I was wondering during science class today, how could all the different systems in our body fit into one place? The digestive system, the circulatory system, the respiratory system, the skeletal system, the reproductive system, the nervous system, and whatever other systems that i don't seem to remember at this current moment in time. I mean, seriously, how can everything fit into one body, without a system interferring another system? Do you ever wonder about that? I've always wondered, how complex and complicated our body is, and to make it worse, feelings and emotions make it more and more complex, and complicated.

I think i'm suffering from multiple personality disorder. Haha. I mean, look, i don't know myself anymore. I don't know the person i am, the person i don't know.

In any case, i seriously think that Matt is better looking when his hair is cut short. Haha, guess who cut his hair? Suzy. Haha. He doesn't even let a professional stylist cut his hair, and then he let Suzy cut his hair. Haha. There were definately something going on between them. Haha, why do i realise that Suzy and Matt are always beside each other. Haha. Well, Jeff is so nice man. He thinks of everyone else, not for himself. Sadly, Jeff is eliminated. Matt and Suzy voted for him, i guess they discussed it together. Haha. Just kidding.

Why do i feel that tomorrow is thursday instead? Gosh, i can't wait for Thursday. FRENCH! Haha. I'm falling in love with french class now. Haha. All thanks to Liyana. Haha. Gosh, Liyana is not coming on thursday. So i have to be her 'secretary', collecting her worksheets. Sheesh. Not i mind though. Haha. But i can't joke with her. Boohoohoo.

I love Super Mario. I should play Mario and Sonic X at The Olympics soon. Like when holiday starts. Gosh, it's not even April yet and i'm here wishing for June holidays to come. Great, i'm so smart.

And i still have so many projects to do.
1) La Brochure Touristique.
2) Les memoires de Singapour.
3) Dream house
4) English Advertising
5) Pelly D.

And then i kept on hearing Mrs RW saying 'foreshadowing' as 'pour chez lui'. No wonder i kept on thinking why she's saying about for his house.

Au Revoir.
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing in everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Labels: drowning, french., friends, homework., random, school, stressed out., stupidity of mine, things to ponder.

I was wondering whether the numbers on my new ez-link card are just there by coincidence or by fate. Most probably it's the former, since its probability is half. I seem to be paying to maths lessons these days. Gah, so not true. Anyway, welcome to the he-Artless week.

So anyway, i reached school later than usual as i went out of the house late. So i ended up taking the really awful six fifteen train instead. Gah, damn it. I hate that train. It sucks.

By the time i reached school, everyone in the class was rushing to finish their art work as they were due today. Luckily for Liyana and I, we finished everything over the weekend and we're done. A round of applause.

I'm listening to Sleeping With The Lights On by Busted. Personally, i don't really understand the song. I mean, seriously, what does her leaving got to do with sleeping with the lights on? I just don't get it, i apologise for that.

I was talking to Liyana about, some stuffs you shouldn't know about. Gosh, my life is looking pretty much better these days. Thanks to the french class on thursday. Haha. I think it was the best lesson ever. Well, not exactly about what we learnt, but what happened instead. Me and Liyana, we make a great pair.

Oh wow, now the song's playing is Juliet by LMNT. Why are majority of the songs in my mp4 are from a guy's perspective? You know why? Cause i think male singers sing better than female singers. Hey, that's just me. You can think otherwise.

Liyana went for french this afternoon instead of thursday as she has a compulsory practice on thursday. Boohoo. So i'm going for maths remedial on thursday and then go for french.

Why do i keep on saying maths remedial french remedial instead? Hello, i don't need french remedial or whatever sorts, cause i'm sure i can pass french. Well, i hope i pass. If Nithya can pass, so can i.

Anyway, i missed the last maths remedial. Or should i call it maths rehab? Whatever it is, i missed it. As in i didn't go for the last lesson, not the miss in the other way, yeah, you know. Chocolate party? All my chocolates have finished! Well, we can still have a cracker party right?

Speaking about crackers, i still have the crackers i bought last monday and i still haven't eat it yet. It's still kept in the cupboard. *silence*

Who needs the world when i got you
Switch off the stars, the sun and the moon.

I miss last year,
I miss 1Mplified,
i miss the kampong,
i miss learning journey,
i miss muar,
i miss the kampong,
i miss sponge,
i miss patrick levet,
i miss mrs choo,
i miss Nick Carter, although i'm listening to him now.
i miss Sara Amira,
i miss CSI,
i miss Grissom,
i miss Sara Sidle,
i miss Nick Stokes,
i miss Greg Sanders,
i miss Louis Stevens,
i miss Alan Twitty,
i miss Gordo,
i miss Westlife,
i miss Bryan McFadden,
i miss Kian Egan,
i miss Shane Filan,
i miss Backstreet Boys,
i miss Liyana,
i miss ludovic,
i miss french class,
i miss learning about world war two,
i miss my fourth episode,
i miss my sixth episode,
i miss my drama,
i miss writing the list of what i miss.

Au Revoir.
Let the world stop turning
Let the sun stop burning
Let them tell me love's not worth going through
If it all falls apart I will know deep in my heart
The only dream that mattered had come true
In this life, I was loved by you

Labels: drowning, french., friends, learning journey, lists, random, school

I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away

Well, i'm cheating the date again. Anyway, went to school as per usual. Nothing interesting to talk about. Morning assembly was draggy. I can barely pay attention cause i wanted to sleep. Anyway, when it was finally over, we had physical education. Haha. I'm just weird, so that's why i'm spelling everything out. Haha.

PE was like so damn it. Gah. Okay, so first, we had to listen to him babble about something i forgot cause i wasn't really paying attention cause i couldn't look up cause later my eyes blinded by the sunlight. Uh, so anyway, after all that crap things he said that i never listen, we had to do stretching exercises. Why is it that i can reach my right ankle but not the left?! Please don't tell me it's a defect, you know, that actually one leg is shorter than the other. Sheesh. One malleted to the ground is it?! Then sad to say, we had to run 1.6km. That's just so killing me. Luckily, Nithya the geog rep ran with me. Yay. Thank you so much for that. Though you need to train for 2.4, you still ran with me! Thanks so much so that. You're the bomb!

I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone
To show you the way

After the murderous 1.6, i almost died. Seriously. It was damn tiring man. Then we went to the sit and reach place and standing broadjump. But i did neither. Hah. Died already lah, still want me to do?! So in the end, i just looked at the other class practising learning how to jump.

So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes
I'd take you away

Ricky Tan demo-ed for us how to jump, and then he said that the sports rep must collect one dollar from each and every one of us for that. Haha, like beggar like that. Then after everything, when PE was finally over, he came down and then said bye to the rest of us who were purposely wanting to go for maths late.

Then was maths. Python's theory plus SOH CAH TOA equals mahyem. Gah. Borebore. Then was malay. We discussed about the Sood Mahu Kahwin story and stuff. Yeah. I sat beside Liyana! Wooh. Yay. Gosh, i miss sitting next to her during malay.

Then was supposed to be history, but then Mr Chai came to class thirty minutes late. I was like saying to Anu that maybe he thought it was recess and then during real recess, he go our class and wonder why there's no one in class. Haha. So while he wasn't there, i did some of the history homework. Haha. But still didn't finish.

