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handsdown.
this is the best day I can ever remember.
am i more than
you bargained for yet?
Rabiatul Adawiyah Rosli
24 August.
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Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe;
Friday, March 2621:54
Tag replies(:
(Okay i can't believe i actually got enough tags to have a tag reply post.)

Jass :D:hehehehehe, i just have to mention them. they were too hyper seeing all the performances! ahahhahaha!
*rachel*: see, my melaka post is really really long. it's almost the whole summary of what happened! haha! i seriously got nothing better to do.
JINGWEN: shall relink you soon, ex-girlf. haha.
B: It's so obvious that you're BCSY man! Haha, think i don't know is it?! GO MY BLOG OFTEN YO!
B: And to go to Jingwen's blog, just click on her name on the previous tag she posted(:

Hehe, i'm bored now. Okay, shall go play facebook games now.
Au Revoir.

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Hands down, this is the best day i will ever remember, always remember;
20:42
I shan't brood over undesirable sad stuffs right now cause other people are brooding about other undesirable sad stuffs.
So i shall go and post about one of the happiest moments in my life.


MELAKA TRIP (:

Day One(:
Had to wake up super early! Mom woke me up at 4.30 in the morning and i had to take the taxi at 5.15 in the morning. Plus the extremely far distance from my house to school and additional midnight surcharge and booking fee the fare came up to $27. Lucky my dad gave more than enough money if not i can only give the taxi driver malaysian currency. Haha!

So anyway, reached school, got on the bus, blahblahblah. We fetched the Queensway Guides first before proceeding to the checkpoint. I learnt how to use biometric passport for the first time! (: Haha, sorry i don't usually take coach to malaysia. Biometric is the express lane yo! Haha. So then we got onto the bus again and changed bus at the malaysian checkpoint. Then we stopped somewhere for breakfast. Don't know why i bought three cheese hotdogs, but they were really filling. Then we all bought snacks (as usual!) and we left off.

We slept in the bus and all, blahblahblah. Then stop for toilet. Then instead of sleeping again, i got stopped by Jingwen who wanted me to send her songs to her new phone. Hah. Then we reached the Salvation Army place. Took pictures and made friends while our Malaccan counterparts. But they were like around 19 like that so there was a huge age difference. Then we had lunch. The soup was coming out of the plastic bag and like no one wanted to eat the soup. Okay anyway, my group did "weeding" or something. I don't know. We sort of scooped out the leaves and litter in the drain. I like the dustpan job(: Haha. But it was disgusting cause got a lot of red ants. Haha. Eee, i hate red ants! Then we did the craftwork! At first i didn't know how to do, then the person taught me. Then i took ages to figure out how to do. Then when i had finally figured it out, the lady went over and took all the wool thingy out! Then had to redo over again. No wonder i still can't finish the craft until today. HAHA!

Then we went to the hotel. My heart sank seeing the hotel like seriously. The hotel toilet was like bleah. We went for dinner at this restaurant, and ohmygod the place was really really nice! I'd rather sleep there than at the hotel! Yeah, but no such thing. We went to 7-Eleven and bought snacks for our so-called party the next night. I got Pop! Haha, i love my pop. Then we went back to the hotel for the inter-unit activities. I integrated myself into Coy Two as they had little sec threes and we came up with a cheer in around 5 to 10 mins. Haha. Then there was a dress up competition. Li Ying and I got blindfolded and Hillary was our "nyonya" whom we had to dress up in a blindfolded situation. I was scared that i'd touch...some parts which i'm not supposed to touch. Wah lucky i was very careful. Haha. Then the fashion runway, i liked Hillary's expression! Haha! Oh, and the coy one design was very nice, i liked the back part of the dress. Then it was the bomb game or something. The sweets one. Haha, i liked the way the Northland guides described! Okay then it was COH and wash up and sleep.

Deseree, Jingwen, Hillary and I went to the guiders' room to sleep. Oh my god, i like their room can?! It was really nice and cozy and comfortable. But my leg pained (is there such a word?) in the middle of the night, and i couldn't turn cause i scared i'd fall down of the bed. Haha!

