notice.
-Then blahblahblah.[shall think of something here]
-The brothers find out.
-The younger bro tell the best friend(since he secretly like her anyway)
-The best friend hatch a plan.
-The best friend and the guy hang out.
-Then it rain.
-They were somewhere.
-The best friend went some place(i think maybe toilet?)
-The guy notice the female lead standing in the rain.
-The best friend went back.
-The guy pass the umbrella to her.
-And then he ran to the female lead.
Okay,i think that's all right for this episode.
After this episode finish, i shall plan out episode six.
But i know what's going to happen there.
The guy is going to say something like: 'What i said that day, i take them back.' or something.
Gosh.
Another sad episode to write.
Even the song is sad.
I even know how to end episode six.
It's already planned out in my head.
And how to start episode seven.

Yesterday night/early morning like 1.00am plus.
I spent my time writing that episode.
Even tried to make sure which line is at which part of the song.
Example, the guy left in the other direction during the chorus part.
Since i can't stand the background music/song being played halfway,
they ended up playing the full song.
Hahs.

Since i have nothing to blog about, i shall end here.
Oooh, i wrote something sad on my private blog yesterday.
But i only managed to post it today.
But it's sad.
I think it was the only post about what i really felt.

Now i'm going to imagine as though i'm really watching the show for real.
With the background music as stuff.
Or maybe just the part when he wanted to ruin the date till the end.

Au Revoir.
You treat me so well
but I don’t appreciate it
but now I understand
you’re suffering because of my stubbornness

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The Case of uh,i don't know what to write
Wednesday, December 2412:41
Hello again.
I'm bored.
Gonna do maths at around 2 something or 3.
I seriously don't know how to do history and geography. Gah. Lih.
And now,i'm figuring out how to watch get married and sponge at the same time.
Oooh! I know!
I shall record Get Married the next day if have.
Sensasi always repeat the previous day's shows.
Then i can record sponge at 11.20 as usual tomorrow!
But first, i will watch the starting of get married first at 10.30 to 11.15pm.
Then see whether the show is best or not.
Maybe it's good cause i read the synopsis and it's interesting.
Starts Nirina Zubir and the soundtrack is the Pandangan Pertama song by her and Slank.
Yeah. That song.
Oooh! I'm so addicted to listening to the song Berjanjilah by Ungu!
I love Pasha! Although he's married but, a lot of other male celebs are also married and i still like them.
Although my heart breaks knowing they're married!
But never fear!
Shahrul Anuar Zain and Terence Cao are still single!
So is LEE MIN KI!
Hyun Bin also.
You don't know how much i rejoice upon hearing the news about him and his then-girlfriend broke up last time.
In the first place, i don't even know he had a girlfriend.
So most of the Korean actors i like(love) are single.
Wooh! Rejoice.
Even Farid Kamil is a free man now!
And Pasha's wife took back her request for a divorce.
Sad man.
But Pasha's happy!
Ahmad Dhani is also a free man too!
I pity him so much because of that Maia Ahmad.
There's a song called A Tribute To Maia.
Basically the song is about her. And it states the bad side of her.
This part is one i like most.
You had all the money, you had all the fame
You had a good family and you have a good man.
Her fans would probably disagree,
but whatev.
I'm on Ahmad Dhani's side.
I support Ahmad Dhani.
(Although both of them create troubles,find out yourself)
Maia claims of abuse. Dhani claims of a lot of other things.
But i support him still anyway.
Because from what i read from the newspaper long long long time ago about them, it states about the Maia doings only.
Dhani mengklaim Maia terlalu sibuk dan menelantarkan anak-anak mereka.
(Dhani claims Maia is too busy and neglected their children.)
Okay,so you decide who are you supporting.
And i'm out of the Maia-Dhani case.
In the end, both of them keep on accusing each other and try to make the other seem irresponsible and stuff.
So both are in the wrong.
But i still appreciate Dhani's music.
Only like one song from Ratu(Maia's duo group)
Her partner used to be Pinkan Mambo, then changed to Mulan then now is Mey Chan.
Don't hear much from Duo Maia nowadays.
Hearing both sides of the story, i'm washing my hands off the matter because now they're officially divorced.
Okay, put aside their personal problems.
In the first place, when you like a celeb, you probably don't care much about their personal life, right?
(Unless of course it's five of my most favourites-Anuar Zain,Terence Cao,Lee Min Ki,Kang Ji Hwan and Hyun Bin)
Now who else is a free man?
Norman Hakim is in the process of divorce.
It seemed these days, i hear a lot of celebs getting divorce.
(Okay,no one told me Dewa performed in Singapore years back!)
Hmm,what's wrong with celebs these days?
I don't know.

Okay, i'm going to watch Dealova tomorrow!
I didn't know it stars the hot guy,Evan Sanders!
He's hot. (Based on his picture)
The movie also stars Ben Joshua, Jessica Iskandar.
Jessica Iskander also starred in a Malaysian film which starred Awal Ashaari as well. Ehem. *winks to Sabrina*
Rizky Hanggono(Cinta Fitri) also stars in Dealova.
(I had a dream related to Dealova last night.Weird.What's the meaning of Dealova anyway?)
I love the song too. Dealova-Once.
The movie is based on a novel of the same name.
If i can find the book,i would buy and read it man!