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here

Then it was recess, but i did the still unfished unfinished history holiday homework. Haha. But still again, never finish. Haha. Anyway, i was laughing at something funny that happened during guides roll call for the session on week nine friday. Haha. Damn funny. As i was laughing like a mad girl on the loose, Nisa looked outside the window and saw Mr Chue. So she waved at him. And then i turned my head and saw him looking through the window. Sheesh! He must have thought that i'm some crazy girl who just escape from the mental asylum. OMG, i realised something. Asylum? AsyLUM. Haha.

So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
Was somebody who cares

Then it was science. Everyone was in class, but then suddenly Miss Thang came in and said that we're supposed to go to the lab! So we went there and did the experiment. At first, the visking tubing she drew looked like hotdogs, and then after she drew the test tubes, it looked like ice-cream instead. Sighs. I love ice-cream! Anyway, i, as number one, was in charge of the starch. Sheesh. Out of all things, i'm still number one! Oh man.

Then it was english but then Mrs RW came into class late cause she lost track of the time. But then we started discussing about our advertising projects before she came, so see, we're such good students. :D

I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on

Before guides, i was doing the normal stuffs i do before guides. Okay. Then we had guides. Coy one had to do skipping. Then Mdm Lum had to come and see us skip ah?! Sheesh lah her. Some more i cannot skip! Even as we moved downstairs, she still kept on looking at us. Sheesh.

Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

Anyway, i saw someone walking past somewhere and then i was like 'phew, luckily i wasn't skipping at that time!' Bottomline is, i can't skip. We had to do this dance thingy using skipping ropes. Gah, but i can't skip, so i just tried to skip normally. Though it still proves unsucessful.

All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there

Then we waited for coy two and had taps and addiction announcements. I was standing beside Mdm Faridah man! So scary! Anyway, i'm going for yeoman this saturday. Yeah, got nothing better to do. Then that's all you have to know.

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
Was somebody who cares

Anyway, i saw Umairah and said hello to her. Ick, her class is having their dinner for parents tonight though she's not going for that. Uh, so, good luck i guess. Yeah. See, i'm such a good person.

Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

Au Revoir.
Seven times, plus a few more, is slowly making me insane.

Labels: drowning, fifteen, friends, guides:], homework., school, stressed out., stupidity of mine

Well, you guessed it. I cheated the date again. Congratulations.

Wellwellwell, i'm trying to remember what happened on tuesday. Hmm, what did happen? Uh, had morning assembly. The same old, same old stuffs. Yeah. I think it was Maths first, right? We're still studying about the Python's Theory. Pythagoras' Theorem, for you people who are damn pretty damn smart. I mean, pretty damn smart. Well actually, it's not pretty, for those who are damn smart to know how to pronounce it. I can't, so i call it Python's Theory. Hey, it's a nice nickname for it,okay?!

Then was what, Art. Damn boring art. How boring must my tuesday mornings be? Maths followed by art. Sheesh. They're trying to kill me. Thankfully, art is ending this week. Meaning we'll be doing Design And Technology next week. Which of course, i'll be dreading that also. Tsk. My tuesday mornings will still the same old boring lessons. Bleah.

Then was Malay. Cikgu showed us our marks for CA this term last term and i can't believe i got B3. Well, that's not far from an A. I just need to get around 3 more marks to get an A2. And then we did corrections for the surat kiriman. Though i haven't finish it yet. Yeah, i know, lousy aren't i?!

Then was NDP practice. Not fair, the rest of the people must have celebrated the joy of not having jogging that day. Sheesh. No fair, they stay in class, celebrating, while i'm there dancing. Hmph. Nevermind, at least i love that dance we practiced. Second dance of course. It rocks.

Then i forgot what i did. I think i stayed in class to do history homework. Though i didn't finish it. Haha. Laughs. I know, i must have been the mist pathetic person in the world ever.

Then was science. Since Nisa and Anu wasn't there as they went for the SYF rehearsal thing, i sat beside Jaslyn. Haha. Damn fun i tell you. Jaslyn is like the most fun person you can ever sit with. Haha. I still remember the time during the first day of orientation back from the end of 2007 when we just entered the school and met with our new classmates whom we're going to depend on during the hard times in a new school. Jaslyn sat beside me and then she didn't bring her pencil case so she asked me for a pencil. Haha. We were so quiet then. I didn't start a conversation, she didn't start a conversation. Haha. First impressions are the best thing ever.

So anyway, we had to draw a diagram of the digestive system. Then must copy down notes. Wait, i just realised that i haven't give Anu the science notes. Wow, what a good table partner am i.

Then we had english. Oh yeah, i was doing english summary during recess, i remembered. Jaslyn had given me the points so i just changed the words and put the sentences together. Haha, thanks so much Jaslyn. You're the best. During english, we went through the holiday homework, which was the comprehension and summary. Haha, sitting beside Jaslyn was the best.

Then we had history. Mr Chai went through the test, but i didn't bring the test paper cause i didn't remove it from my french notebook. Haha. Anyway, there was this time that me and Jaslyn wrote crap on my notebook. Like sauce is not equal to source and all that. Haha. Then Mr Chai came walking up and down the aisle like he always does, and then stopped at the table i was sitting, which was Nisa's. Then he looked at the Pelly D book, as well as the reader digest magazines. Haha, there's definately something wrong with him.

Then after school, i went for a secret society meeting. Haha. Sounds so secretive. As if it's a secret society. We're not even a society man. Haha. But the session was fun. Haha. I love all of you guys. We're such fun people.

Then i went to the bus stop to go home. Saw Hillary and Deseree there. So we talked and talked. And then Deseree wanted to see my art work, so i showed her. Haha. I never draw it, okay! I only colour it. Anyway, Mr Chai took 853 and sat at the back, looking very slenge. Haha. Why are all the male teachers i have are all so strange? Like Ricky Tan, Mr Chai and Ludovic? Haha. Should add Patrick Levet and Mr Khoo in the list too. Hahahah. Weird strange funny people.

Then i took 26 home. Then i went to popular and bought Faber Castell 48 classic colour pencils! Yay! The first time is seven years that i actually have proper colour pencils. Haha! Yay. So exciting. And i bought Sabrina's late, overdued, belated birthday present as well. Which is a book about knots. Haha. That means she should teach me how to do knots and lashings so that i can be an expert on them. Haha. As if. She better teach me man!

Then i took mrt home. Okay, then i walked home. Okay, the end. Yay.
I shall try to update as much as possible, so be patient. :]
Hmm, why do i keep thinking that there's someone's birthday today?

Au Revoir.
I'm feeling the way you cross my mind
And you save me in the knick of time
I'm riding the highs I'm digging the lows
Cause at least I feel alive
I never faced so many emotional days
But my life is good I'm feeling you
I'm feeling you

Labels: friends, homework., school

Hello again, fellow earthlings. I am still stuck with undone homework due tomorrow and i'm still here. What a good student am i.

First off, morning assembly was the same old, same old. Gosh, sitting at the back certainly provides a damn good view. And they were talking to each other for a very long time. Hmm, actually, i don't mind them together. Seriously, they look nicer together rather than that wooman whom i don't like, don't you think so? Yay, i support them. Wait, it's just another fake rumour i'm making up. Muahahahah.