Day Two(:
(Oh my god, i wrote a lot for the first day)
Breakfast was awesome. I think that's the only nice thing about the hotel, its food. Or maybe they're just biased against our room. So anyway, blahblahblah, we ate and ate then it was time to go. We went to Salvation Army again and Coy One had to do weeding. Gosh, i'm forever stuck in weeding. Haha, i know it's not because i don't like Weed. So anyway, MZ took a lot of unglam photos using my camera. And i deleted my unglam pic from my facebook album. Eeyer, so ugly man my photo! Okay so anyway, i had to pluck out the stupid green colour twirlies (well, i think they're climbers, but i like this nickname for them) which were really irritating cause there were too many of them and they twirled around the metal fence, making it hard for me to take them out. Irritating.

Then we made friends with the malaccan guides from another school. They taught us the chacha! OMG I LOVE CHACHA! Okay, then i forgot what's next. :O

Oh, then we went hotel for lunch. And interacted with secones, though i didn't know what to say to them. Jass was there with me too (: Okay, then inter-unit activities again! First was CEDAR GUIDES (: We gave them the puzzle to do. Oh my god, i see also i cannot do! Haha! Then they played the longest line. Then it was the Queensway guides' turn. They had some sort of 'amazing race' or something. One of our cedar team won first and another won third. (:

Then we prepared for campfire. Meanwhile, we decided to watch tv. Hillary switched the channel to Tv9, and they were showing Spongebob. She didn't realise it was in malay until i told her so. Then i ended up having to translate. Haha, then we watched Disney! Omg, i love Disney! <3

Day Three(:
We packed our bags and went for morning exercise and breakfast. Then room inspection. We watched Mr Bean while waiting! HAHA, MR BEAN IS DAMN STUPID! LAME LAH HIM! Hahahaha! But we got interrupted and had to go down already. Had debrief and all then go to the bus. Sat with Nithya this time. We stopped at the Kueh Shop thing, but i was lazy to go down. Anyway, then after that, we slept in the bus. Oh my god, it was the most comfortable sleep i had for the trip. Haha, in the bus some more! Such a nice sleep! Haha. Then we stopped for lunch and we were on our way again. The four of us sitting at the back were talking about random stuffs, like OAC and all that instead of sleeping like the others. Then before we knew it, we reached the checkpoint already. And then, we sent the Queensway Guides first then back to our school. We started singing random songs in the bus, like nursery rhymes(?!) and all. Too high from campfire already! Haha! Then when we reached school, everyone was waiting for their parents. And then my daddy came and took me home.

Three days never seemed so fast to me before.
I know at first i cursed at myself, but now i'm really glad that i went for the trip.
It was really an unforgettable trip.
It wouldn't be so great without the support of the guiders, trainers, fellow guides, especially the other nine sec threes guides (:
I think we really bond a lot during the trip, the ten of us. I'll never forget all the happy moments we had during this whole trip.
ESPECIALLY CAMPFIRE. WHOOTS.

But the boy scouts are not hot at all. Maybe it's either i get the average looking ones, or just that my standard is too high.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA


Au Revoir.

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So How Did You Get Here Under My Skin?
Wednesday, March 2417:57
Tag replies :D

NISAAA: I know, the instructors rock to the max, like seriously. Y'all did great! (:
fitriah!: haha, i <3 you too! all of us will join GPA next year! (:
CHARMAINE: HELLO TO YOU TOO! (:
fatin: ohmygod, i know right. he's damn hot!!! finally someone agrees with me! (:
Sarcthy: Haha, yeah we should. Maybe we can go home after YOG like last time after AYG? (:

Okay i'm done. This is just to revive my blog.
Shall post about Malacca soon! :D

Au Revoir.
And my sister's answer for the question in the song for this post title:
By the MRT.
I rolled my eyes at her.