After you watch a romance movie,always watch a romantic comedy next.
Get Married is about Mae(Nirina Zubir) whose parents are desperately wanting her to get married. However,she's a tomboy who never seem to attract any guy. So her parents search for a suitor for her. However, Mae has a very high taste. So her friends, (Desta ‘Club Eighties’), Eman (Aming), dan Beni (Ringgo Agus Rahman) would chase away the possible suitors.

Until one day, Mae met a guy named Rendy(the hot Richard Kevin). Both fell in love with each other at first sight. (Hence the song Pandang Pertama). But due to a misunderstanding, her friends unfortunately chased him away too.

Then her mother fell sick and said if she die, she will become a ghost. So Mae tried to save her mother's life by finding a match. Because she don't know who to get married to, the possiblities are only her three friends. Since it tests their friendship, they agreed. The one chosen was Guntoro, but he fell sick so it became Eman instead. However, Eman also fell sick, so Beni had no choice but to marry Mae.

A party was held due to them getting married, but outsiders did not accept the fact. Rendy and his Harley team came to surround Mae's hometown, causing a gang fight to occur.
(I hope Rendy win in the end)

I want to watch Lost In Love, which is the sequel to Eiffel I'm in Love.
I also want to read the latter's novel.
Lost in Love stars a different cast from the original.
Starring Richard Kevin and Pevita Eileen Pearce.

It's now 3.15pm and i need to do my maths homework now.
Au Revoir.
the lover that had lost
now she has returned again
will i bring her to fly
in peace with the stars
the lover that had lost
now she has returned again
how very contented i am singing
and never will i let her go

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The Case of That Song!
Tuesday, December 2317:10
Yay. I finally found the song that i heard at the CD store in Angsana on the Hari Raya Haji Eve.
It's Kembali Pulang by Kangen Band.
No wonder that time i was like saying the voice of the singer is very very familiar.
Okay, and the song was just played on ria just now.
And i was 'introduced' to three other nice songs on the station too.
-Munajat Kasih-Fyno
-Selalu-Fauzie Laily
-Diantara Kalian-D'masiv

Seeing that the songs were already on air long long time ago and some even already entered Ria Charts,it means that i'm slow.
Should listen back to radio next year.
Anyway,now they're playing Hikayat Cintaku.

Okay,my blog is back after shortly 'close it down' yesterday to make way for editing the past past past blog entries. Haven't finished yet, so maybe i will close it down for a while some time in the near future.
And yesterday i read about Mighty Morphin Power Ranger.
My favourite Power Rangers ever.
And i still love Black Ranger(Adam), Blue Ranger(Billy) and Red Ranger(Rocky)
Even my favourite villians never change: Rita(The one with the pointy thing on her head,haha) and Lord Zedd(The Z guy) Haha.
But i only watched the movie version.
Haha,that Ivan Ooze.
I pratically remember everything in the movie.

I have finish my Science and Geography(the map reading only) homework!
Yay,improvement!
I wanted to do History first, but i don't seriously understand how am i supposed to write so long for the journal thing.
Is it like one entry or a few entries?
I don't know.
I'm supposed to do Malay Migrant anyway.
How am i suppose to know man?!
I also don't know how to do the other geography homework.
I need to choose a novel that i read before for the english assignment.
Maybe i'll start on maths tomorrow.
But now, i want to listen to heartbreaking songs.
And my fourth!episode hasn't been finished yet.
I think it'll be finished after i'm done with majority of the homework.
In the meantime, someone please help me.
Thank you.

Au Revoir.
kekasih yang dulu hilang
kini dia tlah kembali pulang
akan ku bawa dia terbang
damai bersama bintang
kekasih yang dulu hilang
kini dia tlah kembali pulang
betapa senang ku dendangkan
dan takkan ku lepaskan

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The Case of Bleah
Monday, December 2212:46
Hello people,i'm going to school to buy uniform today. Later. In a few minutes i guess.
Haha,okay.
I realised that i'm way way behind schedule.
I still haven't finish homework.
And fourth episode! not completed.
Although it's going to finish.
Because she met her hot ex-classmate from down the lane.
Which asked her out.
Then the male lead knew.
And then,...
The candle flame will blow out.
Then favourite scene!
I seem to have a good sense of imagination.
Even the male lead is like extremely hot.
So hot that it burns through steel.
The female lead,i think that she's like, a bit the blur type.
And bimbo. A bit. But in the end,I make her seem less bimbo.
She's talks so loud as if cannot be any louder.
Then her best friend! The evil one.
She's not that pretty. She's pretty ugly. Hah.
The first brother is supposed to be someone who's handsome but somewhat lazy.
The nerdy younger brother is well,geeky and nerdy.
The grandmother is like,uh,a bit songe.
The boss is very bossy.
Yeah,and i'll try to make the ex-boyfriend appear.
He is somewhat similar to the second male lead in Save the last dance for me. As in his hotness level.
But he went to jail for a crime long time ago.
So then he return to take back the female lead.
He's evil anyway. He's gonna have a fight scene with male lead in the rain.
I even put in the background music.
Haha.
Fight scene-25 Million.
Male lead going to spoil female lead's date-Waiting for your love.
Male lead going to run into female lead after she found out the plot by best friend-Eung Geub Shil.
Okay,i need to go now.