It doesn't really feel like a new school day of a new term. Still feels like the same old, same old. Cause having to come back to school everyday seemed like having school. Just that you don't sit in class and listen to the teacher babbling and you don't see the usual sights you see everyday. I know, cause i'm someone who look outside the window every minute, every hour, everyday. I admit, it's becoming a habit for me to just look outside the window and see the usual people walking pass the lovely corridor. I confess, i'm a loser who has nothing better to do in class but to look outside the window.

Now i'm sitting beside Anu, behind Nisa and behind beside Jaslyn. Gosh, i love this combination of people. The people who know the secret which not supposed to be spoken unless i started it. I'm still sitting at the exclusive seat meant for me, which has the best view in the house. You get to see the window.

I couldn't be bothered to think how to do homework right now cause part of my brain has started sleeping ever since i got sleepy. Gosh, i'm sleepy. I should make friends with Sleeping Beauty. Wait, can i make friends with Prince Phillip instead? What about Prince Eric? Oh wait, I want my Shang!

Hmm, my life seems to be revolving around disney nowadays. I tend to associate certain people with some disney characters. I think that's because i watched too much cartoons. Oh yeah, i can associate people with Power Ranger Mighty Mophin as well. Who wants to be Ivan Ooze, raise your hands!

Well, i like writing like this nowadays. It seems nicer. Like i'm writing a real diary entry in a diary. Though most of the time, i write crappy things i don't dare to write here in my diary. Wait, i do crappy things here, it's just that the crappy things in my diary were childish crappy things.

Now i'm listening to Why Do I Love You on my mp4 right now. I love the song. It's super awesome. You know, i only listen to super awesome songs. Wow, i'm so being evil these days. I should be a nice person. See, currently i'm helping Maryam out with her Malay homework.

Okay, i'm going to sleep now. And i haven't been writing to my manito. I've been busy with undone homework, how can i still write letters? Oh well, my angel seems to be very free. She gave me a lot of letters until i don't even have time to read them at all. Good good angel, too bad she has a lazy mortal.

Au Revoir.
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Labels: drowning, fifteen, friends, homework., school, stressed out.

I'm so sorry cause we didn't win GPA. But that doesn't mean we're not good, it's just that the judges think the other schools did better. Don't worry cause we didn't win, cause in the end, all that mattered that we put in our best effort into the performance, although we did forget a line or two.

To the sec three seniors, thank you for your extreme guidence and encouragement. I know you guys did your best to make sure everyone performs well. Nevermind the scoldings and all that, i know it's for the best. Thank you so much for being there for us and improve on where we lacked. I really appreciate you guys being there for us when we needed you guys the most.

To the sec twos, i'm glad that we made it through yesterday. Though we're busy with stuffs and all, and even though we don't have the time to finish all our homeworks, i'm glad we survived it. Though i'm gonna get killed tomorrow. We shall do better next year, yeah?

To the sec one juniors, you guys did a great job. Although it's your first time this year, i think you guys have done well. To Umairah and Sabrina, thanks for the lighting. To Sharifah and Yasmin, thanks for the performance. All of you guys are great, although we, your seniors, ask you guys to bring the things home and all. Sorry about that. It's incredible that you guys actually reached school earlier than us, especially me. Haha. I'm a very bad example, i know. Don't be discourage that we didn't win. You guys did great. (although i know that you people won't be reading this blog, muahahahaha) I think you sec ones are better than us sec twos last year. Haha. I think it's only me who feels that way. Oh well, you still have this bad senior of yours for two more years. Hahahaha.

Well, i've listed down the reasons why we didn't win but i'm not gonna post it here. Nevermind i put at a different date again, what i feel is still the same. We'll do better next year, i hope. Boohoo, i haven't finish homework yet. I'm gonna owe a lot of late homework. Dead. That's why i'm gonna get killed tomorrow. So if you don't see me tomorrow, you'll know the reasons why. Why do the sec ones this year so hardworking? They finished all their homework so early. Unlike me. Gosh, i'm a bad example. Why do i seem to be writing very long these days?

Au Revoir.
And yes, if you ML people don't see me at ML tomorrow, that's because i have an important thing to do after school. Sorry for that, but it's important.

Labels: GPA, homework., ML, school, stressed out.

Happy Birthday, Nurul Amira Sabrina.
Little Miss Sunshine. Haha.
French buddy, fellow guides mate, fellow ML member.
You seem to be everywhere to me.

Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

You're the friend everyone would want to have.
And why am i here dedicating a birthday post for you (although i cheat the date again, muahahahaha)?
I don't know why.
Good luck for NUS. Hope you guys do better. Although i won't be there. Boohoo.

Thank you for your awesome french vocabulary, cause i couldn't be bothered to check the dictionary.
Thank you for your cheerful smile, although i scold you and make you a victim of my attitude problem, muahaha.
Thank you for being a fellow guides mate, though you're from coy two and not the awesome coy one, muahaha.
Thank you for taking the same bus as me just now, although i alighted earlier.
Thank you for faithfully reading my blog, although i write crap and not update it with recent entries.
Thank you for joking and talking/smsing crap with me everyday, you understand how i feel.
Thank you for irritating me with the colour pink, you should really become Kimberly the pink power ranger from Power Ranger Mighty Morphin.
Thank you for keeping my secret, although you always, always seem to have pass it around without knowing. Hah hah hah.
Thank you for helping me with my french, stop hiding the fact that you're smart.
Thank you for helping me with my malay, you should really become my tutor.
Thank you for being patient, with my idiotic emotions all that.
Thank you for creating our awesome what if story last year, though i don't know where it went.
Thank you for listening to the same story over and over again, admit it, you love those stories don't you?
Thank you for being one of my spies. Now what? I have a secret society full of spies right now?
Thank you for letting me infect your pink water bottle with my germs.
Thank you for letting me disinfect your pink water bottle from other germs, haha.
Thank you for not knowing how to do french controle either, yay.
Thank you for enjoying french classes with me, please don't go to the tuesday class!
Thank you for making me laugh at the word 'mengalunkan' cause it reminds myself of saying it as 'mengilunkan' which in turn, sounds like pee loon instead.
Thank you for checking the guides board for me, haha, aren't we cool?
Thank you for making me check the guides board for me that day, cause something happened instead.
Thank you for flavouring my life, with your stories instead.
Thank you for everything, though i still haven't buy your present yet! Gah.

Allez Sabrina! Joyeux Anniversaire. Je ne sais pas quel parler anymore.

Au Revoir.
A bientot. Bon nuit.

Labels: french., friends, guides:], special thanks

Had NDP practice at school and then GPA practice.
And then i'm pissed off cause of something and cried but then now i'm okay cause of the futur proche birthday girl, Sabrina. Happy happy advanced birthday to you! We were, and forever will be ----------'s students number one and two. And out of everything, i'm number one?! Sheesh.
I've decided. I'm letting go of everything. I'm going to start anew.
Bonjour, je m'appelle Rabiatul. J'ai 13 ans. Je n'aime pas aller a l'ecole.

