Rabiatul Adawiyah Rosli
24 August.
French student.
Automatonophobic.
Pediophobic.
Proud Member of The Girl Guides Association.
Sparrow Patrol.
Obsessed.
Dreamer.
we've got a little world of our own
somewhere only we know
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Never Settle For The Path Of Least Resistance.
Friday, September 2519:30
Feeling blue, while I'm trying to forget the feeling that I miss you
Feeling green, when the jealousy swells and it wont go away in dreams Feeling yellow, I'm confused inside A little hazy but mellow when I feel your eyes on me HAHA, hello people. I know. I haven't been updating. I'm lazy. And to lengthen the post, i put in the song lyrics. Haha. I love this song. No, i'm not colourblind. Yet. Feeling fine, sublime When that smile of yours creeps into my mind Nobody told me you'd feel so good Nobody said you'd be so beautiful Nobody warned me about your smile You're the light, you're the light When I close my eyes I'm colour blind You make me colour blind We had english in the computer lab. And then science, followed by malay and jogging. And then recess. OMG NITHYA! Feeling red, when you spend all your time with your friends and not me instead Feeling black, when I think about all the things that I feel I lack Feeling jaded, when it's not gone right All the colours have faded, when I feel your eyes on me Then geography and literature. And i went off early for french oral. Feeling fine, sublime When that smile of yours creeps into my mind Nobody told me you'd feel so good Nobody said you'd be so beautiful Nobody warned me about your smile You're the light, you're the light When I close my eyes I'm colour blind You make me colour blind I died. I got the topic about school but i forgot what i wanted to say. In the end, i screwed up. For the role play, i was late for a meeting with my friend, so she was angry. And i had to explain why i was late. It was retard. No, it's not supposed to be a pun! Blinded by the light you shine, the colours fade completely Blinded by you every time, I feel your smile defeat me I'm colour blind I just can't deny this feeling There goes my A for french. Gah. Diable. Nobody told me you'd feel so good Nobody said you'd be so beautiful Nobody warned me about your smile You're the light, you're the light When I close my eyes I'm colour blind Hmm, went to the MRT station with Nithya. Diable, it's unfair man! NITHYA! HOW COULD YOU?! (yes, as if you're gonna read this. Ha. Ha.) Nobody told me you'd feel so good Nobody said you'd be so beautiful Nobody warned me about your smile You're the light, you're the light When I close my eyes I'm colour blind You make me colour blind I'm colour blind Au Revoir. Labels: back from the silence, fifteen, french., friends, school, stupidity of mine |
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Tell Me What You Want To Do.
Sunday, September 2021:05
Hello people. Again. I'm back.
So anyway, i celebrated Raya at my nenek's house as per normal. Yeah. So went to the mosque, seek forgiveness, watched tv, eat. Sheesh, i think i ate a lot. HAHA. Someone's gonna kill me. Then in the afternoon, around there, i went back home. And then went to Wak Midah's house. Blahblahblah. The end. Went home, and here i am. Au Revoir. And i'm gonna go out tomorrow. Meaning i have to complete my homework tonight! Labels: family.relatives., holiday |
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Tell Me What I Gotta Be.