Au Revoir.
I promise i'll update soon.

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The Case of Rules
Sunday, December 2112:06
Rule #1-Never make a schedule if you're not going to follow it.
Rule #2-Never procastinate to do your homework.
Rule #3-Never go out of point when writing an entry. People tend to misunderstand.
Rule #4-Never let your portable mouse spoil,or else you get irritated like me.
Rule #5-Never listen to your mp4,thinking it will help you to fall asleep. You'll always tend to listen and skip songs instead of trying to sleep.
Rule #6-Never let your earphones spoil.
Rule #7-Never forget to wear your glasses when you have to.
Rule #8-Never leave your unfinished bottled drink in your bag.
Rule #9-Never use your file if in the end your paper will still get crumpled or folded.
Rule #10-Never repeat the same sad song on your mp4 or you'll tend to get the feeling like you want to cry.
Rule #11-Never want what you can't have.
Rule #12-Never jump like mad when seeing something you like. Or someone.
Rule #13-Never ignore a new person you just met.
Rule #14-Never make four blogs if you're not going to update ALL of them.
Rule #15-Never get out of point when writing a story.
Rule #16-Never join or attend something just because your friend is there.
Rule #17-Never sleep late if you know nobody is going to let you wake up late.
Rule #18-Never get obsessed over a drama. You'll tend you make your own ending.
Rule #19-Never forget any of the actors that you like.
Rule #20-Never put songs you don't listen to in your mp4 just to make the total number of songs look more.
Rule #21-Never reveal your deep dark secret to everyone.
Rule #22-Never miss someone you don't see everyday.
Rule #23-Never ignore people. You'll miss them when the time comes.
Rule #24-Never like a singer just because you love one of his song.
Rule #25-Never search for the block which has your favourite number.
Rule #26-Never go to a place where there are a lot of people you know.
Rule #27-Never be an uninvited guest when you suddenly meet a group of people you know.
Rule #28-Never write a drama plot unless you're going to be a scriptwriter.
Rule #29-Never have too many ambitions. Choose either a songwriter,scriptwriter,CSI,entomologist or other.
Rule #30-Never want to learn something just because your favourite character on your favourite show learnt it.
Rule #31-Never ever have dreams about school. It'll end up having escalators and shops like a mall.
Rule #32-Why does livejournal send me three exact same emails?
Rule #33-Never bore your friends with the same topic.
Rule #34-Never want to play something just because someone play it.
Rule #35-Never let your irritating cousin enter your room to play and step on your foot because you ask her for your stuff back. Your eardrums will be damaged.
Rule #35+1-Never make up your own rules based on your past experiences.

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The Case of Yesterday! Wooh.
Saturday, December 2012:17
Haha, i learnt hangul by myself yesterday. Haha.
I can't write properly. It's always out of the line.
So far, i still can't figure out some of them those.
It started out with the characters that i already know.
Example: Lee Min Ki.
The only one i remembered. Haha. Duh.
Hwan is very hard to write. Anything with 'h' is hard to write.
Then some other characters that i know also joined in the queue.
Then i took some from song titles/ lyrics. And of course, korean dramas.
Then i analyse them.
So i figured out which thing is which letter.
That's how i could solve some of them.
[Although of course, i cheated by looking at the romanisation and remembering them. Haha.]
I think the nicest characters i can write are 이 and 정.
I love the character 현. Nice.
Okay, i need to go now.
I'm way behind schedule.

Au Revoir.
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The Case of My Absence
Friday, December 1917:52
Hello people.
I'm wearing specs now.
I forgot to in the morning.
Lame. Sigh.
This blog is going to be dead these days.
Nope it didn't eat any poison apple or pricked its finger on a spinning wheel.
It's just that i'm taking a small break from this blog to write my show.
I'm bored, resulting in the decision to make a drama plot.
Tonight's the fourth episode, which i'm looking forward to write.
Because of the episode tonight. Haha. Can't wait.
I'm starting to get use to livejournal.
And i'm putting the whole Ungu and Anuar Zain album on my mp4. Wooh.
Oooh, i realise something.
I should have untick the box for 'Demi Waktu'. Whoops.
I feel like not going to YMC tomorrow. Sheesh.
I haven't finish my homework yet.
That's horrible, so i started just now. Wooh. Science.
Might be doing History tonight.
I practically plan out how to divide the [home]work load in 9 days.
I've decided to be more organise by planning out my day.
And making notes of when my flights to Reality and Dreamland depart.
Okay, that's may sound lame to all.
Oooh, my dad wants the memory card adapter, but i can't seem to put a finger on where i placed it.
A long time ago.
I thought i had put it inside my mp4 box.
But no, it has to be not there.
So i'll keep finding until i find it.
Oh man, i'm not following schedule right now.
Late by seven minutes.
Whoops.
Got to go now.
And rate songs.
Oooh, there's Are you afraid of the dark tonight.