I haven't start on holiday homework yet. Tell me what's the point of having holiday homework when the holidays aren't really holidays? Why give homework then since there isn't any holiday? Don't you think that's irrational-giving holiday homework when you don't have a holiday? Teachers, teachers, sometimes i think they're too cruel. Sometimes? I meant everytime.

I got Liyana to lend me her phone during ML so that i could get more songs from her. So i practically helped myself and took eleven songs from her.

Life isn't always how you want it to be.

Stumble and fall,
Is the heart of it all,
When you fall down,
Just try again.

Okay, i ought to go now. Need to go and find some keroncong video.
Good luck to me tomorrow.
Allez Rabiatul, tu le peux faire.

Au Revoir.
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're, you're never there
But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Labels: 40 kinds of sadness, school, stressed out.

Sheesh, now my block's isn't the orange block i loved anymore. Now it has turned lime green. So now it looks ugly. What has happened to the place that i used to know? Oh wait, what do i mean by 'used to'?! I'm still here, in the same old block i've been living for six years. Construction noises are killing me. I don't know whether they have stopped or not.

Anyway, had dry run and practice today. Tomorrow's the final final prac rehearsal before the real competition on saturday (which is of course, sabrina's 14th birthday. she's older than me. wooh. i like the feeling to know that someone ages faster than you.) Out of point. Anyway, i have to learn to make myself angry. Why oh why, do i always get angry at the wrong time? Then i'll be a sad sad person later on.

I don't know what wrong with me these days. It's like i don't know myself anymore. I don't feel anything anymore. All my feelings are just, gone. Like that. Gone with the wind. Nonetheless, i miss the kampong. Bring me back there. Please take me there again.

I miss the gerabak, the dinner with the four of us and Jaslyn being scared of the cat. I miss sitting beside Liyana on the bus and her taking photos with me. I miss listening to my mp4 on the way to somewhere far so i can sleep. I miss arguing over our sleeping positions and the lights. I miss having to be waken up by Charmaine in the morning cause i need to wake up first. I miss having to translate Malay to them. I miss taking pictures of everything i thought was interesting. I miss my host family. I miss having to play along with the two small kiddos in the house. I miss the baby whom we didn't know whether she's laughing or not. I miss Zila whom we played that game with. I miss all the time we had during LJ. I miss laughing at _______'s boyfriend cause he was so extra. I miss everyone else. I miss everything. Now that we're back to being normal, i can't be myself anymore.

I'm losing myself to someone i myself do not know. I think i'm somehow like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde, only that i'm not evil as Hyde is. I'm not sure how i was before everything changed anymore. I was already feeling confused, and now, i don't remember how to change back to being me.

Life's strange, isn't it? One time, you'll like someone, the next moment you don't. When you like someone, you'll do things which aren't normal to you. You'll go out of your mind and tend to not care to anyone else around you. But that's only infactuation. Insane infactuation. Insanely infactuation. Gosh, i don't know what i'm writing typing anymore. Why do i sound so serious? I'm not a serious person. I laugh a lot. People say my laughter is contagious. Sheesh, i can't spell that word.

In any case, i was watching Sleeping Beauty while eating dinner just now. And i thought to myself, 'What's Sleeping Beauty's name? I thought she got right?' Then a thousand miles later, i remembered. It was Princess Aurora. How could i ever forget that?

Then i was thinking. Again. 'Does Sleeping Beauty have memorable songs? I know Snow White got. You know, like Hi-ho and that high-pitched voice of Snow White song, Someday my prince will come. Sleeping Beauty don't have right?'
And then there was a scene in the movie, and she was singing the 'I know you, i walk with you once upon a dream' song. That was the only song i knew from Sleeping Beauty. Haha. I love that song.

I was thinking when i saw Magnificent, why does it seems that a lot of villians are purple colour? Like Magnificent, Ursula and Ivan Ooze. Hahahah. There must be something.

I was thinking (why do i think so much?) about how i don't believe in what true love first kiss or whatever crap. I mean, look. How can you know someone is your true love when you've never met him? Would anyone kiss you just to wake you up?

I was arguing about Snow White, duh. Snow White and the useless Prince Charming never met each other right? He was just wandering around that he saw the coffin and blahblahblah. In contrast, at least Aurora and Phillip met before. They met before in her dreams, and during the forest part. They met before. But in comparison, Cinderella and Prince Charming doesn't have any romance at all. Maybe, when they danced, but not. Not nice. I'm a fussy person, you know. I find Aurora and Phillip so cute together. Haha. Anyway, in some versions or whatsoever, Phillip was the son of the king's friend who was also a king. So it's like they're somehow matchmade. Why am i being so realistic? As if.

I can't believe myself when i said i miss guides. Yeah, i miss guides and i don't know why. I miss my fellow purple colour t-shirt guides.

I'd better sleep now if not later, tomorrow i cannot wake up. Then die. According to Nisa.

Au Revoir.
Whatever you say
Whatever you do
There will be good times waiting for you
Whatever you hear
I won't disappear
I promise you that
I promise you that

Labels: 40 kinds of sadness, learning journey, random, school, television, things to ponder.

Hello again :D
So anyway, went to school for drama practice.
Blahblahblah.
What's keroncong again?!
Why must it be me? Gah.
I'm very lazy to type everything so yeah.
Had lunch at KFC with Nisa.
Then went back to school again for drama practice again.
Blahblahblah.
Lazy to type uh.
The end.
And i still haven't return my one week overdued library books.
Evil evil person.
I think nowadays, i don't feel anything anymore.
I miss the kampong :(
Don't we all?
I love this song.
Only For You-Ronan Keating.
Oh wait, didn't i say i don't feel anything anymore?
Maybe that's just an illusion.
Sigh sigh.
I have no one to talk online to cause Sabrina's away.
Sad sad.
Sad to say this, but i miss Liyana.
Oh god, maybe i'm addicted to having her around.
Gosh, i make it sound so wrong.
But i still miss Liyana.
Even though i see her too many times already in my camera.
Sighs.
It's like the Westlife song, If Your Heart's Not In It.
'I'm missing you, girl even though you're right her by my side'
Gosh. No way. Degoutant!
Which reminds me, i haven't start on my homework yet. Gah. *knocksherself*
I'm trying to attempt to start on Maths homework first, since i always do Maths homework first. Natural habit, cause we have Maths homework almost everyday.
Why is this song so sweet?
Gosh.
I shall go print a lot of lyrics yet save paper as well as ink.
Oooh, i will post the LJ photos at facebook soon, when i have the time.
Yay, i'm chewing on chewing gum right now.
Woah-kay, that was random.
I love Ronan Keating's voice.
I love Shane Filan.
I love Mark Feehily.
I love Kian Egan.
I love Nicky Bryne.
I love Brian/Bryan McFadden.
I love them all. Childhood crushes. :)
Did you know that Tim Harding and Leonardo DiCaprio were my childhood crushes too?
Sigh. Great times, great times.
I should start to love all my childhood crushes back. Which i am right now.
Sad to say this but, i used to like Jake from Tweenies too. Laugh all I care.
Okay, now i'm very sleepy. Hence i am very lazy to think of what else to type here. So i shall end it here.