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Maybe we said it was over, but baby i can't let you go.
Thursday, March 1821:20
Okay people, i'll be gone for three days.
Whee?
And i haven't finish homework. Spite.
Shall try to chiong when i get home on sunday.
Right now, i better start packing my guides uniform and other items.
Hey, at least i've packed half of the pack list. Or lesser.
Gotta polish my badge.

Oh goodbye lovely place, i'll see you again soon.

Au Revoir.

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These Hearts They Race From Self Control;
Sunday, March 1420:07
Oh dear, i need to come up with a stupid excuse not to go for the SAC.
It means Sembelih Ayam Crap.
Shh.
I have no idea why they have to make it on a friday night after school, only to come back a few hours before school.
How to finish homework man?!
Besides, i don't think any of my friends are going, so i'm not going.
They said it would be fun, but i don't think so.
Their definition of fun is far off than mine.

Today madrasah was like boring. Gosh i don't like arab man. I don't understand what the teacher talking about, she talks too fast that i don't have time to write down the meanings.
Gosh when is the teacher coming back?!
I have no idea why suddenly the other teacher go and talk about psychology. I don't know what's the connection with the topic.
I realised we're really slow this year, cause we take one whole term to study one chapter. Gosh.
So anyway, i really like slack lessons during madrasah.
Not the stupidly combined classes ones.

Anyway, you know i spitted out blood from my mouth.
I have no idea which part is it that caused the blood.
Lucky it stopped. I hope.

I'm going for that Innova JC thing tomorrow, i have no idea what it's about except that it's related to malay stuffs. Gosh. The only reason why i join cause it's near my house.
Which reminds me, i need to send them my particulars and all. Sheesh.

You know i only have two free days during the so-called march holidays. They're not even holidays.

Au Revoir.

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To Sweet Beginnings And Bitter Endings;
Saturday, March 1321:09
To dearest GPA members,

Today was finally the day we all had been waiting for. I could see very well how much effort y'all have put in for the competition, and i knew it from the start we could clinch the top three spots. Though i was just the tech person, i could see all of you doing your best from up there, and it was definately the best performance out of all your other rehearsals. Sure, there were a few minor glitches, like the curtain problem and the emcee disrupting the ending, but we managed to pull through it right. In short, i would like to say it was fun having y'all around, though most of the time i was just sitting down and trying to take note of what light and what sound at what part. You're the best team i can ever have. And the only team i ever wanted.
Here's to greater heights, and hopefully i won't get stuck doing technical stuffs again if i'm allowed to join next year.

To dearest instructors,

Thank you for being there for all of us despite all the times where we forgot to bring our stuffs, like track pants and stuff. It's really great to know how much effort you guys are willing to put in, just for our sake. I don't think we can ever find any better instructors than you guys. Thank you for putting up with all of our flaws and all. I don't think we could ever make it without the help from you guys. You're the best instructors anyone can have.

(:

Okay, i shall stop with all the thanking cause i'm all out of words.

Au Revoir.

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When You Were Forced To Write A Reflection Of Some Sorts During English;
Friday, March 1221:11
When i first came to school
Man i felt like a fool
Cause i thought the camp wouldn't be cool
I rather spend my day by the pool

When i first saw the campsite
Man it was a horrible sight
I bet i had to spray a lot of insectides
So i won't get a lot of mosquito bites

When i first got to know what's for lunch
Suddenly my back got a hunch
Outdoor cooking, we're not from the cooking bunch
The instant noodles weren't what i wanted to munch

When i first saw the zipline and abseiling
The rock wall, i felt like falling
If i tried them all, i would be crying
Cause i'd rather die than to be flying

When i first saw dinner was catered
It was like heaven God created
It was the nicest food i've ever tasted
At least, in this camp i hated

When i first knew it was our bathing time
Ew, the thing i hated the most, oh my
I bet most people take minutes more than nine
Cause their experiences are lesser than mine

When i first laid down on the bed
It's worse than the mattress of my maid
There wasn't any breeze coming to my head
Only the heat, and insect bites were made

When i first woke up the next day
I wasn't feeling okay
Cause i was dreading all the way
But i had to accept it, come what may