Saturday, September 1921:03
Hello everyone. Haha, well, i'm actually typing this at notepad, so i'm gonna put this on my blog after i get home. I'm currently at my nenek's house at Johor. Yeah. So anyway, there's only my family, and Haziq and family. It's so different this year, lesser people on the eve. Wonder who's coming tomorrow. HAHA, Nisa smsed me today, but i'm already at Johor. It's expensive for international sms. Whatever is it called. I'm bored, and i ate a lot today! Tsk. Someone's gonna scold me. HAHA. Anyway, i haven't mention it here, but i'm going for COALS. Actually, i want to go for the Perak Trip, but it ends one day before COALS. Gah. I would have gone for it you know. Sheesh. Nevermind, i shall go for a guides overseas trip next year! By the way, we were playing fire sparklers just now, but it's finished! Thanks to my sister who only bring a little. SHEESH! And they're dancing to Poker Face right now. Hmm, reminds me of someone. HAHA. Gah, i can't collect my money from Mafia Wars and my crops from Barn Buddy. Sheesh. And i can't catch ghosts and mice either. Wow. Tomorrow's 20092009. HAHA. Stylo milo marshmellow portobello. Wait, i don't know how to spell that. Anyway. What was i gonna say? Hmm. So boring. There's no nice show on right now. Gonna watch the nine o' clock show, probably if the tv's free. Yeah. Anyway, i probably should go and say my raya wish right now. To all, First of all, i would like to wish a Selamat Hari Raya to all my friends and family. Yeah. I don't know what to say, haha. I apologise if i had hurt any of your feelings or anything. Yes, i know i did a lot of wrong. Yeah. Hmm, what's next? This is very short, haha. I don't know what to say. Hmm, what's the meaning of Minal Aidil Walfaizin? I don't know how to spell. HAHA. Or is it Walfaezain? HAHA. Like Anuar Zain like that! Haha. So anyway, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin. HAHA. I know i'm lousy. To quote from the song Obvious, "I'm not so good with words." Anyway, my cousin, Haziq, is reading this. Sheesh. Kaypoh! HAHAH. I realised that i haven't been updating this blog. HAHA. Haha, Haziq reads kaypoh as 'Kai-poh' HAHA. Don't know how to read is it?! Haha. Okay, i shall see what's the commotion right now, happening in front of me. Haha. Au Revoir. Labels: family.relatives., holiday |
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Do You Ever Think Of Me
Wednesday, September 921:10
Do you ever wonder
What sky I'm lying under Do you ever think of me Does your heart remember How we used to feel When it used to think of me All I need to know When you're on your own Do you miss what might have been World don't stop turning Stars don't stop falling down In my world of make believe Do you ever think of me We got different stories And all our never endings now Even though your heart is free Still my heart won't let me be Do you ever think of me So we're on different shores Do we just drift away Do the memories fall Like a driving rain All I need to know When you're on your own Do you miss what might have been World don't stop turning Stars don't stop falling down In my world of make believe Do you ever think of me We got different stories And all our never endings now Even though your heart is free Still my heart won't let me be Do you ever think of me Do you ever think of me Do you ever think of me Labels: random, song lyrics |
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The First Cut Is The Deepest.
Tuesday, September 815:20
I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart And he's taking just all that I have But if you want, I'll try to love again Baby I'll try to love again but I know The first cut is the deepest, baby I know The first cut is the deepest But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed When it comes to loving me he's worst I still want you by my side Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried But I'm sure gonna give you a try And if you want, I'll try to love again Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know The first cut is the deepest, baby I know The first cut is the deepest But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed When it comes to loving me he's worst I still want you by my side Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried But I'm sure gonna give you a try And if you want, I'll try to love again Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know The first cut is the deepest, baby I know The first cut is the deepest But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed When it comes to loving me he's worst The first cut is the deepest, baby I know The first cut is the deepest Labels: death to boredom, random, song lyrics |
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Extraordinary
Thursday, September 320:19
You think that I go home at night