Au Revoir.
Only you, can make me feel this way
And I gotta say
When I'm feeling down you are there
And while you're holding me, you say
There's no sacrifice to be loving you, no, no
And I feel it too, yes, I do
But only for you

Labels: celebs, homework., random, school, westlife

Hello people. :D Again.
So anyway, yesterday, i went to the school portal and checked my marks. :O
Very bad. Gah.

Math-17.5/35 (Saddening i know)
Literature-16/25 (i always get these kind of marks for lit! wonder why.)
History-18/20 (i'm going to take History next year, i'm sure of that.)
Geography-14/20 (OMG. I actually improved. Haha. Yay. Last year i always just pass but now i've improved! Yay. *clapclap*
Science-Haven't get paper yet. Can't wait any longer. :(

Anyway, Sabrina has gone (again) to Malacca this time. *sadsad* Gah, i also wanted to go! Gah. Fine, i will go the next guides overseas trip!

I put the whole World Of Our Own and Ronan album in my mp4. Yay. Applause, applause. :D

I've done a lot of living in my life
Chased my share of rainbows in the sky
Before I stopped to ask the question why
I've fallen out of love too many times

Au Revoir.
Il vous rit au nez
He's laughing at your nose.

Il vendrait ses pere et mere
He has no scruples at all
He would sell his father and mother.

Il y a de quoi se flinguer
It's enough to make you want to shoot yourself

Jamais bon coureur ne fut pris
A good runner was never captured

Je le ferai contre vents et marees
I'll do it against winds and tides

Je connais Marseille comme ma poche
I know Marseille like my pocket

J'embrasse mon rival, mais c'est pour l'etouffer
I embrace my rival, but only to choke him
Don't think i've changed my mind!

Je me moque royalement de ma situation
I don't give two hoots about my job

Je m'en contrefiche
I don't give a damn about it

J'en ai soupe de ces histoires
I'm sick and tired of all this nonsense

Je ne cherche qu'un
I seek but one

Je ne le connais ni d'Adam ni d'Eve
I have no idea who he is

Je n'en peux plus
I can't stand it any longer!

Je ne peux pas le gober
I can't stand him
I can't swallow him

Je ne sais quoi
I know not what

J'enleve ma robe pour mettre quelque chose de plus comfortable
Music to a young man's ears

J'en mettrais ma tete sur le billot
I would put my head on the block

Je n'y toucherais pas avec des pincettes
I wouldn't touch it with tongs

Je pense donc je suis
I think, therefore i am

Je prends mon bien partout ou je le trouve
I take my property wherever i find it

Je sais ce que je sais
I know what i know

Je suis drolement emmerde
I'm in deep shit

Je suis la cinquieme roue du carrosse
I'm the fifth wheel of the coach

Je suis vraiment narve
I'm truly sorry

J'etais rouille en francais
My french was rusty

Jeter de la poudre aux yeux de quelqu'un
Throw dust in someone's eyes

Jeter le manche apres la cognee
Throw the handle after the axe

Jeux de main, jeux de vilain!
Rough play, villain's play

Je vous suis redevable de la vie
I owe you my life

J'y suis, j'y reste
Here i am, here i stay

Labels: random, school

Seriously, it was seriously fun! Absolutely awesome.

Day One-
Went to school and fill up the white card(kad putih as i call it).
Took the bus and sat beside Ya Tung to the Tuas Checkpoint.
Had our passports scanned/checked and then went to the bus and sat beside Liyana.
Took our luggage and had our passports stamped by the Malaysian customs.
Had our luggage scanned, as though it was like at the airport like that!
Then sat beside Liyana until we stopped at Yong Peng.
Bought Twisties(Tomato Flavour), Smarties and Polo sweet.
Then took a lot of pictures with Nisa and Liyana and the rest.
Then slept in the bus, i think.
Then i forgot what happened. Then we reached the kampong bugis.
We were welcomed with the kompangs and bunga mangga semua like a wedding like that. Haha, so honoured man!
Then we were served with light refreshments. I ate a lot of epok-epok man! Haha. Yummy! Nisa ate a lot of the 'glutinous rice' thingy i don't know what it's called. Haha.
Then the ketua kampong guy gave a welcome speech. Then we were separated and went to our individual kampong house. Kampong, yeah.
My group consists of Charmaine, Jaslyn, Ya Tung and Me. Seriously, we are a fun group. Haha, chillax! (i don't know how to spell it)
Okay, then we reached our kampong. Then took pictures like jakun people. Wahahahahah. The baby is super cute man! Haha. Then the two budak kecik are cute but mischievous. Haha.
Had lunch there and i sembayang-ed there also. We played the games as well with Zila. (i think that's how to spell her name) Who is the big sister. She's super nice! Hahah. :]
Oh yeah, we also drank from the coconut and ate the 'jelly'. Haha, don't know what it's called.
Then at 2.30, we had to go to the meeting place which is the kampong of the ketua kampong.
We naik-ed the gerabak. It's like a small truck thingy. Yeap. But my camera battery died so i don't have the pictures. Hmm, must ask Liyana.
Our gerabak consists of Elfa, Gerry, Sarah, Hema, Aishwaria, Vinodhini, Arifa, Bianca, Nithya, Sarcthy, Liyana, Vanessa Chung, Belinda and me. Oh wait, did i miss out anyone?
Anyway, we went to the several plantations. At the gula melaka place, i bought 1kg of gula melaka. Haha. Okay, there was this one time in the gerabak where all of us sang some songs. Haha. Funfun! Then we saw cows. Haha. And then we went to the pineapple plantation and ate pineapples. Then went to the bahulu place which is at Hema's group kampong and they don't even know it! I think this is the place where we had some light refreshments.
Then we went back. On the way back, some of us went home. But then i wasn't dropped off at my kampong cause the driver guy never stop there. Gah. So the pakcik must drive me home.
So at our kampong, we took turns to bathe. Haha. Okay. Then we played the same game again. Then i sembayang-ed and then we watched Spa Q for a while while waiting for dinner. Haha, there's this cute actor in Spa Q man! But i don't know who he is.
Anyway, around 8 something, we had dinner. Haha. Okay, egg again! Teehee.
Oh yeah, i forgot to mention, i was wearing my camp tee in the night. Haha, random much.
After dinner, we went to our room and played 'Truth or Truth' What was said in the room, stays in the room. Shushs. Secret.
Then around 10 something, i think, we drew lots as to who sleep at which side of the bed. Haha, we were like fighting over that man. Don't want to sleep here, don't want to sleep there. Haha. Fun :D