Au Revoir.
Don't blame me for being an automatophobic.

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The Case of My Story
Wednesday, December 1716:16
Oh man!
I was in the middle of writing my second episode when suddenly i accidentally click something and then it went to another link. When i go back to the entry, my very long script was lost. I was already writing about the guy leaving the place, but i lost that part. Now i have to rewrite the long thing again. From the part he came to the part he left. Gah! So irratating. So now, i'm going to type on notepad first then copy and paste to the entry box! Gah. I planned to finsih the story before the laptop battery died but now it has crashed. The plan i mean. So now, i'm gonna type stuffs first.

Au Revoir.

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The Case of Last Saturday
Tuesday, December 1613:40
Last Saturday, my family went to Changi Airport Terminal 2 to have lunch. We ate at Fresh Bulgogi. I ordered the garlic chicken bap which is number 15, and pespi which is number 128. Haha,i didn't realised it! My adik ordered pespi float, the 135th item on the menu. Haha. OMG! Anyway,to place our orders, we must select the items on the computer screen instead of the waiter taking down the orders. So cool. Some more the food came very fast. Haha. My food was delicious! Although there were a lot of vegetables. So in the end, i separated the veggies and put them aside.

After eating, we took the skytrain to terminal 3 to go to the candy house to redeem the sweets thing. I went inside with my adik and since we were only given two minutes, we took whatever we saw. I tried to squeeze some sweets in order to make sure we could cover the lid. Then we took picture with the 'Santa Claus'. Haha. Then we went out. But some of the stuffs were too big so they took up a lot of space. So we didn't really get a lot of stuffs. Then we looked at the CDs/DVDs/VCDs and books on sale. I saw a book that i wanted. But cannot buy. So in the end, we went home.

Okay so now, i have to wear spectacles when i watch tv or use the computer! Can you believe it? I feel so weird man. By the way, i got my new specs yesterday. I think i look weird wearing it at home, as i don't usually wear specs at home. Now i don't know what to do with my previous specs. Gah. I missed it. As you know, i have been using the specs for like 2 and a half years. Gah. But to think of it, another wish has been granted! Yay!

I'm off to watch television. Or maybe write that song i got the inspiration in the toilet yet again. Then i shall hopefully try to do some questions of the holiday homework. As you know, i'm only left with around 2 and a half more weeks!

Au Revoir.
Sheesh,i forgot the tune.

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The Case of This Week
Sunday, December 1415:56
Monday-See details.
Tuesday-Didn't go for ML.
Wednesday-Went to the barbeque pit at Junie's condo,only to help out filling the balloons with water. Talked to Sab and Nisa. Oooh, I declared that i don't like Vincent Chong anymore! Only like his song, Mengapa Harus Cinta. Thank you.
Thursday-What did i do? Umm, slept i guess. And watched Dunia Anita though i watched before. And i still think that that Mokram guy looks like Galih without having one big eye and one small eye. And the Mokram guy is cute also! Like Galih of course. Although Mokram was supposedly a player. But a cute one at that. Watched Don't Forget The Lyrics and was pratically singing to the song As Long As You Love Me. Haha. Was singing Hey Jude with my adik too. Haha. Then watched Loveholic while waiting for Sponge. Second last episode man! So sad. Gonna buy the DVD when i have the money. Oooh, another to my wishlist! Though no one's gonna give me anything. Then Sponge was about bleach on food. Yucks. What kind of heartless people are there in the world. Then the story, i thought it was a horror story since i didn't watched the Scary Secrets part. Haha. I thought the father, mother and sister were all ghosts except for the son. Because the father told the son, "You were our only hope" Haha. Actually they were planning to die together. But the son went out of the car,leaving the rest to commit suicide. He then suffered from post-traumatic disorder and committed suicide as well a few days later. The other story was about the same disorder as well.
Friday-I forgot what i did. Watched Are You Afraid Of The Dark? and Campus Shrewd though. I found that Jia Sile is like, i don't know what's the word i'm looking for. But i find him cute only when he was over the moon knowing that the Xiaohua agreed to go out with him with marriage in mind. Hey,don't blame me, i only read the subtitles. But i know that actually Xiaohua likes Tangmen instead. Haha. I just know.

Au Revoir.

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The Case Of Hari Raya Haji
Monday, December 823:00
First, need to wake up early.
Then i didn't take breakfast because since i already took wudhu' ,i was lazy to take again.
Then went to sembayang hari raya a the masjid by car because it was raining heavily. It was also the first time in years that i celebrated Hari Raya Haji in the rain. Hahas. My feet suffered from pains and needles while sitting down in the masjid,adding to the coldness and the crampy-ness of the limited space i had in the mosque. Oh yeah, did i mention my kain was like wet due to the rain? Then after that, we had to run in the rain to the shelter. Then ran to the car also. Wet man!
Then after that,i forgot what happened. I think i ate the four cut pieces of the ketupat and ate two pieces of the cut daging. Then i think we all watched the Ziana Zain show or something. Oh yeah, this year,i didn't see the takbir on tv where they show some of the malaysian artists. I only saw the police force and the firefighters and the parliment people i think. Last time, the artists one,i think i saw Anuar Zain or something.