Take off my clothes, turn out the lights But I burn letters that I write To you, to make you love me Yeah, I drive naked through the park And run the stop sign in the dark Stand in the street, yell out my heart To make, to make you love me I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary Average every day sane psycho Supergoddess Average every day sane psycho You may not believe in me But I believe in you So I still take the trash out Does that make me too normal for you? So dig a little deeper, cause You still don't get it yet See me licking my lips, need a primitive fix And I'll make, I'll make you love me I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary Average every day sane psycho Supergoddess Average every day sane psycho Supergoddess See me jump through hoops for you You stand there watching me performing What exactly do you do? Have you ever thought it's you that's boring? Who the hell are you? I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary Average every day sane psycho Supergoddess Average every day sane psycho Average every day sane psycho Supergoddess Average every day sane psycho Average every day sane psycho Supergoddess Average every day sane psycho Average every day sane psycho Labels: song lyrics |
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Penny And Me
Wednesday, September 220:48
Cigars in the summer time
Under the sky by the light I can feel her read my mind I can see it in her eyes Under the moon as it plays like music every line There's a rug with a bleeding dye Under the fan in the room where the passions burning high And a chair with the leopard skin under the light It's always Penny and me tonight On the plane step with both my feet Riding in seat number three on a flight to NYC Got my bean in a coffee cup next to my seat Catch the view and another good book to read Sitting at home or the friendly skies missing her eyes It's always Penny and me tonight Penny and me like to roll the window down Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies Close our eyes pretend to fly It's always Penny and me tonight Staring at a million city lights But still Penny and I are all alone beneath the sky Feel the wind brushing slowly by If I could soar I would try, to take these wings and fly Away to where the leaves turn red But no matter where I am instead Singing along to feeling alright Or making it by under pink moonlight It's always Penny and me tonight Penny and me like to roll the window down Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground Penny and me like to gaze as starry skies Close our eyes pretend to fly It's always penny and me tonight Penny likes to get away And drowned her pain, in lemonade Penny dreams of rainy days And nights up late by the fireplace And aimless conversations 'bout the better days Singing along to feeling alright Or making it by under pink moonlight It's always Penny and me tonight Penny and me like to roll the window down Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground Penny and me like to gaze as starry skies Close our eyes pretend to fly It's always penny and me tonight Penny and me tonight Penny and me tonight Penny and me tonight It's always Penny and me tonight Labels: song lyrics |
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I'll Be Your Crying Shoulder; I'll Be A Love Suicide.
Tuesday, September 114:23
It's sad to say that i can't spell SUICIDE. Shoot myself.
I'm finally updating this blog. I'm lazy, bored, hungry and sick. I'm coughing. I don't want to go to school. And i'm not making it up when i say i'm sick. I really am. Ask everyone. Wish my mom could bring me to the clinic, i want to get an MC. I'm evil, muahahahahaha. FOUR AND A HALF MORE HOURS. Around there. Whatever. The Sony Ericsson thingy that i downloaded is damn slow at downloading stuffs. Oh, did i tell you i've changed my phone? Yes, i did. Finally, after one year. I'm addicted to Crosspix. I guess i haven't tell everyone that I'm in love. Yes. Guess with who? LEE JONG HYUK! You know, the guy from Rivals and The Haru show. What's it called? Uh, wait. I forgot. Lemme check. OH YEAH! It's called Hello God. Okay, the doctor from Hello God. AHH. I love him man. He's so handsome. And all. I watched Miss Gold Digger this morning, and that made me fall in love with him. Aww. He's so cool:) I watched Unstoppable Marriage that day, you know the movie one. Haha. Yes, i finally watched the movie version. It's so cool. PARAGLIDING! I forgot what else to say. Oh, Teachers' Day! HAHAHAHAHA. Mr Incredible isn't sensible, doesn't make all my jealous friends jealous (HAHA! Inside joke!), doesn't say everything i need to hear. Doesn't open up my door and doesn't say i look beautiful tonight and i don't feel perfectly fine. Doesn't respect my space and makes me wait and doesn't call exactly when he says he will. Is not close to my mother and doesn't talk business with my father. Though Nisa says he's charming and endearing, but i'm not comfortable. HAHA, INSIDE JOKE! Paper cranes were a bit retarded just because Nisa made them, HAHA. (With the help of Belinda) HAHA INSIDE JOKE! So many inside jokes. Ha. Ha. Though i still don't get the link between teachers and superman. They should have associate teachers with Professor Utonium (from Powerpuff Girls), Zordon(the guy in Power Rangers), or Jerry (Totally Spies) Hahahaha. They should have seriously add in Power Rangers, they're the best superheroes! HAHAHAHA. It's true okay. And i thought they shouldn't play Pocketful Of Sunshine over and over again, it's irritating. Okay. Au Revoir. And I'll be better when i'm older, I'll be the greatest fan of your life. Labels: back from the silence, fifteen, random, school, television |
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