I've decided. Crying makes you weak and vulnerable. Thus, i shouldn't cry anymore. I'm cheering myself up now. See, it's working. I hadn't been crying for almost two hours cause i fell asleep. Haha.

I need to uphold my guiding spirit in order to make myself stronger. Thus, i'm renewing my guide promise and the ten guide laws. If i remember, that is. Haha.

I promise to do my best,
To do my duty to God,
To serve my country and help other people,
And to keep the Guide Law.

The Guide Laws:
1) A Guide is loyal and can be trusted.
Thus, i shouldn't be shouting at people for no apparent reason.

2) A Guide is useful and help others.
Thus, i should help other people by not crying so they needn't be troubled with what i'm feeling.

3) A Guide is polite, considerate and respect her elders.
Thus, i shouldn't be shouting at people for no apparent reason, shouldn't be crying so that they needn't be troubled with what i'm feeling, and pay attention in class cause teachers are older than us.

4) A Guide is a sister to all guides.
Thus, i should support one and all of my fellow guides just like how they're there to support me.

5) A Guide is kind to all living things.
Thus, i shouldn't be killing ants.

6) A Guide is obedient.
Thus, i should be doing my homework on time.

7) A Guide has courage and is cheerful in all difficulties.
Thus, i shouldn't be scared of what troubling myself and i shouldn't cry whenever something troubling me.
In other case, i shouldn't be emotionally unstable and have major breakdowns.

8) A Guide takes care of her own possesions and those of other people.
Thus, i shouldn't leave my water bottle behind and shouldn't leave others' stuffs lying around anyhow.

9) A Guide is thifty and diligent.
Thus, i shouldn't be spending a lot of stuffs and should be paying attention in class.

10) A Guide is self-disciplined in what she thinks, says and does.
Thus, i shouldn't think of other people's flaws, i shouldn't be shouting at other people for no apparent reason and i shouldn't jump up and down like a crazy woman; i shouldn't put the crackers on my head; i shouldn't stretch my arms towards my bag, hoping i can reach it when i can't; and other stupid things that i do.

Well, it's beginning to feel better right now. Happier songs definately make you feel better. Oh man, i love this song. Only You-Ronan Keating. Now it's time to make me feel even better by 'professing my love' to people.

I love Nithya.
I love Nisa.
I love Anu.
I love Hema.
I love VC.
I love Sarah.
I love Gerry.
I love Maika.
I love Sarcthy.
I love Charlene Teo.
I love Sabrina.
I love Number One.
I love Mrs Choo.
I love Cedar Guides.
I love Sparrow.
I love Coy One.
I love my kangaroo.
I love Eeyore.
I love Tigger.
I love French.
I love Spongebob.
I love Lo Mai Kai.
I love Lee Min Ki.
I love Hyun Bin.
I love Ronan Keating.
I love Westlife.
I love Brian McFadden.
I love Kian Egan.
I love Shane Filan.
I love Nicky Bryne.
I love Mark Feehily.
I love Shahrul Anuar Bin Zain.
I love Backstreet Boys.
I love Daphne Ho.
I love Jervenne Teo.
I love Bianca.
I love my Camp Tee.
I love Guides Annual Camp'08.
I love Hoola.
I love Jing Wen, Celest, Si Min and Li Ying.
I love Claudia and Rachel Tham.
I love Louisa and Rachel Loke.
I love Rou Hui, Hazirah and Deseree.
I love Shirley, Sonita and Shearin.
I love Hillary and Jassandra.
I love Belinda, Thanjit and Wan Ting.
I love Beatrice Wong, Vignesh and Carin Loh.
I love Morning Glory.
I love Ixora.
I love Orchid.
I love Dove.
I love Oriole.
I love Flowerpecker.
I love Sunflower.
I love Kingfisher.
I love Jasmine.
I love Guides.
I love my manito, past and present ones.
I love my angel, past and present ones too.
I love my teddy bear pillow.
I love CSI.
I love Lee Min Ki, again.
I love my mp4.
I love Adam, the Black Ranger.
I love Rocky, the Red Ranger.
I love Billy, the Blue Ranger.
I love Lord Z.
I love Number One.
I love Charmaine Pang.
I love Phylliz Lee.
I love Liu Ya Tung.
I love Jaslyn Ang.
I love LJ.
I love 1M'08/2M'09.
I love East Coast Park.
I love Annual Camp.
I love MOELC.
I love Bishan.
I love Toa Payoh MRT Station.
I love 853 and 53.
I love 315 and 821.
I love Siti Kartini.
I love Singapore Indoor Stadium.
I love Thinking Day.
I love Thinking Day Prayer.
I love Guides' Own.
I love Geraldine Chua!
And i don't know whether i should say this, but
I love Liyana.

Au Revoir.
And I love Number One.

This little guiding light of mine, I'm gonna let it shine.

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