Day Two-
Rise and shine! Around 5 something, we all woke up because we had uncomfortable sleeping positions. Haha. Then we slept back.
I woke up around 6 something or so cause i had to bathe. After bathing, i woke the rest up and then we all brushed our teeth. Then i forgot what we did and then we waited for breakfast. Breakfast was NASI LEMAK. Haha. Charmaine and Ya Tung wanted to try eating using hand, so i had to demo. Haha. Cool. Jaslyn can totally stand spicy food. I cannot man! Anyway, the tea was super nice! We all love the tea so much! :D
Then after breakfast, TV3 was playing Anuar Zain's Lelaki Ini and then i said to Jaslyn that he is my boyfriend! Hahah. So true! Then at 8 or so, we had to go to the meeting place.
We took the bus to Muar and i sat beside Liyana. Haha, me and her took a lot of pictures in the bus together. Haha. That Liyana lah! Haha.
Okay, anyway, first, we went to the batik painting place. And i sat with Nithya, Sarcthy, Vanessa Chung, Blossom and Liyana. So fun! And we all painted batik! :D Obviously. Haha. I think mine is okay lah. We all talked while painting. Then we put our paintings of batik outside under the hot sun. Then we walked around the place and took pictures. Haha, Liyana, Liyana, i think i got a lot of picture featuring her. Haha.
Then we went to the bus. And received this 'goodie bag' thingy. Got the polo sweet! Yay, i was happy cause i left my polo sweet at the kampong so now still got polo to eat! :D
Then we went to the river cruise place. But because the boat is not ready yet, we stayed in the bus and saw the monkeys. Haha, who's relatives ah? Hahah. Then after that, finally we can take the river cruise. Haha, then the _______'s boyfriend guy(jokingly) go and disturb the budak-budak kecik who just alighted from the boat. Lameness lah him. Haha. Then i took picture for some peeps. Haha.
I sat beside Liyana in the boat and in front of Nisa. We had to wear life jackets. Haha. I took a lot of random pictures in the boat but then some people's heads were too big that they blocked some of the view. Haha, just kidding! Pictures,pictures,pictures galore!
After the ride, we went to this shop somewhere and bought food stuffs. My group decided to buy something for our host family. I bought dodol and gave them(later on). I also bought dafa fish and coffee sweets for myself there.
Then we went to send the ______'s boyfriend and gang. Haha.
Then we went to a hotel restaurant for lunch. The waiter was so cool, lying to us saying he cannot understand malay whereas he got talk malay at the starting. Haha.
Okay, then we went back to the ketua kampong's kampong for the activities. First, we played congkak. Yay, i'm the Congkak Champion. Haha. I taught Charmaine, Jaslyn and Ya Tung how to play although at first, we got the home holes wrong! Haha. Nevermind, nevermind. Pictures :]
Then we went to the Roti Prata/Roti Canai place to learn how to make prata. But then i just became the cameraman for the rest while they tried to make prata but failed. Haha, but Ya Tung still wanted to try some more and succeeded. Kinda but still can. Haha, wooh Ya Tung!
Then me and Nisa went to the gasing place. I tried once and failed. Boohoohoo. Haha, got ______'s boyfriend there. Haha, kaypoh lah he!
Then we learnt how to weave the ketupat. Haha, me and Nisa only know how to makan ketupat! Haha. But in the end i succeeded making ketupat with a lot of help from the person but then my ketupat kemek after putting in my bag(later on) Hah hah hah, kemek ketupat.
Then got some announcements and all and then we all went back to our respective kampongs. But then our host pakcik drove us to show the laut place and then got his boat. Too bad he didn't bring along his boat key, if not can bring us around the laut. Jaslyn was afraid of the cats and chickens there so i stayed with her at the side whereas the pakcik, Charmaine and Ya Tung went to the other side. Ya Tung is very brave man! She was the only one who went down to the boat. Haha, then she posed for us and we took pictures of her on the boat.
After that, we stopped over at the supermarket and Charmaine, Jaslyn and me bought drinks. Ya Tung, on the other hand, took her sweet time to choose which pen to buy all that and we all had to wait for her. Haha. I also bought chewing gum! Yay!
Then we went back to our kampong and bathed and i sembayang all that and then Ya Tung and I saw got a lot of ants and asked the makcik to spray the pesticide in the room. Ants ants, go away!
Then Charmaine, Jaslyn and I were playing the game again while waiting for Ya Tung to bathe. She bathed so long man! Haha. Then the budak boy kecik played with us but then i needed to sembayang so i told Charmaine and Jaslyn just to say yes to all the budak boy kecik's questions.
Then the budak girl kecik kena threaten by the makcik with a rotan cause she very naughty man.
Anyway, the baby was super cute. Everytime, we don't know whether she's crying or laughing cause she'll start out with a laugh and then she will cry. Haha, super cute man the baby.
Then the nenek and datuk came over. Then we continued playing. Then Ya Tung made some funny faces at the baby then the baby cried so we all said that the baby was scared of Ya Tung and all. Haha.
Then we had dinner and there was the cat again.
Then we did the reflections thingy and then on TV3 got a ghost story. Ya Tung wanted to watch it. While the rest of us were scared.
Then we went back to our room and had a little chat. After that, Ya Tung said she go watch the show until finish then she'll come back to the room again. Then we all told her the show finish already! Haha. Tricked her.
Anyway, i found out my smarties got ants so i wiped away all the ants in my bag and threw away the smarties. Ya Tung followed me to throw at the dustbin and then we saw the makcik making the sambal. Ya Tung wanted to help, so the rest of us went and chope our sleeping positions. Haha.
So when Ya Tung went inside the room to sleep, she don't want to sleep at the outermost of the bed. Haha. Then we all slept late cause of our fights. Haha. Don't want to sleep here, want to sleep there, don't want to off the light, want to off the lights. Haha. So funny. Then i can still crack jokes. Haha. Then after all the funniness, i go and make an anti-climax by saying the time. Haha. So funny! Haiz, i miss them.

Day Three-
I was supposed to wake up around 5, so Charmaine woke me up. But then i continued sleeping. Then Charmaine woke me up again later on cause she wanted go toilet, so i accompanied her. Then i bathed and then packed my bag. Jaslyn and Ya Tung were still sleeping soundly. Haha. Then later on then we woke them up. Haha. Then brushed teeth and all that and packed our bags. Then i sembayang subuh. Okay. Then we all talked and tie hair and all that and then had nasi lemak for breakfast. Haha. We're supposed to have a light breakfast man! Haha. Nevermind. Then the makcik gave us sambal to bring home. Then me and Charmaine rushed to take all our bags. Then took picture again for the last time. Then went to the ketua kampong's kampong and thought we were late. Took the goodie bag again. Liyana arrived late. Haha. Anyway, i had to wear my jacket cause cannot fit inside my bag. Then we realised that Ya Tung left her ketupat at the kampong. Gosh.
Then we took the bus and waved to the kampong people. Gosh, it was so sad to leave them cause it had been three days with them. Sat beside Liyana again. Slept in the bus and shared the jacket as a blanket together.
Then stopped at Kulai for some of us to go toilet and changed to long pants. I had to wake Liyana up, but she only woke up after several times. Sheesh. Haha. After that, slept again. And took pictures again. Then went to Sekolah Tun Fatimah. Had some refreshments and Maryam, Liyana and me were at the same table and we were supposed to talk to the STF students. But then we all don't know how to start. After the presentations from Cedar, Good Hope and STF, we proceeded to the hockey field to watch their band performance. While walking there, the prefect, Amirah, talked to me. Anyway, the band was totally awesome! They were extremely synchronised. Their poses were very cool and their performance was breathtaking. Seriously, it was the best performance i've ever seen. Wooh! Totally super awesome band!
Then Maryam, Liyana and me walked around the school with our STF buddies. I really think that it's super cool to go school there. Seriously. Their school compound is super big that i think i would get lost there if i were to walk alone. Seriously, their school is extremely good. Wooh!
After everything, we had to say our goodbyes to our new friends at STF. We exchanged numbers and email addresses. Gosh, i wish we can go there again. In the bus, we kept on waving to each other until the bus finally made its journey to Jusco for the shopping trip.
Frankly speaking, there was nothing to buy there. Gosh. Liyana, Nisa and me ate A&W there and then walked around to see what we can buy. Me and Nisa bought sunglasses each. Haha. I love my new sunglasses. Anyway, i bought Les Miserables cause that time we didn't finish watching it during music lesson. But then there's no subtitles! Gah.
Then it rained and then we all headed back to the checkpoint.
I was super pissed off at the Singapore Immigration man. Seriously. Walao man that stupid auntie! Then some more the custom officers can still talk some more. Sheesh. I commented that we could just sit there and have a barbecue or campfire. Sheesh. Until the KL people came also okay! Then i looked to the left and saw Mr Chen and Mr Eng. Sheesh. The whole class had to wait for us because like i said, the stupid auntie's fault. Sheesh. Had our bags scanned and all that and then walked to our bus. Saw Ms Lim, geog teacher there. Gosh, she went the KL one is it? Anyway, in the bus, told Liyana the stupid auntie story and i was super pissed off. And then that Liyana some more can ________ with me. Haha. She said my sunglasses is like the _______'s boyfriend. EEE! Haha. Gosh.
Then we reached school and went home.
And then i slept in the car because very tired.
My body was aching man! Gah. So tiring.