Then i went upstairs. Everybody was like sleeping except for me and my adik. So we kept on joking and laughing uncontrolably. Haha. Funny. Then we fell asleep.

I was already enjoying my sleep where no one can disturb me when suddenly i heard the door open.
"RUSYDIAH!"

Sheesh. Ever heard of knocking the door,kiddo? This was also followed by Mak Nenek The So-called wanting to the the leader because she's so bossy cousin of mine whom i really don't like due to her very mak nenek-ness and childishness and irratating-ness and rude-ness and whatever-ness.

Boy was i very irratated that i had to be waken up to say:
"Argh!" following my irratated-ness.

After the door was free of the two-thirds of the mak nenek group, i finally said to my adik, "Rude seh!" Merepek seh diorang! If i could, i would definately poke people's faces until you can see a dent! Hah! I could still here the other kiddos laughing and what not. Sheesh! Can't we at least have some privacy? Gosh,when i was small, ever had i just randomly open someone's bedroom's door! What ever happened to manners instilled in young children? Gosh someone help me.

Then after that incident, i decided to go down to salam Ateh. Including Ateh, the new visitors were Afiqah, Adlina, Haqim, Haziq and Fathiha.

Then blahblahblah i don't remember the details. Then as my family were going back soon, my mom asked me and first sister to finish the leftover ice cream. So we took an ice cream stick each. Then, as we were eating the delicious ice cream, someone had to stare...

I find her lame. Want to complain/say something secretly also bad technique. She'll look at the person/people she's complaining about while whispering to the person she's telling to. Sheesh budak! I totally know what you complained to my adik! Hah! So what if i ate ice cream? Not yours anyway. Even when i was a kid,i wasn't that jealous seeing someone eating something that i don't have. Hmph!

Then after everything, we finally went back. But trouble had to come to me. Sheesh. I didn't managed to go to Wak Midah's house due to something stupid that had to creep out. Sheesh lah.
So i went to sleep,spoiling my plan to cook egg for my own dinner. So i didn't. After everything, i slept again. And i was shivering all over that i have to sleep with the school jacket.

Au Revoir.
But still,i got duit raya from Wak Midah. :]

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The Case Of Eve Of Hari Raya Haji
Sunday, December 723:34
First,i woke up at 6.ooam around there i think.
Then bathed and all then checked my bag.
Then around 7 something we got into the car.
After my mom went to the ATM to withdraw money, we drove off to the bus stop opposite my former primary school to fetch my two cousins,whose parents went for haji, Kakak Aqilah and Abang Irfaan. And Kakak Aqilah sat beside me. Then she suddenly took out her hand to salam me. Okay how shock was i because we rarely salam each other. Haha,okay so the car seating arrangement was like this:

Window
My mom My Dad
Abang Irfaan Kakak Aqilah Me
Kakak Hana Rusydiah

Then blahblahblah then we went to Woodlands Checkpoint. Then there was a jam at the Malaysian side. So while in the car, my parents were like listening to Warna on the radio then suddenly Warna played the song Aku Masih Sayang by ST 12. Then i was silently happy-happy listening to the song but then my mom changed the station halfway. :'(

Then blahblahblah and then after having our passports stamped all that, we were led to the new immigration checkpoint place. Very dark man! Then the way out was like very long winded. Must turn here turn there blah blah blah. After that, we went for breakfast at the place near my grandparents' house. I ordered one plain prata and one egg prata but i didn't finished the egg prata! Gosh. [In the end, it was eaten by my grandmother in the late afternoon]

So after arriving at my grandparents' house and salam-ed them, i went up to the bedroom which was always occupied by my family. And the pillows were like very digusting...and thousand and one pillows were there inside the room. Like almost every other pillow from the other rooms were compiled there. So i lstened to my mp4 at volume 1 as my earphones betrayed me and decided to die. And then conteng my orange notebook. Haha. But i lost my favourite light blue ink pen of mine somewhere in the house so i could not continue conteng that night and day.

Then i fell asleep. And i didn't realise that i was still listening to my mp4 until i woke up, seeing it still playing, and the song playing was Menyesal by Ressa Herlambang. I think that's how you spell his name. Anyway,then my dad, my two sisters and me went to Angsana, the place i dread the most, to buy stuffs. Haha, i ended up buying Anuar Zain's album, the one with songs like Lelaki Ini and Ketulusan Hati and Ungu's Melayang album,with songs like Demi Waktu and Tercipta Untukku. Though i haven't listen to both albums. Yet. Then we bought a lot of junk food like crackers and ICE-CREAM. Muahahaha. I ate two ice cream sticks that night. Muahahahaha. And i owed my dad RM 5 for the CDs because i only had RM 60. Now i'm broke. As in only for malaysian currency.