When i first saw breakfast on the table
It was bread and jam, at least something edible
My milo was tasteless, it was horrible
All these things, they're intolerable

When i first walked to and from the park
It was like a thousand miles apart
What was fast was just the beating of my heart
Not my legs, cause i was tired from the start

When i first knew lunch was pineapple rice
I wanted the onions, them to be diced
The potatoes, someone had them sliced
But unfortunately, the food didn't turn out nice

When i first knew it was already campfire
It wasn't exactly what my heart desired
Cause all i wanted was to wait till the end of the situation dire
They said it was ending the next day at one, i hoped they weren't liars

When i first woke up the next morning
All i discovered that it was raining
How were we supposed to do outdoor cooking
In the rain, people might just be slipping and falling

When i first realised how fast the time flew
There were about only a few more hours, only another one or two
It was the moment i've been looking forward to
Especially the reunion of my phone and civilisation, and my comfy bed too

When i first stepped into the bus
I didn't want to look back at the place i've been at for the past
Three days, cause i was hoping for the moment to come so fast
I was glad at it happened, at last

When i first put my feet on the ground of the school foyer
It was like another heaven to me, i'd never thought it would be the place i admire
It was one of the happiest moment that happened to me, ever
Cause i wanted to get home, the sooner the better

When i first got back my wallet and phone
Oh my god, i really miss my home
Especially my bed, laptop and my eeyore who was all alone
And i couldn't wait to scrub with a lot of shower foam

When i first realised we were dismissed
I didn't hear the announcement, but my heart just couldn't resist
Beaming with happiness at the sight of campers being released
Into the real world, the one which i really missed

When i first realised it was over
I couldn't believe that i survived with all the things i suffer
Though i'm covered with stupid bites and itching all over
At least i wouldn't have to be stuck there forever.

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My Hopes Are So High So Won't You Kill Me;
Wednesday, March 1016:28
I can't believe it's over.
I mean, i can't imagine that i actually managed to survive.
I survived two of the worst days of my life.
And had three happiest moments in my life today alone.
First was when we reached the school.
Second was when we got back our phone.
Third, it was when we got dismissed.

Today was the first time in three days that i had a proper bath.
Today was the first time in three days that i had some actual food.
Today was the first time in three days that i had been happy.
Today was the first time in three days that i've seen civilisation.

Whee.
Other than the fact that i have a french test tomorrow and that i haven't finished my homework yet, this is the happiest moment in my life. Yet.

Au Revoir.

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If You Wanna Know How Much I Love You;
Wednesday, March 319:38

How hot can he get? (:

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Please Just Don't Play With Me;
18:53
Ahahahahaha! It's over! I'm so happy.
I don't know why i feel so high. (haha that rhymes!)
Maybe it's because i'm so happy!
Although it's a bit sad cause the show i recorded using the lousy phone got no sound cause the lousy phone the sound got problem. Don't know how it's like that.
But it's a really nice episode (:
Anyway, i realised how hot Enrique Iglesias is. Maybe it's just his voice.
Channel 5 is playing the Departed on Saturday (i think) and got Leonardo DiCaprio!
Awesome Hotness.
Anyway i don't even know why cooking fish and chips are so expensive in Cafe World. Lousy!
Andandand, my cafe means laundering. Ironic.
Which reminds me. I haven't finished my french homework!!!
Fine, i shall do it tonight. Or tomorrow during recess.
I don't want jogging!
Anyway, Jingwen is my bus partner for Malacca Trip (: HAHA!
Cause we want to sing in the bus. Haha, we sing everywhere and anywhere!
And i realised today i said all the wrong things. That sounds wrong.
Okay i shall stop talking about random things now. Haha!

Au Revoir.
my paper heart will bleed.

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I Tried To Be Perfect;
Tuesday, March 217:33
Life has been depressing.
I think i fail bio.
And granny's in hospital ):
And life just pretty sucks.
It's just so amazing to like someone you don't before, and hate someone you liked before.
I hate being sad.
Perhaps it's just not fated for me to watch the episode anyway.

Au Revoir.
but nothing was worth it.

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