Okay, i miss the kampong. Boohoohoo, i wanna go there again!

Au Revoir.
Il m'aime-un peu-beaucoup-passionnement-a la folie-pas du tout
He loves me-a little-a lot-passionately-madly-not at all

Je le vois venir avec ses gros sabots
I can see him coming from a mile away.

Labels: back from the silence, learning journey

There's no reason you should feel like this
I know that I am the only one to blame
I feel your agony
It's hidden in your kiss

I don't believe that things are said and done
I only hope there's still time to be the one
We can work it out
If only you let me, oh

Whatever you say
Whatever you do
There will be good times waiting for you
Whatever you hear
I won't disappear
I promise you that
I promise you that

I never said that I could change the world
But if you give me the chance that I deserve
I know that in you heart
You can forgive me, oh

Whatever you say
Whatever you do
There will be good times waiting for you
Whatever you hear
I won't disappear
I promise you that
I promise you that

We had times only a fool could miss
Still there is time to turn it around
I’m not saying it's an easy thing
Let me show you
I promise you that
Oh, yeah

Whatever, wherever
There will be good times waiting for you
Whatever you hear, I won't disappear

Whatever you say
Whatever you do
There will be good times waiting for you
Whatever you hear, I won't disappear
I promise you that
I promise you that.

Whatever you hear
I won't disappear
I promise you that
I promise you that

Labels: song lyrics

Your love is all I know
Never let you go
Baby, with you I choose my road
All my life
You're the reason why
Baby, with you I walk that road

Cheated date again.

First was Maths. SOH CAN TOA.
Then History. Finished the chapter about WWII.
Then Science. Ms Thang didn't come again.
Then NDP Practice.
Then recess.
Then Literature. Watched I Am Sam. Sad sad movie. :(
Then Malay.
Then english.
Then Mr Chai came in and gave out history test paper.
Then rushed to MOELC.
Then took Controle 1.
Difficult seh! Susah nak mampus. I don't even get what are we suppose to write about for the redaction.
Then played a game in groups.
My group consists of Sabrina, Liyana, Nadia and me.
Then went home.
Blahblahblah.
Library books overdued!
Haha.
Need to return them sooner or later.

Au Revoir.
La beaute sans vertu est une fleur sans parfum
Beauty without virtue is a flower without fragrance

La belle dame sans merci
The beautiful but merciless lady

La bourse ou la vie
Your purse or your life!

L'absence est a l'amour ce que le vent est au feu; il eteint le petit, il allume le grand.
Absence is to love what wind is to fire; it extiguishes the small, it inflames the great
Absence tests love.

La critique est aisee et l'art est difficile
Anybody can be a critic
Criticism is easy and art is difficult

La douceur exquise du succes
The exquisite sweetness of success

L'adversite fait les hommes, et le bonbeur les monstres
Adversity makes men, and prosperity monsters

La facon de donner vaut mieux que ce qu'on donne
The manner of giving is worth more than that which is given

La faim chasse le loup du bois
Hunger will drive even a wolf out of the woods

L'affaire lui a pete dans la main
The scheme farted in his hand
The deal fell through

La fin justifie les moyens
The end justifies the means

La hate est l'ennemie de la precision
Speed is the enemy of precision

Laid comme un singe
Ugly as a monkey

L'amitie est l'amour sans ailes
Friendship is love without wings

La mort egale tous les etres
Death makes all of us equal

L'amour enchaine les coeurs
Love binds hearts together

L'amour et la fumee ne peuvent se cacher
Love and smoke cannot be hidden
(But only one of them can give you cancer)

L'amour ne se raisonne pas
There's no reasoning in love

L'amour-propre est le plus grand de tous les flatteurs
Self-love is the greatest of all flatterers

La moutarde me monta au nez
The mustard went up my nose
I blew my cool

Langage des dieux
Language of the gods
Poetry

La nuit porte conseil
Night brings counsel

La nuit tous les chats sont gris
In the dark they are all the same

La parole est d'argent, le silence est d'or
Know when to hold your tongue!

La patience est amere, mais son fruit est doux
Patience is bitter, but its reward is sweet

La peur lui donnait des ailes
Fear gave him wings

La peur a bon pas
Fear turns people into Olympic sprinters.

La vie n'est pas drole
Life is not a joke

Labels: french., school

Okay, from now on, my blog entry titles are random lines of songs. Hah. Yay.

So today, we had SEL at the courtyard.
It was the Human Knot Game thing.
Fun!

Then was Maths.
Went through homework and then had a pop quiz.
Pop goes my non-existent brain.

Then was Science.
Ms Thang didn't come so there were two relief teachers who forced us to finish up the assignments A and B.

Then was Recess.
I forgot what crap thing i did.

Then was Reading, but we had to do a survey.
Then was Art, i don't think me and Liyana actually did anything productive.

Then was English.
Advertising.

Then was Literature.
Film studies again.
What does that got to do with anything again?

GPA practice was cancelled.
So me and Nisa went library to search for random stuffs and crap about.
We were like drunkards man!
Haha. Drunk without even drinking.

Then i cut the story short-The end.

Au Revoir.
Loin Des Yeux Loin Du Coeur.
Out of sight, out of mind.
Far from the eyes, far from the heart.

Il ne se prend pas pour de la merde.
He thinks he's hot shit.

Labels: back from the silence, school

Hmm, i am super lazy to update this blog.
Pretty busy over homework and stuffs.
And then there was the great depression.
So there, i'm back.
Butbutbut, i need to crack my head open to remember what happened.
So stay tuned.
Please stand behind the yellow line. Thank you.

Well I said I didn't care about what you felt about me
Couldn't care less about what I said or done
I didn't mean it - it's not what I meant to say
You know the truth is that I care
About what you think about me
Maybe too much, I've been putting on a front
I didn't mean it - and what I meant to say

Cheated date again. Woohoo.