Then at night,ate dinner. Then ate ice cream! Haha. Okay then watched the Singapore VS Myanmar matched then i was like really blank. Haha. Then went upstairs and then i listened to mp4 again then i think i slept. But that night i cannot sleep! Because of all the noises made by the people in the room! And then outside i heard people citing the takbir raya. Then i could not find a comfortable sleeping position so i tossed and turned the whole night.

Au Revoir.
Part Two is coming up next.

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The Case Of Munchausen Syndrome by Proxy
Saturday, December 613:47
BBMak anyone?
Well,it turned out they had disbanded 5 years ago and i just thought they were on hiatus for a very long time all along. Sheesh.
Westlife? On hiatus from 1 July 2008 to 1 July 2009. And i didn't know Nicky married Georgina already. All along i thought they were only engaged. Haha. Slow. Kian Egan is engaged! My kinda first celeb crush! Gosh! Shane Filan married Kian's cousin. So Mark's the only one that i know about his personal life all along. Haha. So yes, i'm falling in love with them once again. Since i was like what? 5 years old. Haha. Have almost every album except for Allow Us To Be Frank, Face To Face and Back Home. My first sister has World Of Our Own and i have the rest. Except that my Coast To Coast is the burned one. The original one is kept by my sister. So i'm gonna save money to buy the three albums.

Nick Carter anybody? I'm starting to fall for him again! And i keep on listening his songs in my mp4. I totally love his whole album,Now Or Never, except for the song Miss America because i don't really like that song. Wooh! Nick Carter! And he's 28!

And now, back to the point. As you've read the title, The Case Of Munchausen Syndrome by Proxy. I first learnt about it on Thursday during Sponge. Didn't know such thing exist, but it's scary. Especially when the mother made her own daughter sick. You should watch the episode. In Sponge, the girl said the sentence,
"I was born sick...I was born from a sick mother's sick uterus"
The daughter was always sick, for 20 years she had the same illness. The doctor said not to give her certain foods, but her mother did. Once,she was playing at the playground when suddenly someone pushed her. It was...
none other than her mother. She did not even hesitate to break her daughter's arm. And the thing was that the mother was feeding her with matches. The doctor and husband only found out 10 years after the daughter had a surgery. And to think it was her own mother's doing. The story was based on the true story of Julie Gregory. Her book, Sickened, is about it.

Au Revoir.

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The Case of My Return!
Thursday, December 413:09
Sheesh! Haha. I'm back from a five day break! It seemed like forever to me though. Hahas. And i got a lot of stories to share. So i'm going to cheat the date, to make it seem as though i was never gone. And my very awesome 496 songs! Wooh! I love all of you songs! And tv3 must login/register to watch the episodes online! Gah! Now i'm thinking whether should i or not. See first if i missed episodes that i really need to watch. Yay, today's Thursday meaning tonight is tv night! Yay!

7.00pm-Dunia Anita
7.30pm-Irritate people by watching the episode again!
8.oopm-Don't Forget The Lyrics [I think it's at 8]
9.00pm-Either blast songs or watch Purnama. Or stare at Kang Ji Hwan's handsome face by watching Hong Gil Dong.
10.10pm-Either blast songs or watch Loveholic so that i can steal quotes again. Haha.
11.20pm-Sponge! OMG,i love that show. I bet they're gonna talk about Food Addictives again and then secrets and then something. I hope it's humiliated criminals. I hope they won't do a Horror Sponge again. I'm watching late at night okay! Malam Jumaat lagi tu!

Then i sleep at 12.30am. Haha.

I wonder why random people/artists i don't know want to add me as a friend on imeem. Now, i have accepted Britney Spears' request. Haha. Okay, i just want to be friends with artists.

Updating the past right now. Then shall update my dream that day,only the significant part because i don't remember the rest, on my private blog. Then maybe i will either change blogskin or change lyrics.

Au Revoir.
ETA:Wooh! Finally finished updating! Now updates about the week!

Monday-Sent sister to airport. Read the previous blog entry.

Tuesday-I was just blasting off songs in my mp4.

Wednesday-Ripped a lot of songs to mp4! Wooh! Now got a lot of new songs! Yay! But changing the information using Creative Centrale is not done yet. Most of the new songs are missing informations. And Adlina came for a sleepover. Of course, she and my adik, all they do is just play! Haha. Then while they played in my room, i just sit down and listened to mp4. And writing down random song lyrics on the YMC ORANGE Notebook. Haha. You should see what i did to the other small notebook i have from 2 years back. Very nice. Supposed to be like a letter,in the form of song lyrics. Haha. Was just random. And the replying letter had a secret message. Haha. I'm now addicted to do that. But the problem is that all the nice songs lyrics have been used and some i'm not sure of the lyrics. Sometimes i just put the very wrong lyrics and then put a question marks. But most of the time, i tend to write wrongly cause my brain think senget-ly and dented-ly. Haha. Then i watched Puteri with my mom, my adik and Adlina. While sms-ing Sab. Haha. Then i went somewhere and when i came back, Adlina was already fast asleep. Okay,haha. So my mom had to carry her to my adik and my room. I slept in my bed, while Adlina slept in my adik's bed and my adik at the side. My mom even had to put an extra matress on the floor, in case due to my adik and Adlina's lasak-ness while sleeping, my adik fall on the floor. Haha. Padan face! I even had difficulty sleeping because most of the time,i get to take my adik's space on her bed when she's sleeping so that i can take revenge on her for putting her foot on me. But since Adlina was sleeping beside me, separated by my Garfield bolster, i cannot do that! Sheesh! But i ended up sleeping somehow, long after Adlina and my adik dozed off. Luckily there's no Fathiha. If not, i'll be the one who end up sleeping on the floor due to the MNs' lasak-ness while sleeping. Ceyh, as though i don't sleep lasak like that. But my lasak-ness is due to me not being able to sleep. Sheesh!