First was maths. Bore.
Then art. Double bore.
Then NDP practice. Woots.
Then recess.
Then literature. Got back test marks.
Then english.
Then assembly was about the Cedar Got Talent.
Someone was looking at my direction. And i thought it was strange. Gosh.

I'm just trying to figure out what wrong's with your head
Cause everytime i look around, you're somewhere else instead.

Then guides.
Guides started late and then someone had to come to the place we were standing. Think very nice is it?!
I forgot what we did. Oh yeah, knots and lashings.

Au Revoir.
Une aventure sentimale
A sentimental adventure
A love affair.

Une hirondelle ne fait pas le printemps
One swallow does not make a spring

Une teinture de francais
A smattering of french

Un poete manque
A would-be poet

Un silence eloquent
A silence that speaks volumes

Un sot a triple etage
A consummate fool
A first-class blockhead
A monumental fool
A fool to the third storey

Va te faire cuire un oeuf!
Go cook yourself an egg!
Get lost!

Veuillez agreer l'expression de mes sentiments les meuilleurs
Sincerely yours
Please accept the expression of my best wishes

Vivre ce n'est pas respirer, c'est agir
Living is not breathing but doing

Vivre d'amour et d'eau fraiche
Live on love and fresh water

Voir trente-six chandelles
See thirty-six candles.

Vouloir c'est pouvoir
To want is to be able

Vous etes vraiment le roi des imbeciles
You are truly the king of the idiots.

Vous et vos pareils
You and your equals

Vous me mettez le couteau sous la gorge
You're holding a knife to my throat

Zut alors!
Darn it!

Labels: fifteen, guides:], school

I'm sorry if i'm heading for a major serious breakdown.
I'm sorry if i'm stupid.
I'm sorry if i confuse myself.
I'm sorry if i'm too sensitive.
I'm sorry if i'm irrational.
I'm sorry if i'm too obsessed.
I'm sorry if i'm breaking your heart
I'm sorry if i'm irritating.
I'm sorry if i'm annoying.
I'm sorry for everything.
I'm sorry if i'm crying again.

Labels: 40 kinds of sadness, fifteen

"My world's not ending, I'll be just fine"
That's what my mouth said
But not what I felt inside

Cheated date again. Tres bien.

Had science.
Then english.
Then geog.
Then recess.
Then reading.
Then malay.
Then maths.
Then music.
Then me and Nisa wanted to have a 'chocolate party' before maths remedial but then Mr Chue came 5 minutes early. So kiasu seh.
So me and Nisa crapped and joked in class instead, hence we finish the worksheet late.
And then after we were done, i rushed out of school and took a cab to MOELC.
Then reached French class late.
Anyway, did some exercises in the workbook.
Then fast-forward.
And then, the end.
Went home.

Au Revoir.
Qui se sent morveux, qu'il se mouche
If the shoe fits, wear it.
If one's nose is running, let him blow it.

Qui vit sans folie n'est pas si sage qu'il croit
We all make mistakes
Who lives without folly is not as wise as he thinks

Qui vivra verra
What will be will be
He who lives will see

Se farcir la memoire de
Information overload
Cram one's memory with

Se laisser vivre
Take each day as it comes
Let oneself live

Se triturer la cervelle
Grind up one's brains

Si c'est possible, c'est fait; si c'est impossible, cela se fera
If it's possible, it's done; if it's impossible, it shall be done.
When you say 'jump' , i answer 'how far?'

Sobre comme un chameau
Sober as a camel

S'il avait quatre sous de bon sens
If he had four pennies of common sense

Subir le charme de quelqu'un
Be under the infleunce of someone's charm

Surtout, pas de vagues
Above all, let's avoid a scandal

Tombeur de femmes
Lady-killer

Tot ou tard la verite se fera jour
Sooner or later the truth will see the light of the day

Tous songes sont mensonges
All dreams are lies or illusions.

Tout est frit
Everything is fried

Tout est pour le mieux dans le meilleur des mondes possibles
All is the best in this best of all possible worlds

Tout lasse, tout casse, tout passe
Everything wearies, everything breaks, everything passes away

Tout vient a point a qui sait attendre
Everything comes to him who knows how to wait

Tu me preds pour un naif
You take me for a complete innocent.

Un homme qui parle deux langues vaut deux hommes
A man who speaks two languages is worth two men.

Labels: fifteen, school

Oh well, this, i remember, was the saddest day of my life.
Telling the truth is easier said than done.
Anyway, cheated date again.

Had science test instead of PE.
Then received maths marks and then i was very sad.
Then Malay.
Then History.
Then recess.
Then science had to make it worse.

You said it's over
I said that's okay
I wasn't into you anyway
I told you lately
You irritate me
Your laugh is too loud
You're the last girl I'd look at
If you were in a crowd

Then was english.
Then was guides.
During patrol corner, talked with sec ones.
Then we had footdrills and gardening talk.
The end.

Au Revoir.
Promettre la lune
Promise the moon.

Que ceux qui trouvent la situation intenable s'en aillent
If you can't stand the heat, get out of the kitchen.

Qui perd, peche
Nobody loves a loser.

Recevoir un coup de pied dans le train
Get a kick in the ass.

Sacre nom de nom
Hell and damnation.
Blasted name of a name.

Se guerir d'un amour malheureux
Be cured of an unhappy love affair.

Si tu veux la paix, prepare la guerre
If you want peace, prepare for war.

Labels: 40 kinds of sadness, fifteen, school

Cheated date again. As usual.

Had geography test but i didn't finish the essay. Boohoohoo.
Then was Art.
Then Malay.
Then no jogging because it was raining.
Then recess.
Then science. Went lab.
Then english.
Then history. Continued with WWII. Yay :]

Au Revoir.
Qui m'aime aime mon chien.
You'll have to take me as i am.
Who loves me loves my dog.

Qui paie les violons choisit la musique
He who pays the violinists chooses the music.

Qui s'excuse s'accuse
He who apologises accuses himself.

Labels: school

Cheated the date, again, obviously.

Had History Test. Thought it was okay.
Then was Maths. Boreborebore.
Then was Malay.
Then recess.
Then reading.
Then literature. Learnt about lightings.
Then geography.
Then science.
Then ML.
I forgot what we did. Was it the ghost stories? I have no idea whatsoever.
Or was it the script thingy? Oh yeah, it was. And then we saw _____ going to his car. Okay, like i care like that. Okay, then blahblahblah i very lazy to type. Okay. That's all.

Au Revoir.
Froides mains, chaud amour.
Cold hands, warm heart.

Nous dansons sur un volcan
We're arranging the deck chairs on the Titanic.
We are dancing on a volcano.

Labels: fifteen, school

Uh, i think i'm officially addicted to facebook.
Scary.
I need to do my thousand and one hundred fifty three homework right now.
Hyperbole.
Sheesh.
Hah.
Then i need to study for history, geography and maybe science.
And i need to copy down notes for french.
Busy.
I still have a lot of things to do.
Gah.
And i'm still here, using computer.
Okay, i need to go now.
Seriously.

Au Revoir.

Labels: homework., random, school, stressed out.