Today-Woke up late. Actually, after Subuh, i cannot sleep because my adik on the lights and never wanting to switch them off for the convinience of her forever room mate that is moi. Sheesh! Then i listened to my mp4. My adik ended up sleeping on the matress on the floor,because apparently, Adlina took up her space on her bed. Haha. Then finally the lights were switched off, but Adlina and my adik woke up. *Finally* But Adlina slept back i think so i managed to somehow sleep. Yes! Then both of them happy happy play all morning. Then i woke up at around 11. Sheesh,what a bad example am i! Haha. And till now, they're still happy happy playing with toys found on my adik's bed. Wait, actually, they were placed on my bed at first then finally after i complained, my mom told the maid to not put the toy on my bed but on my adik's bed instead. Haha! Because of the stupid toys, i tend not to be able to sleep at night, due to the space they take up every night! Now, since my adik don't have "long" legs as me, she's so entitled to sleep with her toys every night. Haha. Now i just sleep with my mp4,pencil case[occasionally],notebooks i very lazy to keep inside my drawer, my USB cable and thumbdrive kept in a ziploc bag, my phone[in case that Sab sms me when i'm asleep,as she do most of the time] and other insignificant things. Haha.

And my adik's nameless teddy bear has been named as of yesterday, at approximately around 8 or 9pm. It has been given a name, which is Dayang Lili, named after the baby in one of the old Puteri episodes after my adik watched that episode. Sheesh, if i had known, i wouldn't let her watch that recorded episode of mine! Gah!

And this coming Hari Raya Haji on Monday,8 December 2008,would be very very different. Normally the routine every year is like this:
-Go Johor to Nenek's house
-Then some time later or earlier, Mak Cik and family+ Haqim,Haziq and Fathiha came also.
-Mak Ngah and family[minus Abang Hafiz for the past few years cause he went London to study] also come.
-Ateh and family would come around night time or something
-On the day itself, go sembayang hari raya.
-Then eat and eat.
-Then forced to watch boring malay dramas with the same plot [waiting for family to reunite,normal same boring old plot for Raya dramas]
-Then Ateh and family go back Singapore.
-Same goes for Mak Cik and family.
-Mak Ngah and family would go to Muar to visit their other side.
-Then my family would leave around late afternoon or evening.
-Then go Ang Mo Kio to Wak Midah/Wak Noi's house. And can eat the lovely pistachios! As always available during Raya time at their house.
-Then go home and very tired.

Mostly the same routine for both Hari Raya Haji and Hari Raya Puasa. Cause both are basically Hari Raya. Although most of the time i don't get duit raya for Hari Raya Haji cause it's not the normal Hari Raya where we'll visit external relatives' house. Only go Nenek's house and Wak Midah/Wak Noi's house. Maybe Wak Hamid also might be there. I can predict what's going to happen every year man.

But this year,things are different. Mak Cik and Pak Cik are not there since they went Haji already. Meaning,according to my eavesdroppingness, if Ateh and family is coming on the day itself, Abang Irfaan and Kakak Aqilah will tompang our car,along with Haqim,Haziq and Fathiha and their maid. Plus, my second sister is away and Mak Usu has her stall to take care of. That's 4 people down.

Mak Ngah and family are not coming as well cause they're celebrating at Pak Ngah's kampung/parents' house. Another 4 down. Pak Long and family,normally they don't come during Hari Raya Haji so that's another 6 down. Same goes for Mak Uda and family, who i haven't not seen for years due to their absence during Raya time for the past few years. They're MIA to me, although i know they're in Negeri Sembilan somewhere cause i don't remember the exact street name. That's 5 down,annually.

So add 4+4+6+5=19.
Coming: 5+2+3[if those kiddos are coming,the maid not included]+5+2[atuk and nenek]=17
Out of a possible: 2+6+4+6+4+5+5+4
=36
How little people! Normally there's 2+6+4+4+5+4= 25
So by right, this year, there would be 8 people not coming. And 8 is a big number if you see my extended family.

But as long you celebrate it as how you're supposed to celebrate it, it should be fine. It's understandable.

Au Revoir.
Since i'm listening to 'Go The Distance' from Hercules[Haha,classic disney song!], I will go the distance to make an effort to go for sembayang hari raya. Since i've been not doing it for the past year and i think past past year.
Hey,we're just walking to the masjid which is very near Nenek's house. So i must try to go!

Monday,here i come. But first i need to watch the continuation of the thursday 7.00pm show tonight. Then Monday can come for all i care,although the toilets at Nenek's house have only cold water. Sheesh,i'm complaining again.

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The Case of Another Flight Taking Off
Monday, December 123:33
Went to the airport to send my second sister to the airport cause she's going for her Outward Bound thing. I saw a sign,saying 'Raffles Class'. At first i thought what,but it turned out it's for very very rich people. Ceyh.

So blahblahblah and i saw the board saying that the flights to Bangkok and a flight to Tokyo-Narita were cancelled. I understand the cancellation of flights to Bangkok but Tokyo? Then me and my adik were stuk somewhere because my parents and sister went somewhere. Actually they went to the end of the airport to change luggage bag because the luggage bag's lock broke and it's beyond repair. So had to pack all the stuffs into the spare backpack that my dad brought just in case. Then the guy briefed all those going. Then they checked-in. Then the guy briefed them again. Then they all went to the departure gate. Then after my sister was no longer seeable, my parents, me and my adik went to the airport canteen to eat lunch/dinner. My mom and adik ate Nasi Ayam Penyek, my dad ate gado-gado while i ate the classic Nasi Ayam. I drank Orange Juice! Haha. Then after that,we left but since my adik's drink haven't finished yet, it had to be brought home.

In the car, i wanted to sleep but could not. And i was very talkative at the airport. Haha. Was asking a hundred million and one questions. About Haji, about french and about other random stuffs. Haha. I tend to be talkative when my mind's cluttered with random questions that pop inside my head. Listened to mp4. Then reached home.

At night, i was trying to testing how to wear my guides uniform since it's been more that 6 or 7 months since i last wore it. And tried to try the scarf but couldn't make that perfect square. And my guides belt is very very loose. So i'm asking my mom to punch a hole at the belt soon. And the proficiency badges of mine haven't been sewn yet. And my dad was asking what's the use of those badges. And i requested my parents to put my Total Defence Bronze Badge certificate in a frame then hang it in my room. So when my adik kaypohly invite people into our room,people like my aunts, they'll see my achievements. Yes, i should put all of my certificates in my room when it's neater and not filled with toys. Which i think should be around when i'm 16 or 17,depending on my adik's immaturity.

*The toys are NOT mine. None is even used to be mine. My Samdol doll, my Shasha doll[somewhere out there or thrown anyway] and my Froggy doll are not found in my room. They could be found in the study room/maid's room/ "library"/ computer room/ clothes room/ toys store/ iron clothes room/ some other stuffs. But it's known as the study room though no one studies there. I only used it as a study room when i was studying for Geography. And my actual study room is actually my comfy bed, which i can shut down my system or restart anytime i want. Anyway, for your information, my Samdol doll is the polka dots green ugly doll and his name is Samdol! Haha. I used to have a good taste of naming stuffs. NOT. Haha. My Shasha doll is named Shasha and the best thing i like about her is that she's not the type of doll that i have a phobia of,which is the doll that opens and closes her eyes. I have a phobia of that. I remembered as a kid, i would take Shasha everywhere with me. Even when i want to take my passport photo. Haha. I admit, I was childish and girlish as a kiddo. And last of all, my Froggy doll. I didn't spend a lot of time with it as a kiddo but i did spend a lot of time with Froggy when i was a baby. It never had a name so i just call him Froggy since he's a frog. And i even took a baby photo with him. Haha. And his friend the blue colour almost-a-frog as well. Haha. My mom told me last time that when i was a baby, i threw Froggy at my Nenek. Haha. Oops,sorry!

But now, the only things that i still love from being a 4 year old until now is my bantal! Haha, my green bear pillow! It is considered as a bantal busuk to many people, but it's not smelly! At first it smelled babyish,now it smells just nice. Haha. That's one thing i can't sleep without. Actually,last time i had a few small bantal busuks, but they's super smelly that they're thrown away. Haha. I don't like that green colour bantal busuk anyway but the other one was from babyhood so it had some sentimental value but it's super smelly and was thrown away.

Another thing dating back to when i was 5 years old is my Garfield pillow and my Garfield bloster. Haha. Last time, i used to sleep with only these three items-my green bear pillow, my Garfield pillow and bolster. Another to the collection is my ABC bolster. Haha. It's actually my sister's one, but it was passed on to me. Her dinosaur bolster was also passed to me. But that one was thrown away. Haha, so the only stuffs i treasure and still love from babyhood are the four important sleeping materials-green bear pillow,Garfield pillow and bolster and ABC bolster. Haha. I still need them to this day. Although my Garfield bolster is always stolen by my mom to make sure that my adik don't drop off the bed! Sheesh!

And my ice-cream that Liyana gave me. The strawberry dropped off. Gah! I will ask my mom to sew it for me. I sleep with the ice-cream too, and my normal pillow for me to put my head. The pillows from babyhood are for comfort purposes. Garfield pillow is used for me to hug when i sleep and Bear pillow for me to cover my face so that i can smell the goodness of the pillow. Haha. I'm lame. I admit.

Au Revoir!

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